Panty and Stocking with Garterblet is the only anime that can cheer me up. I LOVE IT.
I'll always love this show. ; u ; I love the way Garterbelt use to sniff crack.
20101212
167 ; [Missing]
Just spent my birthday with my family.
To shut out.
Lights Off / Wedding Dress
hm
To fall back into that state
When people talk about you
and you
and you
I hold back
all the emotions
that were developed
and thrown out the window.
I hate hearing
your name
and your name
and your name.
our history
my feelings
the days we spent
the trust
I wish I hadn't been the one to
say "hi"
to any of you.
Maybe then my face would be dry.
To shut out.
Lights Off / Wedding Dress
hm
To fall back into that state
When people talk about you
and you
and you
I hold back
all the emotions
that were developed
and thrown out the window.
I hate hearing
your name
and your name
and your name.
our history
my feelings
the days we spent
the trust
I wish I hadn't been the one to
say "hi"
to any of you.
Maybe then my face would be dry.
20101126
166 ; [OMG WORKING?]
I'm not literally working (well, my mom said she won't let me get a job until I'm 21 since she insists on paying for everything I need. PLUS she said she wouldn't drive me, let me carpool, take the bus, or whatever. Besides, I rarely need new clothes or games; I always play online games.) but I've been working on some actual art and SCHOOL WORK. It's a miracle!
First off, I've been spending the break working on a video, drawing requests, my lack of sleep, playing Mission Against Terror with Joannie, and pigging out. Surprisingly, I didn't gain any weight for a whole 4 months; I've actually been losing. I'M PERISHING! (not really. that would be a sad way to end my life.)
Second, I've been getting better grades. YES it is true.
Third, I'm still addicted to Sourpatch Watermelons and am running out! This is sewius!
So, I was busy thinking about Thanksgiving food and buying Christmas presents for everyone. I forgot about my birthday. I still don't understand why girls get so worked up about their "sweet sixteen". I mean, really what's so special about it? It's just another year, meaning you've gotten OLDER.
Happy Holidays, my sweets.
Au revoir.
First off, I've been spending the break working on a video, drawing requests, my lack of sleep, playing Mission Against Terror with Joannie, and pigging out. Surprisingly, I didn't gain any weight for a whole 4 months; I've actually been losing. I'M PERISHING! (not really. that would be a sad way to end my life.)
Second, I've been getting better grades. YES it is true.
Third, I'm still addicted to Sourpatch Watermelons and am running out! This is sewius!
So, I was busy thinking about Thanksgiving food and buying Christmas presents for everyone. I forgot about my birthday. I still don't understand why girls get so worked up about their "sweet sixteen". I mean, really what's so special about it? It's just another year, meaning you've gotten OLDER.
Happy Holidays, my sweets.
Au revoir.
20101104
165 ; [No Work]
I haven't been working on anything.
FUCK
MY
SOCKS.
"FMS"
I've been listening to crap lately. The only good music I've heard is from some mainstream , Arctic Monkeys, Tokyo Police Club, and some really ancient stuff.
Naive - The Kooks
I find the original way better than Lily Allen's cover. These guys sound exactly like The Last Goodnight in their song Poison Kiss. Well, both of these songs are amazing.
Aha, I know Derrick doesn't really show an interest in Indie so I just keep it to myself while he shows me R&B and Screamo music. We tend to share a lot of Alternative and Rock with each other. Joannie shows me a lot of screamo and R&B too since she posts music on YouTube.
I actually liked my own outfit for once today. I found a large t-shirt with a tux print on it and cut the top off so that it hung on my arms, then wore it with black shorts and my white-rimmed, lensless, glasses. It got people staring. (:
FUCK
MY
SOCKS.
"FMS"
I've been listening to crap lately. The only good music I've heard is from some mainstream , Arctic Monkeys, Tokyo Police Club, and some really ancient stuff.
Naive - The Kooks
I find the original way better than Lily Allen's cover. These guys sound exactly like The Last Goodnight in their song Poison Kiss. Well, both of these songs are amazing.
Aha, I know Derrick doesn't really show an interest in Indie so I just keep it to myself while he shows me R&B and Screamo music. We tend to share a lot of Alternative and Rock with each other. Joannie shows me a lot of screamo and R&B too since she posts music on YouTube.
I actually liked my own outfit for once today. I found a large t-shirt with a tux print on it and cut the top off so that it hung on my arms, then wore it with black shorts and my white-rimmed, lensless, glasses. It got people staring. (:
164 ; [Happy]
I haven't really shown any care towards the clubs I'm in lately, well, any of my school academics or activities. I've been slacking off in everything, even trying to keep up with friends and Derrick. I believe it's because I've been feeling sicker and weaker everyday. Whatever this condition is, it's stupid and it's killing me.
On the bright side, my breathing condition hasn't worsened. I've been using my inhaler everyday, but forgetting every so often since I'm a very unorganized person and tend to forget things. For example, today I was suppose to drop off my English make-up work, but forgot and went down to Taraval to get a drink that upsets my stomach and causes me to fart. Lactose intolerant. haha.
So, starting from the beginning:
I woke up late but got ready faster than everyone else in the house. I scrambled around the house to find my birthday present for Derrick which I had forgotten to take with me on his birthday, then forgot to take it out of the car the next day, then my dad took it out of the car when I was ready to give it to him. Well, I managed to get it to him today and he wore it happily while pulling off his chubby-cheeked smile. It was a lined knit hat sewn with neon colors with a black base and fuzz ball attached to the top. He wore it, but stared at me with the sad face that he always put on whenever he was worried about somebody. That was second block period.
I took my two puffs of medication then walked with Derrick to the North Gym entrance to the girls locker room. We took a long time to say bye, almost like we'd never see each other again. Of course, a security guard broke it up and we left. I threw the door open and banged on my locker door in anger while pretending to laugh at something a friend had said. Joannie and I shared a secret in the locker room, not a dirty one, but something silver. I stared at her as she showed me tricks while I let out little shrieks worrying that she would get cut if she kept on going. I asked her to stop so that she wouldn't hurt herself and smiled slightly.
We ran once around the block, but I felt winded right after running up the hill of the school and couldn't make the rest. I got 7:51 on the short run. When we finished, we had about forty five more minutes to do some volleyball drills. Right after I got changed as soon as possible so I could go down to Taraval with Derrick and skip out on Hawaiian club. That's when I completely forgot about my make-up work.
After lunch, we slowly walked back and up the stairs to Physics. Derrick sat next to me during the test with the sad expression plastered on his face. I hated seeing him sad especially since I'm usually the depressed one.
School ended and we sat quietly in GG park. I don't wanna leave him since it would be more difficult to see each other outside of school. I can't remember, but he did something to trigger my "I hate you" jokingly. I realized that if I did have to transfer schools, Derrick and I wouldn't be able to see each other that often due to the care his family needs. Of course, I'd rather him be with his family than me, but I would miss the tight hugs he would give me like he does now. I got pissed at him after he screamed, "OMG THERE'S A SPIDERBITE ON YOU!". I'm terrified of spiders and hate bites so much. He apologized a million times and told me the reason why he fell in love with me. Then I got closer on the bench and hugged him while sniffling out a few tears. He laughed at complained about my fake glasses in the way of wiping my tears away. I really didn't want to leave that moment, then the car horn honked behind us.
Then, everyday like I usually would, I rolled down my window and screamed out to him, "GOODNIGHT, MOON!"
But he didn't respond, so I text him and said, "You didn't hear me.. :c"
"I did cutie<3"
I want to stay with him as long as possible. We've had millions of ups and down, stupid fights, and many emotional moments. But unlike some, we survived.
10/27/09. Remember?
On the bright side, my breathing condition hasn't worsened. I've been using my inhaler everyday, but forgetting every so often since I'm a very unorganized person and tend to forget things. For example, today I was suppose to drop off my English make-up work, but forgot and went down to Taraval to get a drink that upsets my stomach and causes me to fart. Lactose intolerant. haha.
So, starting from the beginning:
I woke up late but got ready faster than everyone else in the house. I scrambled around the house to find my birthday present for Derrick which I had forgotten to take with me on his birthday, then forgot to take it out of the car the next day, then my dad took it out of the car when I was ready to give it to him. Well, I managed to get it to him today and he wore it happily while pulling off his chubby-cheeked smile. It was a lined knit hat sewn with neon colors with a black base and fuzz ball attached to the top. He wore it, but stared at me with the sad face that he always put on whenever he was worried about somebody. That was second block period.
I took my two puffs of medication then walked with Derrick to the North Gym entrance to the girls locker room. We took a long time to say bye, almost like we'd never see each other again. Of course, a security guard broke it up and we left. I threw the door open and banged on my locker door in anger while pretending to laugh at something a friend had said. Joannie and I shared a secret in the locker room, not a dirty one, but something silver. I stared at her as she showed me tricks while I let out little shrieks worrying that she would get cut if she kept on going. I asked her to stop so that she wouldn't hurt herself and smiled slightly.
We ran once around the block, but I felt winded right after running up the hill of the school and couldn't make the rest. I got 7:51 on the short run. When we finished, we had about forty five more minutes to do some volleyball drills. Right after I got changed as soon as possible so I could go down to Taraval with Derrick and skip out on Hawaiian club. That's when I completely forgot about my make-up work.
After lunch, we slowly walked back and up the stairs to Physics. Derrick sat next to me during the test with the sad expression plastered on his face. I hated seeing him sad especially since I'm usually the depressed one.
School ended and we sat quietly in GG park. I don't wanna leave him since it would be more difficult to see each other outside of school. I can't remember, but he did something to trigger my "I hate you" jokingly. I realized that if I did have to transfer schools, Derrick and I wouldn't be able to see each other that often due to the care his family needs. Of course, I'd rather him be with his family than me, but I would miss the tight hugs he would give me like he does now. I got pissed at him after he screamed, "OMG THERE'S A SPIDERBITE ON YOU!". I'm terrified of spiders and hate bites so much. He apologized a million times and told me the reason why he fell in love with me. Then I got closer on the bench and hugged him while sniffling out a few tears. He laughed at complained about my fake glasses in the way of wiping my tears away. I really didn't want to leave that moment, then the car horn honked behind us.
Then, everyday like I usually would, I rolled down my window and screamed out to him, "GOODNIGHT, MOON!"
But he didn't respond, so I text him and said, "You didn't hear me.. :c"
"I did cutie<3"
I want to stay with him as long as possible. We've had millions of ups and down, stupid fights, and many emotional moments. But unlike some, we survived.
10/27/09. Remember?
20101020
163; [Kinky]
Fenua - Tiki dance
I've been searching for this song for so freaking long! Finally, I'll try to use it during Polynesian practice tomorrow.
6:56pm
Dave: ?
Hey I have a question
How do I unfriend somebody?
I have so much f*** on my facebook
Me: o.o
well
go to
hold on
Dave: And what was that wow for? :u
Me: lick "friends" on the left sidebar
then edit
then delete all you want
aha
Dave: Kinky much?
Me: because
it was
sorta cheesy
LOLWHAT
OH
LMFAOOOOO
Dave: "lick"
Me: i meant
'click'
lmfao
I've been searching for this song for so freaking long! Finally, I'll try to use it during Polynesian practice tomorrow.
6:56pm
Dave: ?
Hey I have a question
How do I unfriend somebody?
I have so much f*** on my facebook
Me: o.o
well
go to
hold on
Dave: And what was that wow for? :u
Me: lick "friends" on the left sidebar
then edit
then delete all you want
aha
Dave: Kinky much?
Me: because
it was
sorta cheesy
LOLWHAT
OH
LMFAOOOOO
Dave: "lick"
Me: i meant
'click'
lmfao
20101017
162 ; [The Silence Is Slowly Killing Me]
Misery - Maroon 5
My secret love for Maroon 5. I adore three of their songs and this is one of them - insert heart -
Jackass 3D had a lot of cock, shit, and piss. I have no review because all I did during that movie was laugh or scream "EWWWWW!". I'm actually surprised that I didn't throw up since everything was basically uncensored and the stunts were disgusting as fuck. Maybe I just find those things funny because I'm super immature and would probably do those things myself if I were a guy.
I'm a lesbian.
What? No.
Au revoir
My secret love for Maroon 5. I adore three of their songs and this is one of them - insert heart -
Jackass 3D had a lot of cock, shit, and piss. I have no review because all I did during that movie was laugh or scream "EWWWWW!". I'm actually surprised that I didn't throw up since everything was basically uncensored and the stunts were disgusting as fuck. Maybe I just find those things funny because I'm super immature and would probably do those things myself if I were a guy.
