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So tomorrow I believe we're getting our track jackets for swim team! (Yes, TRACK jackets for SWIM team.) Anyway, I'm excited to get a jacket; how lame am I? Well, tomorrow we're also taking our group picture and yearbook photo of the team. :^D I must try and fit myself into a size 26 suit because my coach returned the suit that I wanted to trade in for mine. ; ~ ; I'm gonna die!

Today we did Gym olympics and I had to run 200 (total). It was a 4x4 relay so it didn't really matter; I got good runs but my team wold always lose because they wouldn't do running passes of the baton. SIIGHHHH. Frustration. lmfao. Kidding, friends.

A good exercise day! Tomorrow is suppose to be our last day of testing then we get off at 12 on Thursday. (: I better warn my dad that I'm gonna play shooting games with Dairy that day at my house.

Well, I'm gonna work on my Tama-tan parody PV. C: (As in procrastinating on my poetry booklet for Friday.) Oh, my mom says that she might ask her friend to give us Portals 2 for cheaper! I'm so excited for that game you have no clue. I'm gonna go nuts with it though..

Byeee.

Bittersweet

STAR testing starts tomorrow.

This weekend was filled with relief, too much #Koge-Donbo, and Minecraft rage.

My ass is gonna be chopped to pieces tomorrow during swim practice and cheese biscuits.


I'm not making sense.. #POPTART PUSSY!

Dork love

Derrick gave my mom her favorite food for her birthday. She was beyond happy since she was hungry today and was actually thinking of asking us to get something for her. But before she could even ask us, Derrick read her mind and bought it for her.

It's funny because I told him to say:
"Happy Birthday, Mrs.Zabala. I bought you chicken and corn. I love you."

but he said it'd be embarrassing so this is what really happened:

Derrick: "Happy birthday, Mr. Zabala, here's some chicken and corn."
Mom: "OH, CHICKEN AND CORN!! I love you, son."
Me: "SAY THE LAST PART! *partly strangling Derrick*"
Derrick: *in crying voice* "I love you too T.T"

Blank

Thank you, Betsy for telling me you'd be there for me ! (: I appreciate it a lot.

Love The Way You Lie (PART 2)ft.Eminem - Rhianna

I found this song in a PV by #oshaikeuchi on youtube. :] But DERRICK showed me the full version.

I don't know what exactly happened to me today. There were so many mixed feelings and heartaches even though there wasn't anything wrong. I left after 5th period and laid in the park alone.. I didn't know what to do. I blacked out for a bit; I'm glad nobody passed by to jack my stuff or kidnap me.. I shouldn't do that again just to be safe. Afterwards I went back to school and stood at the gate watching Derrick at track practice. I think he was surprised that I even came back to school after being so sad. We waited in the deserted stairwell together and just waited till I broke again.

Oh, how I hate you people from the past; leaving such deep scars on my brain and torturing me till I'm nothing. I HATE YOU. The people that support me now make me feel good, they don't make me think I'm just shit to them. And if they do, well they're good at faking unlike you guys.

He said he wouldn't hate me if I ever wanted to break it off and that he'd still be my best friend like he is today. That's when I changed my decision and called him a "stupid poo face" for not watching over me at the park. I'm glad I didn't make a stupid mistake that would've haunted me for life. Being sensitive sucks; nobody will understand you and you'll end up becoming something you won't like at all.

"Hello,

my name is Jazmine square 9x circle 7x."

(8-bit)Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger by DaftPunk

What the fuck is this brilliant shit?!



http://jam4art.org/

San Fran should join since we're so artistic. Come on, even the New Yorkers are short on people. Let's make it seem like were cooler. haha.

Quote:
(after talking about Derrick's fear of Angelina Jolie's lips...)
*Ben and Adrian are pushing each other or something*
Derrick: "WATCH OUT, ADRIAN! BEN IS GOING TO RAID YOUR TOMB!"

I adore this boy. <3

What do I see?

