Honestly, I wish Kimberly N. would get out of my life and stop interfering with everything in it.
Yes, I'm gonna be a shit talker right now and talk about her on my own blog. This is NOT cyber bullying, I swear. This is like, me explaining how I'm BEING bullied. Goddamn.
Okay, Kimberly N. This girl, I grew up with her for years and I was cool with her. But to be honest, as we grew up, I acted really mean to her as a kid to "fit in" with my other group of friends, which I realized was very wrong. This is the reason why I started changing and being a bit nicer lately. Honestly, I don't think she got over it, but moving on.
Ever since I got a boyfriend, Derrick, she's been talking A LOT of shit about me. I remember when I first started going out with him, she said things like, "Oh, Jazmine was such a bitch when we were kids." Blah, blah. Why would you say that? To make him think twice about me? I let that slide though.
For strike one, I just recently had a fight with my ex BFF, Cary and I was completely crushed by it and was in a fragile state of depression. I mean, come on, he was my BEST FRIEND and I lost someone I loved to talk to and be with. Well, one time my boyfriend and I invited Kimberly to eat lunch with us and as we walked back to school after eating, she either picked up a call from Cary or faked a call with him and emphasized that she was talking specifically to him. Right after, she asked, "WHAT'S WRONG JAZMINE? WHAT ARE YOU HIDING? JUST TELL US." That moment, my heart dropped and I felt like throwing myself in a ditch and crying my heart out, but I didn't because I didn't want Derrick to worry. I kept it to myself.
Strike two, I wore a Beatles shirt to school. Kim was wearing one too. She ignored me for, what, a week just because of the shirt. Then she told me I was a biter via text that same week. I was basically FORCED to make up with her because of Lincoln's Brother Sister Assembly and I was helping the Polynesian club teach for girls along with two others. I thought it was a dumbshit thing to be upset about and wanted to pull the plug on our friendship, but I had to do what I had to do.
Strike three, on a Friday, I get a text from my boyfriend asking, "What the fuck is going on?!" and he tells me that Kimberly told him that I was flirting with three guys: Barrett, Reggie, and Christopher. How odd is it that two of them she had a crush on AND they were my friends as well. Of course, I was heartbroken that Derrick didn't trust me and it had been almost five months since we started dating. I texted Kim and told her to drop dead then she responds with, "Oh, Cary is right, you HAVE changed." and I'm wondering what the hell does that have to do with anything and that she shouldn't compare my friendship with Cary and hers. It's goddamn different. Oh, and guess what? Right after I decided that I was done putting up with Kimberly's lies and bullshit, she tells Derrick that she was lying about the whole thing just because she was upset about her OWN life. Derrick and I almost broke up and now some things aren't even the same between us anymore.
I was fucking done with that girl.
When school started, she decided to do more to ruin me. I'm trying my best to ignore it, but she just want's my fucking attention.
1. She ranted to Derrick about me over text. (Hello, are you stupid?! He's my boyfriend, we trust each other and tell each other everything.)
2. She complained that I was in her gym period at the beginning of the year. (I'm in another class but in the same period! GODDAMN.)
3. She talks so fucking loud that I can hear her all the way across the gym TALKING.
4. She complained to my boyfriend about if I was going to treat her equally in Polynesian club since I'm VP and teaching this year. (I promised Posada that I was going to teach. I'm going to fucking teach, so she needs to chill out, stop talking about me, and let me do what I need to do.)
5. She tells everyone I told her to die. (LOL. I dared her to do that. Seriously. Who's the better person now, beyotch?)
6. She tells hella people that I FORCED my boyfriend to join Polynesian Club. (He's doing it because I asked him to. I even told him to leave if he didn't wanna do it, but he said he's doing it for me and because he knows it'll make me happy.)
OH, and she told my boyfriend once that she wanted to make up with me. Her reason? Because she didn't want to be hated by someone. How selfish of you. Last year you said you didn't like Kristi and now you're acting like you love the hell out of her.
I tried being nice, Kimberly. Now, just leave me the fuck alone and stop being so obsessed about me. I know you just want me to love you like everyone else. Fuck off.
P.S. When you told Derrick and I that you were on pills and trying to O.D., I thought it was a fucking lie. You have a good life, and you're just lying to get attention. Same thing with the transferring to Balboa; I just thought you said that to get attention and see how many people would care if you left or not.
Okay, I'm done.
Au revoir.
I'm doing Physics homework with my little panda bear plushie that Derrick got me from his trip to D.C. I love it.