I'm a lesbian.
What? No.
Au revoir
20101009
161 ; [
Fireworks - You Me At Six
Oh, how to feel jealous.
I was so cute back then. Sucks that I'm hurt as hell now.
So, I did this piece for my uncle's birthday; him in a hotdog costume.
I don't have much to say since today was boring.
Au revoir
Oh, how to feel jealous.
I was so cute back then. Sucks that I'm hurt as hell now.
So, I did this piece for my uncle's birthday; him in a hotdog costume.
I don't have much to say since today was boring.
Au revoir
20101007
160 ; [20 More Days]
Miike Snow - Animal (Punks Jump Up Remix)
J'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adore!
After long chats with, 'Derk', I have a craving for xu lung bao.
Ahem, by the way, this boy should pull up his pants, no? Sir, please stop being so skinny that super skinny jeans with a belt at the last notch still won't fit your flat bottom. Don't fret, I still love the way you love me and your chubby cheeks.
Loving You
All I want is
your touch, your kiss,
the way you say
'I love you, baby.'
All I want is
the love and care,
your hand wiping away
my tears- my sorrow.
All I want is
to hear you whisper,
"Everything will be alright."
and hold me tightly.
All I want is
that smile that pierces
through my saddened heart.
I love you, Derrick.
Just 20 more days until our one year. I'm sorry for the sappy stuff, but it's how I feel, dear. Aha. Now, I just need to find a nice frame..
Sadly, our anniversary is on a Wednesday and it's hard for us to go places. I'll be happy if I can just get at least one kiss on his lips, one tight hug, and one 'I love you'.
Au Revoir.
J'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adoreJ'adore!
After long chats with, 'Derk', I have a craving for xu lung bao.
Ahem, by the way, this boy should pull up his pants, no? Sir, please stop being so skinny that super skinny jeans with a belt at the last notch still won't fit your flat bottom. Don't fret, I still love the way you love me and your chubby cheeks.Loving You
All I want is
your touch, your kiss,
the way you say
'I love you, baby.'
All I want is
the love and care,
your hand wiping away
my tears- my sorrow.
All I want is
to hear you whisper,
"Everything will be alright."
and hold me tightly.
All I want is
that smile that pierces
through my saddened heart.
I love you, Derrick.
Just 20 more days until our one year. I'm sorry for the sappy stuff, but it's how I feel, dear. Aha. Now, I just need to find a nice frame..
Sadly, our anniversary is on a Wednesday and it's hard for us to go places. I'll be happy if I can just get at least one kiss on his lips, one tight hug, and one 'I love you'.
Au Revoir.
20101002
159 ; [J'adore]
Mike Snow - Animal
This is me taking a break from screams; there are no good songs or bands lately. I'm excited for Asking Alexandria's new album which is suppose to debut in December! I hope it comes out before my birthday so I can receive it as a gift. Hopefully it isn't a disappointment like Linkin Park's album that came out in September.
Anyway, Physics is a bitch. I hate it. That is all.
20100919
158 ; [Quote]
A conversation with Joannie:
r= Joannie | t= Jazmine
r= Joannie | t= Jazmine
[20:53] r: i might play gunbound
[20:53] r: after i download
[20:53] r: some music
[20:53] r: >:B
[20:53] r: SDKLFNSKLDFN
[20:53] r: I LOVE THE TURTLE
[20:53] r: D:
[20:53] t: lol! I use the elephant
[20:53] t: or
[20:53] t: uhh
[20:54] t: the weird scorpion thing
[20:54] r: u mean mammonth
[20:54] r: thingie
[20:54] r: o-o
[20:54] t: OH WHATEVER
[20:54] r: LOL
[20:54] t: LOL
[20:54] r: XDDDD
[20:54] t: it has a trunk
[20:54] t: XD
[20:54] t: so
[20:54] t: ya
[20:54] r: O:<
[20:54] r: SO DOES
[20:54] r: A MAMMONTH
[20:54] r: THING
[20:54] r: W.E U CALL IT !
[20:54] t: and ant eaters
[20:54] t: but yeah
[20:54] t: they aren't elephants
[20:54] t: DX
[20:54] t: well, mammoths are now elephants
[20:54] t: in this time period
[20:54] r: D:
[20:54] t: so
[20:54] t: we'll call it an elephant
[20:54] r: NOT EVEN !
[20:54] r: O:<
[20:55] t: YES EVEN
[20:55] r: DS:KFNSLDKFNDSF
[20:55] t: LOL.
[20:55] r: THEY AREN'T HAIRY
[20:55] r: THERES A BIG DIFFERENCE
[20:55] t: yeah huh!
[20:55] t: if you look closely at the head
[20:55] r: i wonder if their hair feels like pubes
[20:55] r: o-o
[20:55] t: they have little hairs
[20:55] t: o_o
[20:55] t: ...
[20:55] r: LOLOLOL
[20:55] t: WOW JOANNIE
[20:55] t: lol
[20:55] r: WUHT D: !
[20:55] t: You would wonder that XD
[20:55] t: aha
[20:56] r: XDD
[20:57] r: buht
[20:57] r: i rlly wonder tho
[20:57] r: D:
[20:58] t: aha
[20:58] t: sixflags
[20:58] t: lets you rid elephants
[20:58] t: :O
[20:58] t: you should try!
[20:59] t: i was too short to reach
[20:59] t: the hair on the head
[20:59] t: XD
[20:59] r: D:
[20:59] r: OMGGG
[20:59] r: i meant
[20:59] r: like
[20:59] r: i wanna
[20:59] r: feel a mammoths
[20:59] r: hair
[20:59] r: o-o
[20:59] r: elephants
[20:59] r: dont got none
[20:59] r: >:o
[21:01] r: blarg
[21:02] t: o___o:
[21:02] t: elephants have HAIR
[21:02] t: on its HEAD
[21:02] t: lol
[21:04] r: YEAH
[21:04] r: BUT MAMMOTHS
[21:04] r: HAVE HAIR
[21:04] r: EVERYYYYWHERRRRREEEE
[21:04] ra: THE TITS
[21:04] r: THE BALLZ
[21:04] r: THE EGGROLL
[21:04] r: EVERYWHERE
[21:04] r: EVEN THE ASS CRACK !
[21:06] t: LOLOLOL.
157 ; [Monkeys of The Arctic]
Arctic Monkeys - The Jeweller's Hands
I fell for this song once #bitchville had posted it on their Tumblr. I'm now in love with the band.
So, since I have no life, I found this on YouTube.
I love Aldrine's voice and the fact that he likes KH like me. I must buy Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep soon.
Well, this was the one that I heard first since it was the OP for KHI.
I fell for this song once #bitchville had posted it on their Tumblr. I'm now in love with the band.
So, since I have no life, I found this on YouTube.
I love Aldrine's voice and the fact that he likes KH like me. I must buy Kingdom Hearts: Birth by Sleep soon.
Well, this was the one that I heard first since it was the OP for KHI.
20100917
156 ; [Another Thing]
One simple thing:
You all say that life sucks and that you have no reason to live.
All you do is stand there and cry about how bad it's gotten. "I wanna die, I wanna die."
You're all talk, no action. You have a life and you're wasting it on made up shit that isn't true.
Simple as that. Change your motherfucking attitude.
You say nobody cares, there's always at least one that does care about you.
When that person steps up to you and says that they do care, you ignore it.
You write about how life sucks and why you deserve to die.
If you lost someone dear to you, you're still alive. YOU'RE STILL GODDAMN ALIVE. Do what they wanted to do: LIVE YOUR LIFE WHILE YOU STILL HAVE IT.
You say I don't understand, you say the the world is against you.
It's all your imagination.
You're lying to yourself.
You're the one who doesn't care about yourself.
Life is short,
so stop wasting your time.
Yeah, yeah. I bet you're all like, "Jazmine, you're such a fucking hypocrite!". Uh, I don't go around saying how I don't deserve to live or say I how I wanna go commit suicide. People who say that make me want to go ape-shit on them and beat the crap out of them since they don't appreciate what they got. Those people that I was referring to are stupid. So goddamn stupid. They were given a life, and they're out there wasting it on NOTHING. You got NOTHING if you don't make something out of it.
Au revoir.
20100916
155 ; [Please Get The Fuck Out, Little Bitch]
Honestly, I wish Kimberly N. would get out of my life and stop interfering with everything in it.
Yes, I'm gonna be a shit talker right now and talk about her on my own blog. This is NOT cyber bullying, I swear. This is like, me explaining how I'm BEING bullied. Goddamn.
Okay, Kimberly N. This girl, I grew up with her for years and I was cool with her. But to be honest, as we grew up, I acted really mean to her as a kid to "fit in" with my other group of friends, which I realized was very wrong. This is the reason why I started changing and being a bit nicer lately. Honestly, I don't think she got over it, but moving on.
Ever since I got a boyfriend, Derrick, she's been talking A LOT of shit about me. I remember when I first started going out with him, she said things like, "Oh, Jazmine was such a bitch when we were kids." Blah, blah. Why would you say that? To make him think twice about me? I let that slide though.
For strike one, I just recently had a fight with my ex BFF, Cary and I was completely crushed by it and was in a fragile state of depression. I mean, come on, he was my BEST FRIEND and I lost someone I loved to talk to and be with. Well, one time my boyfriend and I invited Kimberly to eat lunch with us and as we walked back to school after eating, she either picked up a call from Cary or faked a call with him and emphasized that she was talking specifically to him. Right after, she asked, "WHAT'S WRONG JAZMINE? WHAT ARE YOU HIDING? JUST TELL US." That moment, my heart dropped and I felt like throwing myself in a ditch and crying my heart out, but I didn't because I didn't want Derrick to worry. I kept it to myself.
Strike two, I wore a Beatles shirt to school. Kim was wearing one too. She ignored me for, what, a week just because of the shirt. Then she told me I was a biter via text that same week. I was basically FORCED to make up with her because of Lincoln's Brother Sister Assembly and I was helping the Polynesian club teach for girls along with two others. I thought it was a dumbshit thing to be upset about and wanted to pull the plug on our friendship, but I had to do what I had to do.
Strike three, on a Friday, I get a text from my boyfriend asking, "What the fuck is going on?!" and he tells me that Kimberly told him that I was flirting with three guys: Barrett, Reggie, and Christopher. How odd is it that two of them she had a crush on AND they were my friends as well. Of course, I was heartbroken that Derrick didn't trust me and it had been almost five months since we started dating. I texted Kim and told her to drop dead then she responds with, "Oh, Cary is right, you HAVE changed." and I'm wondering what the hell does that have to do with anything and that she shouldn't compare my friendship with Cary and hers. It's goddamn different. Oh, and guess what? Right after I decided that I was done putting up with Kimberly's lies and bullshit, she tells Derrick that she was lying about the whole thing just because she was upset about her OWN life. Derrick and I almost broke up and now some things aren't even the same between us anymore.
I was fucking done with that girl.
When school started, she decided to do more to ruin me. I'm trying my best to ignore it, but she just want's my fucking attention.
1. She ranted to Derrick about me over text. (Hello, are you stupid?! He's my boyfriend, we trust each other and tell each other everything.)
2. She complained that I was in her gym period at the beginning of the year. (I'm in another class but in the same period! GODDAMN.)
3. She talks so fucking loud that I can hear her all the way across the gym TALKING.
4. She complained to my boyfriend about if I was going to treat her equally in Polynesian club since I'm VP and teaching this year. (I promised Posada that I was going to teach. I'm going to fucking teach, so she needs to chill out, stop talking about me, and let me do what I need to do.)
5. She tells everyone I told her to die. (LOL. I dared her to do that. Seriously. Who's the better person now, beyotch?)
6. She tells hella people that I FORCED my boyfriend to join Polynesian Club. (He's doing it because I asked him to. I even told him to leave if he didn't wanna do it, but he said he's doing it for me and because he knows it'll make me happy.)
OH, and she told my boyfriend once that she wanted to make up with me. Her reason? Because she didn't want to be hated by someone. How selfish of you. Last year you said you didn't like Kristi and now you're acting like you love the hell out of her.
I tried being nice, Kimberly. Now, just leave me the fuck alone and stop being so obsessed about me. I know you just want me to love you like everyone else. Fuck off.
P.S. When you told Derrick and I that you were on pills and trying to O.D., I thought it was a fucking lie. You have a good life, and you're just lying to get attention. Same thing with the transferring to Balboa; I just thought you said that to get attention and see how many people would care if you left or not.
Okay, I'm done.
Au revoir.
