Just spent my birthday with my family.
To shut out.
Lights Off / Wedding Dress
hm
To fall back into that state
When people talk about you
and you
and you
I hold back
all the emotions
that were developed
and thrown out the window.
I hate hearing
your name
and your name
and your name.
our history
my feelings
the days we spent
the trust
I wish I hadn't been the one to
say "hi"
to any of you.
Maybe then my face would be dry.