"nothing at all."
Hollywood Undead - Hear Me Now

New album and I'm in LOVE with this song. Thanks Derrick for alerting me about the new album even though I saw it at HT and forgot to mention it. T.T I love how they added a lyric from Gangster's Paradise by 2pac (even if it was only a second.).

Today was a good day full of exercise and food. I've gained a two pac since practice started. :D I'm so happy that I'm in shape again. Minecraft is wearing my health down so I gotta get out and do more work. Sunday's my dad plans to run with me a few times around the house so we can stay fit together and the rest of the week I'll be working at swim practice. I also managed to run 2 times around the entire school in 14 minutes with June today. We beasted most of the class so I was pretty excited! :D Lately my run times have been improving by a whole lot. Normal days: 20 minutes This week: 5 minutes. I know, major slacking before but now I'm fit! YES. I can even hold my body up doing arm holds and push-ups.

Along with all this practice, I've been eating two dinners every night. Jeez, I feel so fat but my tummy is still the same as usual. Hehe. My legs have gotten harder and muscular along with my arms because of all this exercise... Oh, well. I'll gain my "womanly" fat someday.

Practicing my uke again since I've been itching to finally learn "Pokemon Center Theme". I love the sound; it's adorable yet very complex. T-T I hate shifting on guitars and my uke. I think 'uke' sounds like 'ook' and when I think of 'uke' I have an image of a monkey scratching it's armpits and saying 'ook'. Whatever, monkeys are cute; especially Dairy, my giant brown monkey plush that Derrick got for me on Valentine's day. <3 I suck at gifts so I ended up carrying this hugeass monkey around while Derrick held a midget Domo doll. I feel so bad.. :[ I should have done more for him. I love you Derrick and sorry for being such a lame and boring girlfriend. ; ~ ;

I gotta stop procrastinating.
Physics attempt starts:





NOW.

I NEEDED TO!

A quote by a swimmer on Lincoln's team:

"So, on the back of my jacket can I get 11 so I can be number 1 twice?"


LOLOLOL. Brilliant!

What

Jason 8:57 pm
LOLOLOLOLOL
you guys seriously
look like some
middle schol
school*
couple
not even going to lie
HAHAH

Thanks.

Swim practice was amazingly great today. I felt good about myself; doing 20 sets of 100 meters. :^D I wasn't even super tired when we finished. YESSSS.

Derrick bought me a Deadmau5 shirt today from Hot Topic. T.T Oh, my gosh I'm in love but at the same time guilty that he bought such an expensive piece of clothing for me.... I wanna repay him. <3

Oh, I got to meet Jason "FORREAL" today. I mean, I know him and all but we've only talked on AIM and webcammed since Derrick introduced me to him. Haha. Well, it was cool meeting him even though I became a cockblock at Stonestown. Darn manly love.

Homework time. (: Sourpatch watermelon even though my coach said not to eat candy. :D

Realized.

That the last post I did wasn't actually my 200th, it was my 201st. I fail so bad.

The Arka Teks - Partyology

PETER CHAO AND THE UCLA BITCH SENT ME.

Anyway, today I realized that I have this weird fake Chinese accent when I talk super seriously or fast. I don't know why, but it just happens. *F3, bro* Speaking of accents, Vivian was talking about how she had a ghetto accent in middle school. All of us just stared at her and laughed because she's this petite little Asian girl. Then she says something "ghetto" sounding and I start laughing harder. Before swim practice we mooched off of Eric #2's snack of fries. Eric #1, Derrick, Kelsey and I all pounced on the small white bag filled with Teaway snacks. Eric #2 needed to go somewhere really quick and left his snack with us, but of course, he comes back to a bunch of crumbs. Haha. Kristi just laughed and asked why he even left his food with us.

Practice starts and we all miss Wendy because she wasn't there to be dunked by us. (It's her birthday today.) She skipped out and all I could think about was pushing her into the pool then diving in and giving her mouth-to-mouth. The second part wasn't all that true, but I love Wendy! She's so adorable.

It was beyond windy today and I ACTUALLY wore clothes. It was still cold. Before swim practice I went to watch Derrick at track practice. I sat on the floor of the track with Jaylyn and all of a sudden a huge gust of wind comes towards us. Sand from the pit flew over to us and a bunch of little pieces of track as well. We were attacked by the wind but we both got up quickly and laughed at how much it actually hurt.