I'm doing Physics homework with my little panda bear plushie that Derrick got me from his trip to D.C. I love it.
Yes, I'm gonna be a shit talker right now and talk about her on my own blog. This is NOT cyber bullying, I swear. This is like, me explaining how I'm BEING bullied. Goddamn.
Okay, Kimberly N. This girl, I grew up with her for years and I was cool with her. But to be honest, as we grew up, I acted really mean to her as a kid to "fit in" with my other group of friends, which I realized was very wrong. This is the reason why I started changing and being a bit nicer lately. Honestly, I don't think she got over it, but moving on.
Ever since I got a boyfriend, Derrick, she's been talking A LOT of shit about me. I remember when I first started going out with him, she said things like, "Oh, Jazmine was such a bitch when we were kids." Blah, blah. Why would you say that? To make him think twice about me? I let that slide though.
For strike one, I just recently had a fight with my ex BFF, Cary and I was completely crushed by it and was in a fragile state of depression. I mean, come on, he was my BEST FRIEND and I lost someone I loved to talk to and be with. Well, one time my boyfriend and I invited Kimberly to eat lunch with us and as we walked back to school after eating, she either picked up a call from Cary or faked a call with him and emphasized that she was talking specifically to him. Right after, she asked, "WHAT'S WRONG JAZMINE? WHAT ARE YOU HIDING? JUST TELL US." That moment, my heart dropped and I felt like throwing myself in a ditch and crying my heart out, but I didn't because I didn't want Derrick to worry. I kept it to myself.
Strike two, I wore a Beatles shirt to school. Kim was wearing one too. She ignored me for, what, a week just because of the shirt. Then she told me I was a biter via text that same week. I was basically FORCED to make up with her because of Lincoln's Brother Sister Assembly and I was helping the Polynesian club teach for girls along with two others. I thought it was a dumbshit thing to be upset about and wanted to pull the plug on our friendship, but I had to do what I had to do.
Strike three, on a Friday, I get a text from my boyfriend asking, "What the fuck is going on?!" and he tells me that Kimberly told him that I was flirting with three guys: Barrett, Reggie, and Christopher. How odd is it that two of them she had a crush on AND they were my friends as well. Of course, I was heartbroken that Derrick didn't trust me and it had been almost five months since we started dating. I texted Kim and told her to drop dead then she responds with, "Oh, Cary is right, you HAVE changed." and I'm wondering what the hell does that have to do with anything and that she shouldn't compare my friendship with Cary and hers. It's goddamn different. Oh, and guess what? Right after I decided that I was done putting up with Kimberly's lies and bullshit, she tells Derrick that she was lying about the whole thing just because she was upset about her OWN life. Derrick and I almost broke up and now some things aren't even the same between us anymore.
I was fucking done with that girl.
When school started, she decided to do more to ruin me. I'm trying my best to ignore it, but she just want's my fucking attention.
1. She ranted to Derrick about me over text. (Hello, are you stupid?! He's my boyfriend, we trust each other and tell each other everything.)
2. She complained that I was in her gym period at the beginning of the year. (I'm in another class but in the same period! GODDAMN.)
3. She talks so fucking loud that I can hear her all the way across the gym TALKING.
4. She complained to my boyfriend about if I was going to treat her equally in Polynesian club since I'm VP and teaching this year. (I promised Posada that I was going to teach. I'm going to fucking teach, so she needs to chill out, stop talking about me, and let me do what I need to do.)
5. She tells everyone I told her to die. (LOL. I dared her to do that. Seriously. Who's the better person now, beyotch?)
6. She tells hella people that I FORCED my boyfriend to join Polynesian Club. (He's doing it because I asked him to. I even told him to leave if he didn't wanna do it, but he said he's doing it for me and because he knows it'll make me happy.)
OH, and she told my boyfriend once that she wanted to make up with me. Her reason? Because she didn't want to be hated by someone. How selfish of you. Last year you said you didn't like Kristi and now you're acting like you love the hell out of her.
I tried being nice, Kimberly. Now, just leave me the fuck alone and stop being so obsessed about me. I know you just want me to love you like everyone else. Fuck off.
P.S. When you told Derrick and I that you were on pills and trying to O.D., I thought it was a fucking lie. You have a good life, and you're just lying to get attention. Same thing with the transferring to Balboa; I just thought you said that to get attention and see how many people would care if you left or not.
Okay, I'm done.
Au revoir.
I'm doing Physics homework with my little panda bear plushie that Derrick got me from his trip to D.C. I love it.
20100911
154 ; [Myanus]
I made a Sailor Scout the other day.
Her name is Sailor Myanus.
She likes cake
and cheese.
I'll post the drawing when I feel like it since I feel very pregnant and fat. Oh, mother nature, you're such a pain in the ass sometimes.
Did you know that when you're on your period you feel constipated 24/7? Maybe it's just me.
Fart. Au revoir.
Untrust Us - Crystal Castles
I honestly thought I could quit CC; boy was I wrong.
Her name is Sailor Myanus.
She likes cake
and cheese.
I'll post the drawing when I feel like it since I feel very pregnant and fat. Oh, mother nature, you're such a pain in the ass sometimes.
Did you know that when you're on your period you feel constipated 24/7? Maybe it's just me.
Fart. Au revoir.
Untrust Us - Crystal Castles
I honestly thought I could quit CC; boy was I wrong.
20100908
153 ; [Staggering]
So, yesterday, I experienced something terrible:
My chest tight, my ears felt like they were going to burst, my throat dry and thick, hard coughing and muscles tightened. I couldn't breath.
Yeah, I have an inhaler and I did use it before exercising as directed. No, I have not been diagnosed with asthma. Yes, I have experienced this before once when I was a child, about seven or eight-
It was about three PM when I got home with my sister and dad from school. I was tired for some reason that day and just passed out at the dinning room table. Nobody was in the same room as me, and I felt too lightheaded and ached too much to move or call for someone. Dinner came around and I was still laying there, breathing heavy and loud. Everyone came out to eat, while my mom set down her bag on a chair and asked, "What's wrong with you? FELIX, what's the matter with Jazmine?!" Of course, my dad just said, "Oh, she's fine."
I only responded with tears dripping down my from eyes and my mom just picked me up and took me to the car.
It was about seven PM that moment and I was laying on a table in the hospital. A doctor placed a mask over my mouth and nose and gave me some pink medicine. I couldn't handle it and just coughed it back up and let it sit in the mask while trying to breath.
It's weird, they didn't know what was wrong with me.
Well, basically the same thing happened during gym yesterday. After getting changed, I headed over to my locker, which I share this year with my love. Right was I approached him, I felt like throwing myself on the ground but instead, flung myself onto him. I told him I couldn't breath, so he opened my bag frantically and opened the paper box to my inhaler. I took a puff and nothing really happened, but I refused to worry him any longer and tried to keep my breathing to a lower volume.
Today, while on the bus back to school, I had fallen asleep on his shoulder. I had awoken much too early and got a headache as I got off the bus. There it was, the breathing problems came back as well and I wanted to walk him home. Of course, I was being stubborn and refused to be picked up without walking him. Aha. He got mad at me and scolded me for not knowing my limits; pushing myself too hard.
It's always like this, I won't tell him if I'm sad, not tell him what's wrong, do something reckless like running across the street without him, not staying home when I'm sick and resting, not bringing my inhaler for running, wanting to do sports when I can't. I really love his "motherly" role in my life.
Another thing, I have a load of Fiji Film and I need models to use them on.
Just saying.
TOMORROW IS CLUB REGISTRATION DAY DURING LUNCH ON THE COURTYARD! *YOU SHALL ALL BE NEW DANCERS FOR POLYNESIAN CLUB BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME AND I'M SUPER CONCEITED! (This is my job as VP. HAHAHA.)
Au revoir!
My chest tight, my ears felt like they were going to burst, my throat dry and thick, hard coughing and muscles tightened. I couldn't breath.
Yeah, I have an inhaler and I did use it before exercising as directed. No, I have not been diagnosed with asthma. Yes, I have experienced this before once when I was a child, about seven or eight-
It was about three PM when I got home with my sister and dad from school. I was tired for some reason that day and just passed out at the dinning room table. Nobody was in the same room as me, and I felt too lightheaded and ached too much to move or call for someone. Dinner came around and I was still laying there, breathing heavy and loud. Everyone came out to eat, while my mom set down her bag on a chair and asked, "What's wrong with you? FELIX, what's the matter with Jazmine?!" Of course, my dad just said, "Oh, she's fine."
I only responded with tears dripping down my from eyes and my mom just picked me up and took me to the car.
It was about seven PM that moment and I was laying on a table in the hospital. A doctor placed a mask over my mouth and nose and gave me some pink medicine. I couldn't handle it and just coughed it back up and let it sit in the mask while trying to breath.
It's weird, they didn't know what was wrong with me.
Well, basically the same thing happened during gym yesterday. After getting changed, I headed over to my locker, which I share this year with my love. Right was I approached him, I felt like throwing myself on the ground but instead, flung myself onto him. I told him I couldn't breath, so he opened my bag frantically and opened the paper box to my inhaler. I took a puff and nothing really happened, but I refused to worry him any longer and tried to keep my breathing to a lower volume.
Today, while on the bus back to school, I had fallen asleep on his shoulder. I had awoken much too early and got a headache as I got off the bus. There it was, the breathing problems came back as well and I wanted to walk him home. Of course, I was being stubborn and refused to be picked up without walking him. Aha. He got mad at me and scolded me for not knowing my limits; pushing myself too hard.
It's always like this, I won't tell him if I'm sad, not tell him what's wrong, do something reckless like running across the street without him, not staying home when I'm sick and resting, not bringing my inhaler for running, wanting to do sports when I can't. I really love his "motherly" role in my life.
Another thing, I have a load of Fiji Film and I need models to use them on.
Just saying.
TOMORROW IS CLUB REGISTRATION DAY DURING LUNCH ON THE COURTYARD! *YOU SHALL ALL BE NEW DANCERS FOR POLYNESIAN CLUB BECAUSE YOU LOVE ME AND I'M SUPER CONCEITED! (This is my job as VP. HAHAHA.)
Au revoir!
20100903
152 ; [Expressions]
My friend Kyle N. IMed me at 4:55 pm today saying, "Elaine and I broke up again today."
Honestly after three times, or even times he never told me, this was my response:
But at least my response made his day.
Sorry, bootybutt face.
Honestly after three times, or even times he never told me, this was my response:
But at least my response made his day.
Sorry, bootybutt face.
20100828
151 ; [A Letter]
Your happiness meant everything to me.
It still does.
Now, I'll leave so I won't be in the way of it.
Your desires are mine as well.
Love,
Jazmine
hihihihihihihihihi. You all know who you are.
GOOD NIGHT , MOON!
It still does.
Now, I'll leave so I won't be in the way of it.
Your desires are mine as well.
Love,
Jazmine
hihihihihihihihihi. You all know who you are.
GOOD NIGHT , MOON!
150 ; [Happiness?]
Quote (via:mdre)
Cold water flowing throughout our bodies. I push you up against the side of the pool. I grind up on your body, caressing my hands down your spine. I feel you shiver has my hand lurks closer to your clit. Was it enough for 1 finger? I thought no. 2 fingers? Not enough. I sort of guessed 3 was just right. You told me I was good. I had talent with my fingers. I gave you what you wanted. Slowly rubbing. I knew just where to hit your sweet spot. You getting pretty rough. Scratches to my back, slowly grinding down on me. Your breasts hardening from all the wetness as I nibble on them. I make you beg. Head tilted back in disbelief. Was this really happening? Was I really getting it on with you. I couldn’t stop and think. My focus was on just making you happy. Nothing else mattered at that point.
Inch by inch, thrust by thrust. Quicker and deeper as I slowly go in. I picked up the pace. I hear the sexual tones go through one hear then out the other. Your mouth spelling out my aim as I start give you deep breaths for rest. For the time being I knew I was happy. Being with you at that moment made my life rotate full circle. I could say, I smiled. You made me happy.
20100827
149 ; [Freakin' Confused, But I Get It!]
17 Years - Ratatat
Pfft, totally stole this from Jeffrey's FaceBook post. I like it, GOSH!
I was watching episode twelve of The Hard Times Of RJ Berger; IT WAS THE MOST FUCKED UP SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN. (spoilers alert if you haven't seen it yet, but i bet you have.)
1. Lily got hit by a bus in the 11th.
2. RJ still goes to prom with Jenny Swanson
3. Miles thought he was going to prom with that one chick I can't remember and she was being sarcastic when he asked her. The chick ends up going with Max.
4. RJ goes to the hospital to see Lily and has sex with her in the hospital bed when she wakes up. (He freakin' leaves saying he did the right thing, but right when he leaves, Lily's vital signs go flat. GODDAMN YOU KILLED HER WITH YOUR "JUMBO BLIMP", BITCH. Nah, I don't know for sure; must see the next season.)
Okay, uhh. School sucked and I think I failed my Physics test because I didn't know jackshit. I was able to slip past two presentations, which is good because I need practice still. I finally got my physical form and that's about it.
Ate gummiworms with Derrick after school. Happy 10 month-err! I LOVE YOU.
Pfft, totally stole this from Jeffrey's FaceBook post. I like it, GOSH!
I was watching episode twelve of The Hard Times Of RJ Berger; IT WAS THE MOST FUCKED UP SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN. (spoilers alert if you haven't seen it yet, but i bet you have.)
1. Lily got hit by a bus in the 11th.
2. RJ still goes to prom with Jenny Swanson
3. Miles thought he was going to prom with that one chick I can't remember and she was being sarcastic when he asked her. The chick ends up going with Max.
4. RJ goes to the hospital to see Lily and has sex with her in the hospital bed when she wakes up. (He freakin' leaves saying he did the right thing, but right when he leaves, Lily's vital signs go flat. GODDAMN YOU KILLED HER WITH YOUR "JUMBO BLIMP", BITCH. Nah, I don't know for sure; must see the next season.)
Okay, uhh. School sucked and I think I failed my Physics test because I didn't know jackshit. I was able to slip past two presentations, which is good because I need practice still. I finally got my physical form and that's about it.
Ate gummiworms with Derrick after school. Happy 10 month-err! I LOVE YOU.
20100824
148 ; [The Fishy I Am]
Today, my inner fish came out and I was literally flopping around on the ground for water. I wanted to go swimming so badly today!
I'm too hot to type anymore, so I'll say one last thing:
I just took a shower, and the first thing that I do when I come out of the bathroom, is sweat. Fucking heat!
I'll write about today tomorrow because it was "funny".
Au revoir.
Quoted from my Facebook status:
"A cold shower is the only true love right now."
Ben's comment: Hey look derrick you've been replaced by cold water :D
Ben is hilarious!
I'm too hot to type anymore, so I'll say one last thing:
I just took a shower, and the first thing that I do when I come out of the bathroom, is sweat. Fucking heat!
I'll write about today tomorrow because it was "funny".
Au revoir.
20100823
147 ; [Spam]
Barbie Girl RemiX
I was just in the mood so shut up.
Today was so hot; I took off my stockings and just wore my "whore shorts" all day. Yes, I dress like a fashion obsessed whore now. Deal with it. Ariel and I were both relieved that it was hot enough for us to wear a skirt and shortshorts, and that we wouldn't look weird walking around in Summer clothing in the cold.
During gym, June and I listened to Keir talk about funny random stuff in her life. I love how she tells stories; she makes them sound so funny and interesting. I remember once during Algebra last year she was stalling class when she went to present something in front of the class by telling us all a story about how her mom bought her some really nice shoes and took it back, but then we all got confused when she started talking about chicken wings. Well, I don't exactly remember the story, but I remember all of us going, "Wait, what?! How did this lead to chicken wings?!" and the teacher said, "Is she always like this..?" I LOVE Keir! She's so freakin' funny. I got a bit off track there, well, Keir was trying to find a spot on her shorts and it was...funny? Again, I LOVE HER. aha.
Besides that, the day went by pretty fast! Gym went by the fastest; I was surprised when they sent out all the dressed girls to change after a few minutes of class, then I realized class was over. I'm genius! Anyway, Joannie transferred into my gym period! I'm so excited, but I don't know if we'll be able to talk during class since we have different teachers. (Sad face shit here.) Man, this would basically be the only sort of class I'll have with her this year! She brought her skateboard today, I guess this means she'll be skating again. Just a logical guess I'm throwing out there.
Oh, baby. Sorry, but I feel like writing about my lovelife again; major spam.
Basically, we had some problems over the weekend, but even though I was steaming mad at my love and said I hated him and just didn't wanna be around him, all I wanted was his kiss. I'm a very confusing person but it's how I think and act. Reasons why I love him so much? He's the sweetest and nicest guy I've ever met, he cares so much about me and my health (since, apparently, I'm weak and have a bad immune system.), he comforts me when I'm sad, he's funny, smart, perverted-minded like me, and tries his best to be the best and succeeds. I just love the way he's there for me all the time and loves me for who I am, unlike the people in my past. There are very few I can say I truly hate, but my love will never be one of those people. I love my Squishy and I'll be his little poofy Eskimo. (insert large amount of love here)
Jeez, my sister is finally taller than me and Derrick is a few inches taller than I am now. Everybody drew so tall over the Summer and all I do is drink coffee. Explains a lot, I know, but I love coffee!
I was just in the mood so shut up.
Today was so hot; I took off my stockings and just wore my "whore shorts" all day. Yes, I dress like a fashion obsessed whore now. Deal with it. Ariel and I were both relieved that it was hot enough for us to wear a skirt and shortshorts, and that we wouldn't look weird walking around in Summer clothing in the cold.
During gym, June and I listened to Keir talk about funny random stuff in her life. I love how she tells stories; she makes them sound so funny and interesting. I remember once during Algebra last year she was stalling class when she went to present something in front of the class by telling us all a story about how her mom bought her some really nice shoes and took it back, but then we all got confused when she started talking about chicken wings. Well, I don't exactly remember the story, but I remember all of us going, "Wait, what?! How did this lead to chicken wings?!" and the teacher said, "Is she always like this..?" I LOVE Keir! She's so freakin' funny. I got a bit off track there, well, Keir was trying to find a spot on her shorts and it was...funny? Again, I LOVE HER. aha.
Besides that, the day went by pretty fast! Gym went by the fastest; I was surprised when they sent out all the dressed girls to change after a few minutes of class, then I realized class was over. I'm genius! Anyway, Joannie transferred into my gym period! I'm so excited, but I don't know if we'll be able to talk during class since we have different teachers. (Sad face shit here.) Man, this would basically be the only sort of class I'll have with her this year! She brought her skateboard today, I guess this means she'll be skating again. Just a logical guess I'm throwing out there.
Oh, baby. Sorry, but I feel like writing about my lovelife again; major spam.
Basically, we had some problems over the weekend, but even though I was steaming mad at my love and said I hated him and just didn't wanna be around him, all I wanted was his kiss. I'm a very confusing person but it's how I think and act. Reasons why I love him so much? He's the sweetest and nicest guy I've ever met, he cares so much about me and my health (since, apparently, I'm weak and have a bad immune system.), he comforts me when I'm sad, he's funny, smart, perverted-minded like me, and tries his best to be the best and succeeds. I just love the way he's there for me all the time and loves me for who I am, unlike the people in my past. There are very few I can say I truly hate, but my love will never be one of those people. I love my Squishy and I'll be his little poofy Eskimo. (insert large amount of love here)
Jeez, my sister is finally taller than me and Derrick is a few inches taller than I am now. Everybody drew so tall over the Summer and all I do is drink coffee. Explains a lot, I know, but I love coffee!
20100822
146 ; [At Least It Didn't Break]
I only lay here with an ache, but my heart isn't broken.
I want to fix things with you. You're still my Squishy and I want to be with you for as long as possible, not letting others get in the way.
It's hard not to think about you or even stay mad at someone like you.
I want to fix things with you. You're still my Squishy and I want to be with you for as long as possible, not letting others get in the way.
It's hard not to think about you or even stay mad at someone like you.
20100821
20100820
20100819
143 ; [Would You Just STOP?]
I know that if some of you know a secret story about me and another girl I use to be friends with, you'd find me acting VERY hypocritical here. I'll admit that.
Woman, please! Stop talking about me to my BOYFRIEND. It's not like he'll keep your conversations to himself! What in the world is going on in your head?! I've done such before and that's why I don't do it anymore because I realize it's so goddamn stupid and wrong. Well, unlike you, I didn't go off constantly; texting every little bit of shit you can make up about me and everything I trusted you with. It's truly sad and pathetic! I'd rather you say your shit to me so I could laugh in your face then knock you out cold and throw you on the street. "She started quoting bands when we argued!" Uhm, who the hell does that?! I don't even REMEMBER doing that stupidass shit! Oh, and when I ask for an example of a quote, you say, "Oh, I don't remember." Exactly how I predicted your answer would come out. Wow, if you're gonna do that back it up with some more lies and make it actually SOUNDS like it happened. I literally started laughing and rolling on the ground when I read your response!
Besides from that, school dragged on but it was pretty cool. I tested out my new classes today! Physics is confusing due to the weird explanations the teacher gives out, but I'll manage.
I met new people in my gym class! Ariel, June, and a few others. I basically talked to my old AVID classmates during one half of Gym though, but they're awesome. I guess the only thing I'm worried about for gym would be:
1. My gun is fucking cocked again because that one girl is in the same period. (Luckily she's in another class.)
2. There's this guy who was basically cheating on his girlfriend (my friend) by flirting with me over facebook messages, so I told her, blocked him, and he might try to kill me. Hurhur. *hides*
3. Gym teacher's workouts.
I'm going to try doing track and swim team this year. I'll try and see if I can last track/swimming every other day. I want to set up Polynesian club soon since I'm vice president this year, but I'm not sure how the president feels about it. Well, it isn't my choice, but I'd prefer if we started practicing earlier than last year.
Derrick ended up changing his schedule and getting into six of my classes. OH, MY GOD! WHY?!
Just kidding. I love him.
Au revoir mon amis.
Woman, please! Stop talking about me to my BOYFRIEND. It's not like he'll keep your conversations to himself! What in the world is going on in your head?! I've done such before and that's why I don't do it anymore because I realize it's so goddamn stupid and wrong. Well, unlike you, I didn't go off constantly; texting every little bit of shit you can make up about me and everything I trusted you with. It's truly sad and pathetic! I'd rather you say your shit to me so I could laugh in your face then knock you out cold and throw you on the street. "She started quoting bands when we argued!" Uhm, who the hell does that?! I don't even REMEMBER doing that stupidass shit! Oh, and when I ask for an example of a quote, you say, "Oh, I don't remember." Exactly how I predicted your answer would come out. Wow, if you're gonna do that back it up with some more lies and make it actually SOUNDS like it happened. I literally started laughing and rolling on the ground when I read your response!
Besides from that, school dragged on but it was pretty cool. I tested out my new classes today! Physics is confusing due to the weird explanations the teacher gives out, but I'll manage.
I met new people in my gym class! Ariel, June, and a few others. I basically talked to my old AVID classmates during one half of Gym though, but they're awesome. I guess the only thing I'm worried about for gym would be:
1. My gun is fucking cocked again because that one girl is in the same period. (Luckily she's in another class.)
2. There's this guy who was basically cheating on his girlfriend (my friend) by flirting with me over facebook messages, so I told her, blocked him, and he might try to kill me. Hurhur. *hides*
3. Gym teacher's workouts.
I'm going to try doing track and swim team this year. I'll try and see if I can last track/swimming every other day. I want to set up Polynesian club soon since I'm vice president this year, but I'm not sure how the president feels about it. Well, it isn't my choice, but I'd prefer if we started practicing earlier than last year.
Derrick ended up changing his schedule and getting into six of my classes. OH, MY GOD! WHY?!
Just kidding. I love him.
Au revoir mon amis.
20100818
142 ; [Shut Your Eyes, Close Your Mouth and Don't Cry When I Kick You]
Today went well.
"My libido."
Another thing:
cocking my fake gun to my head while you're standing right in front of me and pulling the trigger. Is this considered being mean? I hope it is because all I feel like doing at this point is making those hopes of ever speaking to me again drop harder and harder each day. Look what I've become. -insert heart-shaped wingding here-
"My libido."
Another thing:
cocking my fake gun to my head while you're standing right in front of me and pulling the trigger. Is this considered being mean? I hope it is because all I feel like doing at this point is making those hopes of ever speaking to me again drop harder and harder each day. Look what I've become. -insert heart-shaped wingding here-
20100817
141 ; [First Experience]
Knights of Round ~ Touhou Rock/Metal 1
Today was a few of my firsts:
1. The feeling of being "popular" - Not exactly ME, but my backpack was famous today in school. "So, the word on the street is that you have one awesome backpack" "I love your backpack!" "You're backpack is so awesome!" *ahem* Future designer. Just kidding.