OH, GOSH. The wind just blew past and made a whistling sound. "QQ" as Joannie would say. Well, au revoir mon amis.

200

Already? It seems like I just started this blog over again yet I'm up to 200 posts.

Anyway, swim practice was rather interesting today.
An example would be where our coach brought out a ruler and one of my swim mates went up to him and when he wasn't looking, he bent over as if he were going to receive a spanking.

Ah, I want a "track jacket" or a "warm-up jacket". Whatever it is, I want it more than a crewneck for the team. I mean seriously guys, if we're at a meet would you rather have a jacket that looks cool or a sweatshirt that'll get wet easily. Oh, and we live in SF, meaning it's crazy-ass weather! I'd rather have a jacket than a sweatshirt that suffocates you at the neck. Sorry, but that's my choice.

HOMEWORK. Bye.

UGH NIGGY! TODAY.

Physics was somewhat fun even though I wasn't listening one bit. Alan and I were talking about how our teacher's hand motions looked like he was wacking somebody off instead of trying to simulate a wave. A few moments of that class were so happy until the weird change of mood.

For some reason, I think I pissed off Ben by saying something and he totally acted like a jerk. Ugh, it didn't help when he started to talk exactly like Cary, my old "best friend". Shit, how I wanted to punch Ben in the face and strangle him. The next period and I was feeling worse; holding in tears while ignoring every person trying to cheer me up and abusing Derrick whenever he asked if I was alright. Everybody asked if I was alright due to my lack of "smiles and cheerful talk". Even the teacher asked, so I forced and smile as she assumed I was tired from the break.

I become the worst person ever when I'm mad or trying to hold in feelings. If Derrick got his hand close to me to comfort him, I'd slap it away; people would stare at us while I'd go back to my motionless position. When Ben took out his lighter and put it near me, I punched his hand away in attempt to knock it from his hand; he was silent while Alan would comment on how I was feeling.

I can't even remember if I was ever like this before. I even do it to my parents now..it's terrible that I'm so disrespectful and I know it myself.

Finally, tears falling down as I hit the first step down the stairs of the first floor. I was only welcomed to arms of a loving boy.


MUSIC INSPIRATION OF THE DAY

Machinima videos always cheer me up; the people that do videogame commentary and make music for them are simply hilarious.

You Don't Want to Be Alone

What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club

I'll always love the sound and lyrics.

Spring break is over and it's time to see missed faces. Well, SOME missed faces; that one other I'd prefer to go fall in a ditch.

Anyway, Derrick and I worked on our Modern World project and got a lot done in one day. (: I didn't have any cotton balls to tear up and use as clouds so I was "ghetto" and used ripped up tissue. At least it still looks like clouds...somewhat.

I somehow improved on my coloring by not touching my tablet in months and finished about 20% of a speedpaint that is over a year late. I really want to get it out on YouTube soon so I can start posting music videos; I haven't really put my ideas in action yet, but I have many ideas that don't include Japanese music. That's right, I'm planning on making a music video with anime drawings but American music. WOAH, NOW.

That's all for now. I'll write again later if I remember. Thanks for reading.

MUSICAL INSPIRATION OF THE DAY

Travis Garland

I love this song because I can relate it to my own love life. You guys have no idea about the assholes from waaaay back then. Aha, older men suck.

THEME SONG WAS TURNED "GODLY"?

That's right! I've discovered my 'theme song' Float On by Modest Mouse was used as an instrumental in the song The Show Goes On by Lupe Fiasco. I wasn't a big fan of Fiasco before, but now, my gosh I'm in love. Haha.
The Show Goes On - Lupe Fiasco

Thank you Dani for finding this and showing me.


MUSICAL INTERESTS OF THE DAY

Andrew Huang

First pink fluffy unicorns now gravy and toast?! I think a big fat YES? I think I laughed the most when he says, "WHOA NOW..WOAH....NOW."