2. Having to change my schedule - Fucking nightmare.
During fifth period, my temporary English teacher got pissed and had everybody in her class that was in an Academy leave and go to Counciling. Thing is, she sent the wrong people out to get their schedules changed so a whole chunk of us got ours jumbled up. Our class was double booked with 47 people in it, which was obviously incorrect. Plus, everybody in the school's schedule was messed up because of the system crash a few weeks ago. You can say our school is really effed up this year. At least the school is painted a nicer color and we got a brand new shiny gate entrance.
Well, my new schedule since I desperately needed to get out of Chemistry is:
Downside to this would be NO CLASSES WITH JOANNIE (NOOO), only one class with Sienna and Wendy, one class with my gun loaded and pointed to my head, I might have to take weightlifting in the MORNING if I need it.
Upside would be I still have four classes with Derrick, English with Betsy, less classes with a gun loaded and pointed to my head, and no freshman asking "are you a freshman too?!".
Continuing with my firsts.
3. Semi-true rumors being spread about me? - I told Sienna (a girl I met for the first time this year.) that I was going to join Lincoln's swimteam as soon as I found my inhaler and the meeting started up. Weird, I never told her I was a GOOD swimmer and somehow people find that I'm a "reaaaaallly swimmer" and I'm going to join the team when it's possible. I'm only good at sprinting freestyle. haha.
Something that pissed me off today?
I guess you can say this girl that made me really upset last year SMILED at me like a, "Truce?" type of thing. I guess you can say I'm being the bad person right now since I gave her a sort of scowl with burning hatred. I don't know, when she smiled I just wanted to pounce and rip off that mouth of hers. I've really never felt this way before towards someone. Plus when Derrick asked if she'd apologize to me I responded "NO FUCKING WAY." before he could even finish his sentence. I know it's really mean of me, but I hold grudges when it comes to things like this. I'm seirously mad! Even if we were good friends at a point, I can't say I trust her anymore. I can't put up with it, alright? Maybe in the future someday, but not now; I don't have time for drama at a time like this.
Today was a few of my firsts:
1. The feeling of being "popular" - Not exactly ME, but my backpack was famous today in school. "So, the word on the street is that you have one awesome backpack" "I love your backpack!" "You're backpack is so awesome!" *ahem* Future designer. Just kidding.
2. Having to change my schedule - Fucking nightmare.
During fifth period, my temporary English teacher got pissed and had everybody in her class that was in an Academy leave and go to Counciling. Thing is, she sent the wrong people out to get their schedules changed so a whole chunk of us got ours jumbled up. Our class was double booked with 47 people in it, which was obviously incorrect. Plus, everybody in the school's schedule was messed up because of the system crash a few weeks ago. You can say our school is really effed up this year. At least the school is painted a nicer color and we got a brand new shiny gate entrance.
Well, my new schedule since I desperately needed to get out of Chemistry is:
1. Geometry 1 (Gerek)
2.Computer Art 1 (Campisano)
3.French 3 (Doherty)
4. Gym 3 (Ferrigno)
5. 10th Honors English (Crotwell)
6. Physics 1 (Jou)
7. Modern World 1 (Kaufmann)
Downside to this would be NO CLASSES WITH JOANNIE (NOOO), only one class with Sienna and Wendy, one class with my gun loaded and pointed to my head, I might have to take weightlifting in the MORNING if I need it.
Upside would be I still have four classes with Derrick, English with Betsy, less classes with a gun loaded and pointed to my head, and no freshman asking "are you a freshman too?!".
Continuing with my firsts.
3. Semi-true rumors being spread about me? - I told Sienna (a girl I met for the first time this year.) that I was going to join Lincoln's swimteam as soon as I found my inhaler and the meeting started up. Weird, I never told her I was a GOOD swimmer and somehow people find that I'm a "reaaaaallly swimmer" and I'm going to join the team when it's possible. I'm only good at sprinting freestyle. haha.
Something that pissed me off today?
I guess you can say this girl that made me really upset last year SMILED at me like a, "Truce?" type of thing. I guess you can say I'm being the bad person right now since I gave her a sort of scowl with burning hatred. I don't know, when she smiled I just wanted to pounce and rip off that mouth of hers. I've really never felt this way before towards someone. Plus when Derrick asked if she'd apologize to me I responded "NO FUCKING WAY." before he could even finish his sentence. I know it's really mean of me, but I hold grudges when it comes to things like this. I'm seirously mad! Even if we were good friends at a point, I can't say I trust her anymore. I can't put up with it, alright? Maybe in the future someday, but not now; I don't have time for drama at a time like this.
20100816
140 ; [First Come, First Serve]
The school's system crashed and screwed up all of our schedules. Some people have three seventh periods or like me, didn't get the English class I wanted since I freakin' did the homework for it during Summer. Well, I got into Chemistry! (Yaaay.) Now, I'm transferring out because I don't know jack-shit. I'm going to Physics instead and getting my schedule changed up so that I can get into honors English since I really worked for that.
My Modern World teacher is just plain awesome, my temporary English teacher is a bassist in a heavy metal band and has one sexyass guitar in her classroom, my Chemistry teacher reminds me of a super-cool mad scientist, my French teacher is also the weightlifting coach AND is also my Gym teacher, and my Computer Art's teacher is totally chill. This year is going to be somewhat awesome. I'm so hyped up right now!
Oh, Derrick got my ring stuck on his finger and we had to rub hand sanitizer all over his finger until it slid off. What an adorable dork. (Insert indescribable amount of love here.)
I swear, I had no clue how to do any of the problems in Chemistry. I'm totally out and wish my comrades good luck. Jeez.
I need to pee.
My Modern World teacher is just plain awesome, my temporary English teacher is a bassist in a heavy metal band and has one sexyass guitar in her classroom, my Chemistry teacher reminds me of a super-cool mad scientist, my French teacher is also the weightlifting coach AND is also my Gym teacher, and my Computer Art's teacher is totally chill. This year is going to be somewhat awesome. I'm so hyped up right now!
Oh, Derrick got my ring stuck on his finger and we had to rub hand sanitizer all over his finger until it slid off. What an adorable dork. (Insert indescribable amount of love here.)
I swear, I had no clue how to do any of the problems in Chemistry. I'm totally out and wish my comrades good luck. Jeez.
I need to pee.
20100815
139 ; [Get Your Shit Together]
Omen - The Prodigy
I'm slowly falling in love with this song again. I remember when I heard this in Kick-Ass, I literally squealed and screamed 'OMEN. OH, MY FUCKNG GOD!'
Got a load of new rings today from Macy's and two new honkers on my wall. My mom bought me a Scott Pilgrim movie poster and a "La Tour Eiffel" photograph. I'm going to get my very first roll of film developed so that I can slap it onto my wall of photos, which is obviously a new art project of mine.
My current list of projects would be:
-Sharpie Backpack designing
-Photo "wallpaper"
-Cardboard Sharpie art
-Custom t-shirt designs
-Usual manga works (starting commissions for *cha-ching*.)
-Alice's super belated bday present and Derrick and Jolie's artwork requests.
Things I would like to do:
NEVER BECOME FAMOUS FOR THIS BULL.
Tomorrow is school; damn SFUSD.
My dad is dropping me off near Derrick's house so we can trudge up the hill to school. It's a good thing I'm bringing a container of Skippy's Peanutbutter for us to lick/eat. (However you eat this delicious shit.)
Alarm set to 5:40 AM and I'm going to bed.
Au revoir mon amis.
I'm slowly falling in love with this song again. I remember when I heard this in Kick-Ass, I literally squealed and screamed 'OMEN. OH, MY FUCKNG GOD!'
Got a load of new rings today from Macy's and two new honkers on my wall. My mom bought me a Scott Pilgrim movie poster and a "La Tour Eiffel" photograph. I'm going to get my very first roll of film developed so that I can slap it onto my wall of photos, which is obviously a new art project of mine.
My current list of projects would be:
-Sharpie Backpack designing
-Photo "wallpaper"
-Cardboard Sharpie art
-Custom t-shirt designs
-Usual manga works (starting commissions for *cha-ching*.)
-Alice's super belated bday present and Derrick and Jolie's artwork requests.
Things I would like to do:
NEVER BECOME FAMOUS FOR THIS BULL.
Tomorrow is school; damn SFUSD.
My dad is dropping me off near Derrick's house so we can trudge up the hill to school. It's a good thing I'm bringing a container of Skippy's Peanutbutter for us to lick/eat. (However you eat this delicious shit.)
Alarm set to 5:40 AM and I'm going to bed.
Au revoir mon amis.
20100814
138 ; [Last Saturday of 2010 Summer]
I spent it doing this:
Sorry if you're getting sick of seeing this picture since it was basically plastered to the Facebook dash this morning. Screen toning takes less time than actually rubbing it on a piece of paper, but still took hours to perfect. I'm wasting my life doing this shit. I'm doing another dA/YT disappearance act this school year.
Miss May I - Our Kings
I love Miss May I for not the screams, but the guitar and drums. Simply amazing.
My mom bought me ten new rolls of Fujifilm since I've been on a picture taking rage lately. She says I've got a good eye for somebody who hasn't taken a photography class so far. I believe I got it from her since she has an awesome eye in photography. She told me she got published in a magazine for a photo she took in Hawai'i. I was very impressed when she told me this.
Well, there's this one photo I'm worried about, I was taking one of Derrick and he was like, "OH, NO PAPARAZZI!" on me and moved about while the shutter went off. I hope it came out good, otherwise, it'll be his head. Aha.
Bitch attempt 1:
So many people think of me so high up there when they have no clue how many other's can easily slam my head into the dirt with their foot. I'm not fucking talented at all, all I can do is DRAW. Thanks and I hope you think hard about that and feel all depressed because you know you stand no chance out there. (This is what I say to little kids that think my drawings are "pro". I crush their little dreams. It's the easiest way to kill off new competitors. LMFAO DELICIOUS. [Did I prove that I can be a real bitch yet?! D:<] )
Happy birthday, Father.
Okay, bye.
Sorry if you're getting sick of seeing this picture since it was basically plastered to the Facebook dash this morning. Screen toning takes less time than actually rubbing it on a piece of paper, but still took hours to perfect. I'm wasting my life doing this shit. I'm doing another dA/YT disappearance act this school year.
Miss May I - Our Kings
I love Miss May I for not the screams, but the guitar and drums. Simply amazing.
My mom bought me ten new rolls of Fujifilm since I've been on a picture taking rage lately. She says I've got a good eye for somebody who hasn't taken a photography class so far. I believe I got it from her since she has an awesome eye in photography. She told me she got published in a magazine for a photo she took in Hawai'i. I was very impressed when she told me this.
Well, there's this one photo I'm worried about, I was taking one of Derrick and he was like, "OH, NO PAPARAZZI!" on me and moved about while the shutter went off. I hope it came out good, otherwise, it'll be his head. Aha.
Bitch attempt 1:
So many people think of me so high up there when they have no clue how many other's can easily slam my head into the dirt with their foot. I'm not fucking talented at all, all I can do is DRAW. Thanks and I hope you think hard about that and feel all depressed because you know you stand no chance out there. (This is what I say to little kids that think my drawings are "pro". I crush their little dreams. It's the easiest way to kill off new competitors. LMFAO DELICIOUS. [Did I prove that I can be a real bitch yet?! D:<] )
Happy birthday, Father.
Okay, bye.
20100813
137 ; [Pilgrim]
Scott Pilgrim VS. The World was amazing! I guess you could place it next to Kick-Ass which is on my favorite movie list. I would say it's like watching one awesome videogame. I shan't spoil it for you readers that haven't seen it yet.
(C77)[同人音楽][Re:Volte] Bad Apple!!
Relaxing? I haven't listened to Touhou in a long time.
Right now I'm just penciling in some designs for my backpack and playing with my Canon's "new" flash. My mom bought me a used one online and it still works perfectly! I've actually covered quite a bit of my wall so far with photos and printouts.
Pictures of how my white Jansport backpack looks so far. Blogger uploader sucks like hell. You can click for full sizes.
I guess this is what happens to your backpack when you invite Derrick over to your house. Just kidding. :9
Today, my dad bought me a baseball shirt with a list of mustaches on it and a Never Shout Never mustache necklace. I don't like them all that much except for their song 'Big City Dreams'. I also got a new pair of faux gages and plugs.
(C77)[同人音楽][Re:Volte] Bad Apple!!
Relaxing? I haven't listened to Touhou in a long time.
Right now I'm just penciling in some designs for my backpack and playing with my Canon's "new" flash. My mom bought me a used one online and it still works perfectly! I've actually covered quite a bit of my wall so far with photos and printouts.
Pictures of how my white Jansport backpack looks so far. Blogger uploader sucks like hell. You can click for full sizes.
Today, my dad bought me a baseball shirt with a list of mustaches on it and a Never Shout Never mustache necklace. I don't like them all that much except for their song 'Big City Dreams'. I also got a new pair of faux gages and plugs.
20100811
136 ; [Sexy Can I?]
Adore the guitar and piano in this song, though I cannot understand the band's screams OR singing. Thank you, Derrick for showing me this guys channel(TiientJ)!
I hate YouTube's new player format. Just saying.
Today my dad dropped me off at Borders at Stones to meet up with Derrick. We just hung out for awhile until about one then we headed to my house since I found an easy route from 19th. I never noticed that bus until my mom told me it runs from 19th to our house. I'm so fail; I've lived there for years and I had no clue that that bus even ran there.
Well, when we arrived, I didn't know if my dad and sister were home yet so I did my signature doorbell ringing(This is where I use my videogame control smashing skills to ring the doorbell 50 times in a row.) They wouldn't even answer the door until I did that. My sister's reaction, "Oh, dad Jazmine's ringing the doorbell."
Dad was preparing lunch for us; spaghetti in a meat sauce that my mom prepared early in the morning baked in a pan served with bread. It was hecka good. Derrick agreed; he ate three servings. aha.
Afterward we looked at photos from Florida and Nevada. Of course he laughed at all my posed "moded" pictures. Jolie says I have adorable facial expressions when they all look like I'm either taking a crap or I'm just plain retarded looking. Then we took pictures, but then my stupid phone didn't save them. I was sorta upset because they were REALLY nice looking. Darn Blackberry Bold! So high-tech yet you can't save simple pictures.
Derrick has a cool phone.
I think this outfit is simply adorable. (via #FashionFever) I be big fan of lady's taste in fashion.
20100808
135 ; [Clubmasters]
Ice Nine Kills - Newton's Third Law of Knives in the Back
Holy shit.
My mom's friend gave me a discount on some Ray-Ban Clubmasters the other day. I'm freaking out! It's so sexy and vintage. So, the original price? $220. The discounted price? $150. One of the ladies that worked at the place was standing behind me putting thumbs up while I just gawked at the lady who discounted it. I couldn't stop thanking my mom after that.
Today, I got more rings, shoes, a new hoodie, school supplies, and a fucking stomach ache. I also got a "haircut". If I don't part my hair correctly, it looks exactly the same as before, but when I put it up, I look like one of those boy's that need a haircut because it's too long.
Yesterday, I bought some vintage necklace pendants that I'll be working with later on in the week. I need to buy pendant clamps so that it'll stay on a chain. I one piece that is in the shape of those old bikes; huge wheel in the front, small in the back. I also bought one with a bird, a griffin, and some light silver material in the shape of leaves.
I plan on making a suede headband with feathers and beads, but I feel like this is a project I will end up giving up. I might just buy one on UrbanOutfitters since it looks so nice. Most likely it'll be adjustable too and I'd wear it more often.
Some reason, I've been feeling sick about my life. I just want this year to go good and there won't be another stupid bitch trying to make up fail rumors about me and people won't be so fucking gullible about it. I hate those people so much.I might accidentally kill them if they dare try to pull that bullshit again. Just kidding. I'm just creative and have internet connection. Dumbshit.
Holy shit.
My mom's friend gave me a discount on some Ray-Ban Clubmasters the other day. I'm freaking out! It's so sexy and vintage. So, the original price? $220. The discounted price? $150. One of the ladies that worked at the place was standing behind me putting thumbs up while I just gawked at the lady who discounted it. I couldn't stop thanking my mom after that.
Today, I got more rings, shoes, a new hoodie, school supplies, and a fucking stomach ache. I also got a "haircut". If I don't part my hair correctly, it looks exactly the same as before, but when I put it up, I look like one of those boy's that need a haircut because it's too long.
Yesterday, I bought some vintage necklace pendants that I'll be working with later on in the week. I need to buy pendant clamps so that it'll stay on a chain. I one piece that is in the shape of those old bikes; huge wheel in the front, small in the back. I also bought one with a bird, a griffin, and some light silver material in the shape of leaves.
I plan on making a suede headband with feathers and beads, but I feel like this is a project I will end up giving up. I might just buy one on UrbanOutfitters since it looks so nice. Most likely it'll be adjustable too and I'd wear it more often.
Some reason, I've been feeling sick about my life. I just want this year to go good and there won't be another stupid bitch trying to make up fail rumors about me and people won't be so fucking gullible about it. I hate those people so much.I might accidentally kill them if they dare try to pull that bullshit again. Just kidding. I'm just creative and have internet connection. Dumbshit.
20100806
134 ; [Purple]
So, I was minding my own business when--
OH, NO! PURPLE CONCOCTION!
Yeah, my mom made me a blackberry smoothie. o_o
It tastes funky, but it has this creamy texture that I just love to have crawl down my throat. Yum.
OH, NO! PURPLE CONCOCTION!
Yeah, my mom made me a blackberry smoothie. o_o
It tastes funky, but it has this creamy texture that I just love to have crawl down my throat. Yum.
133 ; [YESSS]
My mom thought I was stoned the other night on Sharpies. ew.
Derrick comes home tonight!
Jolie comes home tomorrow!
I'm excited!
Oh, Happy Mustache Day, Joannie!
The Lincoln Mustaches rule. Hurhur. :{D
I can't wait for Halloween to come up just so I can use this song in a speedpaint. I'm lame.
Marilyn Manson - This Is Halloween
I love Disney for this.
Derrick comes home tonight!
Jolie comes home tomorrow!
I'm excited!
Oh, Happy Mustache Day, Joannie!
The Lincoln Mustaches rule. Hurhur. :{D
I can't wait for Halloween to come up just so I can use this song in a speedpaint. I'm lame.
Marilyn Manson - This Is Halloween
I love Disney for this.
20100805
132 ; [MIKA vs RedOne]
Mika - Kick Ass (Prod. By RedOne)
I'm not saying I love it, but it sounds good? haha.
I'm not saying I love it, but it sounds good? haha.
20100803
131 ; [Conversation]
[11:32:05 PM] JZ: ANIMAL CRUELTY!
[11:32:09 PM] JK: wtfff
[11:32:13 PM] JZ: LOL
[11:32:14 PM] JZ: dude
[11:32:14 PM] JK: YOU'RE CALLING MY MUSTACHE
[11:32:16 PM] JK: AN ANIMAL?
[11:32:16 PM] JK: LOL
[11:32:18 PM] JZ: yes
[11:32:09 PM] JK: wtfff
[11:32:13 PM] JZ: LOL
[11:32:14 PM] JZ: dude
[11:32:14 PM] JK: YOU'RE CALLING MY MUSTACHE
[11:32:16 PM] JK: AN ANIMAL?
[11:32:16 PM] JK: LOL
[11:32:18 PM] JZ: yes
130 ; [Lactose Intolerant]
(From Kick-Ass) Primal Scream - Can't Go Back
I loved this movie so much, especially the killing. Well, it was mostly killing anyway.
Like I told my friend Fiona over FaceBook, "I'm lactose intolerant and milk makes me fart." I'd like to add that corn makes me fart too. Hope you enjoy that, babes. (Yes, this is how I pick up the hot babes.)
Oh, here's something I wrote on my Tumblr after seeing this photograph by #weblockoutthesun.
Ah, this morning my mom told me I had a dentist appointment to get a sealant because one of my back teeth is close to getting a cavity. Too much candy. *winkwink* Well, my dad, sister and I went over to the office and they told us we didn't have an appointment, but since I brought my retainer, they cleaned it for me and got the bottom adjusted. I only need to wear the bottom for three more months and I think I'll be good for the rest of my life. I have my actual sealant appointment on Thursday.
Ah, now after drinking this coffee milk tea from Quickly, I feel the need to fart and pee. Thanks.
Au Revoir!
I loved this movie so much, especially the killing. Well, it was mostly killing anyway.
Like I told my friend Fiona over FaceBook, "I'm lactose intolerant and milk makes me fart." I'd like to add that corn makes me fart too. Hope you enjoy that, babes. (Yes, this is how I pick up the hot babes.)
Oh, here's something I wrote on my Tumblr after seeing this photograph by #weblockoutthesun.
This would be the last way I’d like to die.
I want to die a painless death, one where I can lay in a hospital bed hopefully with the one I love by my side holding my hand and I can say “I love you”.
I want to be able to tell everybody that I love thank you for a wonderful life and that I enjoyed every second of it no matter what was thrown at me.
I’d like to die old.
Ah, this morning my mom told me I had a dentist appointment to get a sealant because one of my back teeth is close to getting a cavity. Too much candy. *winkwink* Well, my dad, sister and I went over to the office and they told us we didn't have an appointment, but since I brought my retainer, they cleaned it for me and got the bottom adjusted. I only need to wear the bottom for three more months and I think I'll be good for the rest of my life. I have my actual sealant appointment on Thursday.
Ah, now after drinking this coffee milk tea from Quickly, I feel the need to fart and pee. Thanks.
Au Revoir!
20100802
129 ; [My Boy It's Dagger]
The Fratellis - Chelsea Dagger
I adore this song. I'd like to spend a day with a girl like Dagger. loljk. (I'm such a lesbo.) I still need new Screamo.. ; m ;
I adore this song. I'd like to spend a day with a girl like Dagger. loljk. (I'm such a lesbo.) I still need new Screamo.. ; m ;
128 ; [Talk like an Angel]
Elvis Presley - Devil in Disguise
Oh, jeez, I just had a Elvis moment. Whenever I think about Elvis, I think about the beautiful Hawaiian islands and how I want to live on Oahu North Shore. North Shore is simply amazing and has a great view of the ocean.
So, obviously my mom isn't going to get me my new board and refuses to even let me get it when it's on sale. What the hell? Oh, well. I don't care if I don't get it anymore; I'll just steal my old one back from my cousin. Hurhur.
To you,
I have no gain in lying to you about something like this, especially since I barely know you. You need to trust me because I don't want you to suffer what I went though. My heart ached for years after going through something like that. You don't deserve to have an asshole do this to you. Just hear me out and believe what I say. I don't want such a wonderful person like you to get hurt.
Oh, jeez, I just had a Elvis moment. Whenever I think about Elvis, I think about the beautiful Hawaiian islands and how I want to live on Oahu North Shore. North Shore is simply amazing and has a great view of the ocean.
So, obviously my mom isn't going to get me my new board and refuses to even let me get it when it's on sale. What the hell? Oh, well. I don't care if I don't get it anymore; I'll just steal my old one back from my cousin. Hurhur.
To you,
I have no gain in lying to you about something like this, especially since I barely know you. You need to trust me because I don't want you to suffer what I went though. My heart ached for years after going through something like that. You don't deserve to have an asshole do this to you. Just hear me out and believe what I say. I don't want such a wonderful person like you to get hurt.
20100801
127 ; [I Want It THAT Way]
So, after being traumatized by my friends Wilson and Calvin singing Back Street Boy's music on Skype, I had a nightmare that Derrick sang 'I Want It That Way' to me. Well, it was a nightmare because I wanted to be the one singing it to him.
Back Street Boys - I Want it That Way
I mean seriously, who's never heard or sang to a Back Street Boy song before? If that person is you, you've lived one sad life. (A life where you haven't become gay. Just kidding.)
I wish Summer would end because this is one "shithole" of a vacation.
Jason and I miss Derrick; come home already you tanned dork. :c
Apparently, Derrick almost got arrested? Bringing your troublemaking over to NY I see. Aha. (His dad set off an alarm before getting onto the train over to New York.)
AND he and his brother almost got hit by cars.. -_____- I'm suppose to be the reckless one running around in the street! I'm glad they're safe. <3
Back Street Boys - I Want it That Way
I mean seriously, who's never heard or sang to a Back Street Boy song before? If that person is you, you've lived one sad life. (A life where you haven't become gay. Just kidding.)
I wish Summer would end because this is one "shithole" of a vacation.
Jason and I miss Derrick; come home already you tanned dork. :c
Apparently, Derrick almost got arrested? Bringing your troublemaking over to NY I see. Aha. (His dad set off an alarm before getting onto the train over to New York.)
AND he and his brother almost got hit by cars.. -_____- I'm suppose to be the reckless one running around in the street! I'm glad they're safe. <3
20100730
126 ; [Bonjour tout le monde!]
I'm finally home. Now I'm going to continue my life as a sloth.
Oh, I finally bought a reusable water bottle and "go green" tote. Well, yeah. I covered up my horrid walls with large, blown up photos from Ikea. (Of course with frames.) I also bought a Hello Kitty ring! You have no clue how excited I am.
Well, now that I'm back, I'll be working on Alice's belated birthday present and Derrick's speedpaint. Plus all the other requests for YouTube/WeeGeeMS.
Lets see...
Oh, while rafting in Nevada, my sister and mom fell out when we hit rapids. Thankfully, there were two workers at that point of the river and they caught them before they hit rocks. They didn't have bad injuries, just small cuts on their feet. My mom also lost her glasses and ring in the river, which she is trying to get back since the workers there go scuba diving for lost items. Hopefully they'll find the ring, I don't think she'll care much for the glasses since she got a new pair from LensCrafters in Sparks.
Well, I'm off to "work". (also known as sleeping and eating and webcamming with strange people like Jason. Just kidding, man.)
Au Revoir.
Oh, I finally bought a reusable water bottle and "go green" tote. Well, yeah. I covered up my horrid walls with large, blown up photos from Ikea. (Of course with frames.) I also bought a Hello Kitty ring! You have no clue how excited I am.
Well, now that I'm back, I'll be working on Alice's belated birthday present and Derrick's speedpaint. Plus all the other requests for YouTube/WeeGeeMS.
Lets see...
Oh, while rafting in Nevada, my sister and mom fell out when we hit rapids. Thankfully, there were two workers at that point of the river and they caught them before they hit rocks. They didn't have bad injuries, just small cuts on their feet. My mom also lost her glasses and ring in the river, which she is trying to get back since the workers there go scuba diving for lost items. Hopefully they'll find the ring, I don't think she'll care much for the glasses since she got a new pair from LensCrafters in Sparks.
Well, I'm off to "work". (also known as sleeping and eating and webcamming with strange people like Jason. Just kidding, man.)
Au Revoir.
20100726
125; [Terrified]
I have this fear, a fear of a person's reaction.
It's hard to tell who I can trust lately, but the one I say I do trust, I just can't open up. I'm ashamed of myself; can't even open up to somebody I like a lot and trust. I feel so bottled up because of this fear. It's beyond stupid. It's gotten so bad that I rarely talk about myself and nobody knows a thing about me. The only thing they do know is that I can listen and tell them how I feel about THEIR life. I'm scared of what others will think, scared how they will react. And because of this, I ruined a really close friendship with someone. Someone wonderful and caring, talented and gentle, one of the smartest girls you'll ever meet. Then because I couldn't speak up, I lost another..and another..and another. I'm sad that I can only speak like this through a monitor and not to a face, with my fingers and not my lips. The only thing I do now is damage my eyes.
This is a problem.
I'm scared.
It's hard to tell who I can trust lately, but the one I say I do trust, I just can't open up. I'm ashamed of myself; can't even open up to somebody I like a lot and trust. I feel so bottled up because of this fear. It's beyond stupid. It's gotten so bad that I rarely talk about myself and nobody knows a thing about me. The only thing they do know is that I can listen and tell them how I feel about THEIR life. I'm scared of what others will think, scared how they will react. And because of this, I ruined a really close friendship with someone. Someone wonderful and caring, talented and gentle, one of the smartest girls you'll ever meet. Then because I couldn't speak up, I lost another..and another..and another. I'm sad that I can only speak like this through a monitor and not to a face, with my fingers and not my lips. The only thing I do now is damage my eyes.
This is a problem.
I'm scared.
20100725
20100724
123 ; [Skadouch-ing]
Human-The Killers
Okay, I've almost lost my ability to do any writing, so before I attempt to do my second essay and fix up my questions for My Antonia, I'm going to type my Florida 2010 story.(Whatever you'd like to call it.) DISNEYWORLD, BITCH.
Day One:
People: Cousin, sister, uncle, mom, dad, aunt, aunt's boyfriend, and me.
The day before, I slept at 11pm and woke up at 5am and that still wasn't early enough for my family. Everybody was showered and dressed while I wasn't; bedhead, still wearing my Hoover shorts and 'I ♥ SF' shirt. Of course in the end, I was ready and into the taxi with my bags before everyone else. That's how I roll.
We arrived in Atlanta at about 2pm EST then Orlando at 3. Let me tell you, Orlando was hot as hell and was the only place where I was excused to wear my booty shorts. (Pft, and nobody would tell somebody else to call me a hooker. What a loser.) Anyway, we stayed in a larger suit this year; two bedrooms, living room, two bathrooms, spa/hot tub, kitchen, patio, and dining room. I'd have to say that it was pretty nice plus the AC and two fans made every warm and sticky night a good one. Haha. We ate at Rainforest Cafe then bought caramel apples with peanuts.
Day Two:
Basically the first day of themeparks, we went to Magic Kingdom. This park made me feel like a little kid running around Disney Land again. We went to Crystal Palace to eat first; home of Winnie the Pooh and friends. C: I adore how they had this little march every few minutes with the characters and little kids dining there. My uncle was harassing the characters though. Every chance he got to take a picture with a character, he'd hug them and kiss them while we took pictures, then when they'd walk away he'd slap them on the butt.
Oh, my mom would call waiters by their first names too. "HANSSAN! Can we get more water?"
That day blowed when it came to rides; EVERYTHING BROKE DOWN. Example, we waited about an hour and a half to get to the middle of Space Mountain's line then BAM, the ride brakes down. Another would be where we headed for Pirates of the Caribbean. The ride died right when we entered the door. We're awesome like that..
In the end we were able to actually ride everything because of the VIP Magical Hours. Since we stayed at the resort, we got to stay inside the park from 11pm to 2am. I love the resort. LOL.
Day Three:
Animal Kingdom was the next stop. I dragged my cousin onto Dinosaur and she screamed so loud, but she won't admit it. Or maybe that was my dad, I'm not too sure.
We rode Mount Everest too. That ride is only the shit when you sit in the back. Seriously.
Day Four:
Swimming at the resort pool.
Day Five:
Hollywood Studios. We watched the car stunt show brought over from the French Disneyland. It was pretty good, but hella European people where there. LOL. No surprise there. I think Derrick would've liked it since he likes cars. c: Well, more like love. aha. (love)
Nobody went on the Tower of Terror with me so I didn't wanna go by myself. Wahh pussy moment.
Just some pictures.
done done done. dead.
Okay, I've almost lost my ability to do any writing, so before I attempt to do my second essay and fix up my questions for My Antonia, I'm going to type my Florida 2010 story.(Whatever you'd like to call it.) DISNEYWORLD, BITCH.
Day One:
People: Cousin, sister, uncle, mom, dad, aunt, aunt's boyfriend, and me.
The day before, I slept at 11pm and woke up at 5am and that still wasn't early enough for my family. Everybody was showered and dressed while I wasn't; bedhead, still wearing my Hoover shorts and 'I ♥ SF' shirt. Of course in the end, I was ready and into the taxi with my bags before everyone else. That's how I roll.
We arrived in Atlanta at about 2pm EST then Orlando at 3. Let me tell you, Orlando was hot as hell and was the only place where I was excused to wear my booty shorts. (Pft, and nobody would tell somebody else to call me a hooker. What a loser.) Anyway, we stayed in a larger suit this year; two bedrooms, living room, two bathrooms, spa/hot tub, kitchen, patio, and dining room. I'd have to say that it was pretty nice plus the AC and two fans made every warm and sticky night a good one. Haha. We ate at Rainforest Cafe then bought caramel apples with peanuts.
Day Two:
Basically the first day of themeparks, we went to Magic Kingdom. This park made me feel like a little kid running around Disney Land again. We went to Crystal Palace to eat first; home of Winnie the Pooh and friends. C: I adore how they had this little march every few minutes with the characters and little kids dining there. My uncle was harassing the characters though. Every chance he got to take a picture with a character, he'd hug them and kiss them while we took pictures, then when they'd walk away he'd slap them on the butt.
Oh, my mom would call waiters by their first names too. "HANSSAN! Can we get more water?"
That day blowed when it came to rides; EVERYTHING BROKE DOWN. Example, we waited about an hour and a half to get to the middle of Space Mountain's line then BAM, the ride brakes down. Another would be where we headed for Pirates of the Caribbean. The ride died right when we entered the door. We're awesome like that..
In the end we were able to actually ride everything because of the VIP Magical Hours. Since we stayed at the resort, we got to stay inside the park from 11pm to 2am. I love the resort. LOL.
Day Three:
Animal Kingdom was the next stop. I dragged my cousin onto Dinosaur and she screamed so loud, but she won't admit it. Or maybe that was my dad, I'm not too sure.
We rode Mount Everest too. That ride is only the shit when you sit in the back. Seriously.
Day Four:
Swimming at the resort pool.
Day Five:
Hollywood Studios. We watched the car stunt show brought over from the French Disneyland. It was pretty good, but hella European people where there. LOL. No surprise there. I think Derrick would've liked it since he likes cars. c: Well, more like love. aha. (love)
Nobody went on the Tower of Terror with me so I didn't wanna go by myself. Wahh pussy moment.
Just some pictures.
done done done. dead.
20100716
122 ; [Dead and Gone]
So, I'm off for FLO-RI-DA tomorrow at five-ish.
Last one before I leave. I'll get back on it and start working on Derrick's speedpaint ASAP.
byebye.
Last one before I leave. I'll get back on it and start working on Derrick's speedpaint ASAP.
byebye.
121 ; [We Tried To Forgive]
Webcam quality always sucks, but here.
Wednesday went well with Derrick. We went to see Toy Story 3 and even though it was like, my third time watching it, it was still awesome. When we were getting snacks the lady at the register told Derrick he had cool hair and to do a "hairflip". I could tell he was quite happy afterwards saying, "At least somebody appreciates my hair!" and I replied, "Yep, Justin. JUST KIDDING. ♥"
Three weeks of loneliness for me. -insert totally faked "yay" here-
Blow It Out - Kyle Andrews
I finally went through Kyle Andrew's music and I realized how much I've missed out on. His music is brilliantly amazing! Now I can't shut the hell up about him.
I need new screamo bands; I've overplayed my Asking Alexandria and Myspace bands.
I found my guitar amp and a pair of Sony headphones.
Tomorrow at 7am I leave for Flo-ri-da again. Aha.
Good day, sir.
Wednesday went well with Derrick. We went to see Toy Story 3 and even though it was like, my third time watching it, it was still awesome. When we were getting snacks the lady at the register told Derrick he had cool hair and to do a "hairflip". I could tell he was quite happy afterwards saying, "At least somebody appreciates my hair!" and I replied, "Yep, Justin. JUST KIDDING. ♥"
Three weeks of loneliness for me. -insert totally faked "yay" here-
Blow It Out - Kyle Andrews
I finally went through Kyle Andrew's music and I realized how much I've missed out on. His music is brilliantly amazing! Now I can't shut the hell up about him.
I need new screamo bands; I've overplayed my Asking Alexandria and Myspace bands.
I found my guitar amp and a pair of Sony headphones.
Tomorrow at 7am I leave for Flo-ri-da again. Aha.
Good day, sir.
20100713
120 ; [The Glorious Life]
First of all, I broke my promise of even attempting to write everyday on this blog. Well, of course I'll be writing during school since there will be much more interesting things going on besides me farting 24/7. Sorry. (Alice, unicorn fart smells like vanilla and a pink one would be strawberry.)
Radiohead - Everything In Its Right Place (Gigamesh Remix)
I found myself falling asleep to this remix of Radiohead. I love Radiohead just because their music is soothing and calm. It also puts me to sleep. pft.
I finally did my Summer homework, well, half of it. I need to pick up my second book tomorrow at Borders. I believe I'm completely screwed with this whole thing. I always bullshit my essays nowadays and they end up making no sense when I go over them. Like a, "it was better in my head." type of thing. Now I have to spend the rest of my summer reading another book and writing a BSed review on it. Aha. Well, Derrick will be on the east coast for two weeks and I'll be down it Orlando again for one.
We're staying in a three bedroom suit with a kitchen and living room. Well, it'll be good to get away from the "nothingness" here in SF. The only thing I look forward to is seeing Derrick all Summer. Well, I like being with him. (SO YAH.)
Wow, thinking about this makes me realize how bad of a year I actually had. Basically losing so many friends because of drama; the stupid unneeded drama. Derrick's friend Jason and I both agree that most drama comes from bitchy women. This is why I'm more straight than lesbian. I HATE A LOT OF WOMEN. It's weird because people point out that I went though a lot of bull when I'm all happy and carefree. Totally bringing me down, people. On the bright side, MY MOM BOUGHT ME STICKY NOTES IN THE SHAPE OF SPEECH BUBBLES. Freakin' sexy shit there.
I officially believe that I'm staying this height for the rest of my life. 5'4. ffff-
I lost my perfection of Billionaire on my uke. I'm getting pissed off at the strumming. -rageface- Oh, and I also can't believe down,down,up,up,down, up is a strumming pattern. I just can't get it.. Let's get dramatic and emo and call that an FML.
Oh, right. I finally got my own room. Party in my pants. Wut.
My sister has too many designer bags and for some reason it bothers me a lot. I think it's the same thing when I have too many video games laying around.
Uhh,I started wearing perfume more often. I've fallen in love with Daisy by Marc Jacobs. Oh, no! I've become a girl. I've ran out of screamo bands to listen to and have resorted back to Japanese/Korean pop. FMLFMLFML(lol stupid emo people.)Well, Derrick showed me quite a bit of bands that I'm starting to like. I also want my Asking Alexandria t-shirt so badly that I'm going to explode soon without it.
Linkin Park's new album is coming out September 14th. I'm beyond excited because it's been forever since their last album! A Thousand Suns.
And last, I've imprinted this in my brain: Nobody is so horrible that they deserve something bad to happen to them.
I've realized that too late, but I'll always remember it now.
Au Revoir.
Radiohead - Everything In Its Right Place (Gigamesh Remix)
I found myself falling asleep to this remix of Radiohead. I love Radiohead just because their music is soothing and calm. It also puts me to sleep. pft.
I finally did my Summer homework, well, half of it. I need to pick up my second book tomorrow at Borders. I believe I'm completely screwed with this whole thing. I always bullshit my essays nowadays and they end up making no sense when I go over them. Like a, "it was better in my head." type of thing. Now I have to spend the rest of my summer reading another book and writing a BSed review on it. Aha. Well, Derrick will be on the east coast for two weeks and I'll be down it Orlando again for one.
We're staying in a three bedroom suit with a kitchen and living room. Well, it'll be good to get away from the "nothingness" here in SF. The only thing I look forward to is seeing Derrick all Summer. Well, I like being with him. (SO YAH.)
Wow, thinking about this makes me realize how bad of a year I actually had. Basically losing so many friends because of drama; the stupid unneeded drama. Derrick's friend Jason and I both agree that most drama comes from bitchy women. This is why I'm more straight than lesbian. I HATE A LOT OF WOMEN. It's weird because people point out that I went though a lot of bull when I'm all happy and carefree. Totally bringing me down, people. On the bright side, MY MOM BOUGHT ME STICKY NOTES IN THE SHAPE OF SPEECH BUBBLES. Freakin' sexy shit there.
I officially believe that I'm staying this height for the rest of my life. 5'4. ffff-
I lost my perfection of Billionaire on my uke. I'm getting pissed off at the strumming. -rageface- Oh, and I also can't believe down,down,up,up,down, up is a strumming pattern. I just can't get it.. Let's get dramatic and emo and call that an FML.
Oh, right. I finally got my own room. Party in my pants. Wut.
My sister has too many designer bags and for some reason it bothers me a lot. I think it's the same thing when I have too many video games laying around.
Uhh,I started wearing perfume more often. I've fallen in love with Daisy by Marc Jacobs. Oh, no! I've become a girl. I've ran out of screamo bands to listen to and have resorted back to Japanese/Korean pop. FMLFMLFML(lol stupid emo people.)Well, Derrick showed me quite a bit of bands that I'm starting to like. I also want my Asking Alexandria t-shirt so badly that I'm going to explode soon without it.
Linkin Park's new album is coming out September 14th. I'm beyond excited because it's been forever since their last album! A Thousand Suns.
And last, I've imprinted this in my brain: Nobody is so horrible that they deserve something bad to happen to them.
I've realized that too late, but I'll always remember it now.
Au Revoir.
20100708
119 ; [Aw, Fuck]
Bleeh. I have a sort of sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.
fuck.
LOLJOSEPH'SEXPRESSIONSARESOFUCKINGADORABLEANDHILARIOUS
fuck.
LOLJOSEPH'SEXPRESSIONSARESOFUCKINGADORABLEANDHILARIOUS
118 ; [Mario...]
Well, yesterday seems like it passed so fast due to all the fun we had together. Yeah, I spent a day with Derrick. How I missed him so. Anywho,
Look what I found via #PhatRei (CLICK THE PICTURE FOR FULL! ; n ;)
It's so hot that I soaked my pants, yo!
Well, I'm off to do more trades, requests, and attempted homework essay.
Look what I found via #PhatRei (CLICK THE PICTURE FOR FULL! ; n ;)
It's so hot that I soaked my pants, yo!
Well, I'm off to do more trades, requests, and attempted homework essay.
20100630
117 ; [WHY?]
For some reason this song reminds me of Derrick. Hella old song but I just had to think about it.
My First Kiss - 3OH!3
What a pervert. *love*
Oh, and I did a speedpaint for my little sister. (Horray for 400+ subscribers..again. I gotta stop making new accounts. >_>)
My First Kiss - 3OH!3
What a pervert. *love*
Oh, and I did a speedpaint for my little sister. (Horray for 400+ subscribers..again. I gotta stop making new accounts. >_>)
116 ; [Tae Yang(Yung?)]
Whatever? Aha. Tae Yang's first album, SOLAR (Deluxe Edition), is being released tomorrow. I personally don't think any of the songs will top Wedding Dress or WHERE U AT. Aha. Anyway go check it out?
20100627
115 ; [You Don't Know What You Do To Me]
It's freakin' stuck in my head now and I can't stop singing/replaying it. Damn YouTube PV artists.
Blade_C_Kun Gaia Commission
Goddamnit! I've been procrastinating so much.
114 ; [Thank You]
When your name is mentioned from somebody that doesn't even LIVE in San Francisco and it has to do with me changing, I just want to jump off a cliff.
And for that, I wish you a Happy Early Birthday.
July 1st.
Sorry if it seems like I lied about things I've said.
And I especially want to apologize for changing.
Hope you never change like me.
I'm such a loser, right? You hate me, right? -so excited-
All your thinking is that I'm retarded and this is a waste of my time.
Well if I ever wanted to apologize to your face, all you'd do is ignore me, walk away and think of how much of a loser I am. PLUS apologies won't work for someone like you.
So please, enjoy your birthday and continue with your bullshit. I'd love to hear from more people about this. And yes, a lot of them come back to me with this.
Love, Jazmine Zabala (A.K.A Jay-Z)
P.S.
And I didn't change for my boyfriend, I changed FOR MYSELF and I'm not letting you get in the way of what I want. Thanks. ;D
And I won't even sink to your level; all of this is bullshit and unwanted drama that's just getting in the way of my life.
P.S.S.
I like cheese. OHOHOHO
And for that, I wish you a Happy Early Birthday.
July 1st.
Sorry if it seems like I lied about things I've said.
And I especially want to apologize for changing.
Hope you never change like me.
I'm such a loser, right? You hate me, right? -so excited-
All your thinking is that I'm retarded and this is a waste of my time.
Well if I ever wanted to apologize to your face, all you'd do is ignore me, walk away and think of how much of a loser I am. PLUS apologies won't work for someone like you.
So please, enjoy your birthday and continue with your bullshit. I'd love to hear from more people about this. And yes, a lot of them come back to me with this.
Love, Jazmine Zabala (A.K.A Jay-Z)
P.S.
And I didn't change for my boyfriend, I changed FOR MYSELF and I'm not letting you get in the way of what I want. Thanks. ;D
And I won't even sink to your level; all of this is bullshit and unwanted drama that's just getting in the way of my life.
P.S.S.
I like cheese. OHOHOHO
20100625
113 ; [Rant-like. Yum.]
Don't you just hate those people who never ask for the second story?
Yeah, with blazing fury. I just wanna fuck their brains out with a dildo.
Thanks for asking.
MGMT - Kids
So I ended up going back to my old Blackberry. The stupid contacts were still the same as they were when they changed it. Disgusting. I just wanted to throw the phone out of the window when I saw that, but I had no other choice since my current phone keeps shutting down on me for no reason.
Here's an emo-ish post:
Saying those things,
ruining relationships
with another being
only to give yourself another
reason to just
end it all.
It's true love.
Now I shall waste my life on Scarlet Weather Rhapsody. TYVM.
Yeah, with blazing fury. I just wanna fuck their brains out with a dildo.
Thanks for asking.
MGMT - Kids
So I ended up going back to my old Blackberry. The stupid contacts were still the same as they were when they changed it. Disgusting. I just wanted to throw the phone out of the window when I saw that, but I had no other choice since my current phone keeps shutting down on me for no reason.
Here's an emo-ish post:
Saying those things,
ruining relationships
with another being
only to give yourself another
reason to just
end it all.
It's true love.
Now I shall waste my life on Scarlet Weather Rhapsody. TYVM.
20100624
112 ; [FINALLY]
I finally made a full-length speedpaint with no stops. I'm so proud of myself. Too bad the drawing came out fucking ugly.*rage face*
20100623
111 ; [Fucking K-Pop]
I have too much party music on my iTunes now. Fuck.
Big Bang members are an exception.
110 ; [Ahurr]
This is stupid.
I can't believe people even use our
broken friendship as an excuse
to call both of us bad people.
What dumbshits.
I can't believe people even use our
broken friendship as an excuse
to call both of us bad people.
What dumbshits.
109 ; [Yummy Futon]
I realized that I'm so excited to get a futon that I won't get unless I finish cleaning my room. My mom says she'll get me a new T.V and give me her 360. MORE HALO. I actually wanna try Modern Warfare..I think I'll get sucked in and get super excited and end up screaming every kill. I'll be playing Rock Band all the time too. Aha
"Thanks to you I threw up
and I shit all over the fucking place."
Duck Face - GAMBLE
writing later.
"Thanks to you I threw up
and I shit all over the fucking place."
Duck Face - GAMBLE
writing later.
20100622
108 ; [Today Was Love]
Sometimes a week can feel like a few years when you're away from that one person you care about.
First of all, I plan to learn this song; simply adorable.
Space Suits-Aldrine Guerrero (written with Aiko Yamashiro)
Today the day was spent in the park with tight embraces, leaving me feeling safe and warm within arms.
Sharing ice cream with a side of laughter.
Warm sand between our toes with the cold breeze of San Fran causing us to shiver.
The only thing we do together is laugh and smile.
Living the moment.
I love it.
First of all, I plan to learn this song; simply adorable.
Space Suits-Aldrine Guerrero (written with Aiko Yamashiro)
Today the day was spent in the park with tight embraces, leaving me feeling safe and warm within arms.
Sharing ice cream with a side of laughter.
Warm sand between our toes with the cold breeze of San Fran causing us to shiver.
The only thing we do together is laugh and smile.
Living the moment.
I love it.
107 ; [I Just Remembered]
As I was putting on my bikini for today's trip to the beach, (Yes, I know that was a bit too much information.) I remembered a time where my cousins took me to Great America. When we were there, I was only, what, 7? We walked around with only our shorts and bikini tops on. There was this girl who told us to put a shirt on and my cousins were like: "You're just jealous." REALLY loud and we kept walking. Hohoho. I love my family. c:
Another note? What the fuck? :C The clouds are going to the direction of SF. It's usually like that; the sky is all blue and clear over where I live and when we go towards wherever I'm going out with my friends or something, it's cloudy and ugly looking. Oh, well. I'll attempt something today anyway.
Another note? What the fuck? :C The clouds are going to the direction of SF. It's usually like that; the sky is all blue and clear over where I live and when we go towards wherever I'm going out with my friends or something, it's cloudy and ugly looking. Oh, well. I'll attempt something today anyway.
20100621
106 ; [It's Japanese, Hun]
Originally, I put this in a speedpaint done for my friend, but stupid YouTube refuses to cooperate with my videos lately. I'm getting goddamn complaints that I haven't been keeping my promise of uploading now. Well, it isn't my fault. ; n ;
I don't have much to write lately; cleaning is the only thing that's keeping my Summer from becoming a vortex of boredom and brainwash.
I'll attempt to write later.
20100620
105 ; [A Song]
Damnit! I blame Jolie's super awesome Gaia profile music..Well, I've heard it on VH1 a few times but I ignored it since it wasn't really my type of music, then I listened to Jolie's music over and over again. Horray.
it's that feeling.
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