Today was absolutely wonderful. I got to spend the day with my love then my family. This totally made up for all the horrible things that happened this month. I feel so happy and relieved now.
It all started off with me walking into Borders. The night before, my boyfriend and I were having a little argument over who would scare who first. (I tend to scare him a lot when he spaces out.) So, he hid around the graphic novel section and attempted to scare me. Fail. Aha. I walked past him without him seeing me and snook up from behind and scared the shit out of him. BWHWHAHAHA. Lot's of love there. I could tell he was paranoid before I attacked him because his hood was on and he was far away from the actual graphic novel section. He was also hiding. Well, I found him. HORRAY.
After, we spent three hours trying to figure out where to go. My friend called me in the middle of that to find out what the French homework was. When I talked to her my boyfriend moaned: "OH, BABY. FUCK ME HARDER." in the background. Turns out the phone was on speaker and her dad was listening.(Yes, her dad knows me so I was super embarrassed. LOL.) Her dad called him funny after that. ; u ; Then I made him talk into the phone. He said he wanted to high-five my friend's dad because they both like Saosin(band). They're fucking awesome!
We ended up going to the movie theater and watched When In Rome. It was funnier than I expected. I laughed so much when one of the men that fell in love with the main character started talking about sending emotion through sausages. Oh, how my perverted mind works. Afterwards, we went back to the mall and waited until I got picked up.
We stood in the corner near the entrance of Borders and my boyfriend kissed me. The funny thing was that my mom pulled up at the same time. SO BUSTED! She had no clue I had a boyfriend until that moment. My love had no clue what to do but leave right after that. My mom teased me after that because she found it funny that we were so flustered. Apparently she doesn't mind that I have a boyfriend. That's terrific!
When I got home, my mom made our weekly rice dish for family night. My mom ordered "The Invention Of Lying". It was really funny. At the beginning, the characters are about to go on a date and the conversation started out:
(All characters tell the truth.)
"Oh, hey. You just caught me in the middle of masturbating."
"That makes me think of your vagina."
"Now, you wait here while I go upstairs and try to masturbate without you hearing."
"That makes me horny!"
I also laughed at the commercials and advertisements: Coke - It's very famous & Pepsi - when they don't have Coke
Then you see me with a plate of rice in my hands and laughing crazily.
I then made popcorn. NO, not microwave. That's disgusting crap! Ew! I make air-popped. What now?!
After the movie, it was about 8pm and the Grammy Awards was about to start. I thought The Blackeyed Peas, Beyonce, and GreenDay had awesome performances! 21 Guns was awesome when sung with the cast of American Idiot. I'd love to see that musical later on in the year, but the tickets would cost a fortune. Must save up! I stayed up long enough to see the 3D tribute to Micheal Jackson. It was amazing! That's all I have to say.
Well, today ended with a sigh of relieve(actually finished homework), wonder of a dirty-minded boy, this sentence, and a thought.
20100131
14 ; [Simplicity]
Yeah, I missed another day of blogging by mistake. I was about to write but then I got too tired. Plus, I'm going out today with my "friend". Aha. I went to bed at around 11pm yesterday then woke up at 7am. I just hope I don't end up being really tired in the middle of my date. ; n ; It has happened and it was very embarrassing.
AHAHAHAHA. I got my FLELE shell (Miku : Vocaloid) to "sing" screamo music. It doesn't match so I'm just laughing so much right now. It's sitting on the corner of my desktop and singing The Artist - Alesana. I love it. Aha.
Well, yesterday was a sort of relaxing day. My sister needed to get her hair straightened because it was getting "poofy" and curly. Apparently getting your hair straightened at a salon costs over a hundred dollars and takes over four hours. Oh, the agony! I had to watch my sister play her DS because she didn't feel like sharing while getting her hair done. So fucking boring! I sat there with my iPod and texted my two friends the whole time. Near the end of the four hours, where I have bags under my eyes from "crazy boredom", she decides to give me her DS. She has an R4 so there are two copies of Pokemon Diamond (hacked) and I started a new file. Stupid one-hit KO my ass. I used the code and it lowered the HP entirely, but then I had to hid it a second time to get rid of the Pokemon. HACKS DON'T DO SHIT.
I did a four hour LiveStream on a drawing for my friend on DeviantArt; MaiyoriHitsuro. I love her art so much! She's only 13 and her art tops mine already.
I'll write later on. The day has started.
AHAHAHAHA. I got my FLELE shell (Miku : Vocaloid) to "sing" screamo music. It doesn't match so I'm just laughing so much right now. It's sitting on the corner of my desktop and singing The Artist - Alesana. I love it. Aha.
Well, yesterday was a sort of relaxing day. My sister needed to get her hair straightened because it was getting "poofy" and curly. Apparently getting your hair straightened at a salon costs over a hundred dollars and takes over four hours. Oh, the agony! I had to watch my sister play her DS because she didn't feel like sharing while getting her hair done. So fucking boring! I sat there with my iPod and texted my two friends the whole time. Near the end of the four hours, where I have bags under my eyes from "crazy boredom", she decides to give me her DS. She has an R4 so there are two copies of Pokemon Diamond (hacked) and I started a new file. Stupid one-hit KO my ass. I used the code and it lowered the HP entirely, but then I had to hid it a second time to get rid of the Pokemon. HACKS DON'T DO SHIT.
I did a four hour LiveStream on a drawing for my friend on DeviantArt; MaiyoriHitsuro. I love her art so much! She's only 13 and her art tops mine already.
I'll write later on. The day has started.
20100130
13 ; [If I Woke Up Next To You]
I missed two days of blogging already. Oh, well.
Today was my relaxation day. Ah, home alone was okay. I barely did anything though. A sloth I am. Well, first, I attempted to do French homework and only made it through half of the work. I got distracted with Skype, LiveStream, AIM, Facebook, my tablet, and TokBox.
I did a three hour LiveStream of my Skype and drawing. Aha. My friend was telling me to change so much while he was watching. JEEZ. My art, man. Just kidding. LiveStream is so stalkerish, but I love it anyways. People like our weird conversations on Skype. Well, afterwards, around 9pm, we switched over to TokBox.
We made "anime" mouths on sticky-notes and took screen shots. Aha. It was pretty fun.
I like this one the best. I love my "gurlfran". We are known as "those crazy girls who wear fake mustaches around school".
Well, this day ended with a tired face, messed up hair, a sentence and a thought.
Today was my relaxation day. Ah, home alone was okay. I barely did anything though. A sloth I am. Well, first, I attempted to do French homework and only made it through half of the work. I got distracted with Skype, LiveStream, AIM, Facebook, my tablet, and TokBox.
I did a three hour LiveStream of my Skype and drawing. Aha. My friend was telling me to change so much while he was watching. JEEZ. My art, man. Just kidding. LiveStream is so stalkerish, but I love it anyways. People like our weird conversations on Skype. Well, afterwards, around 9pm, we switched over to TokBox.
We made "anime" mouths on sticky-notes and took screen shots. Aha. It was pretty fun.
I like this one the best. I love my "gurlfran". We are known as "those crazy girls who wear fake mustaches around school".
Well, this day ended with a tired face, messed up hair, a sentence and a thought.
20100127
12 ; [Too Fat To Dance]
So, here's how the inking turned out. I'm actually quite proud of the design. Seems a bit more creative than most of my pieces.
Clicky ?
Today was a block day. Classes were extended to an hour and a half. I can't stand being in a class that long and I have the same thing going on tomorrow. Three hours of that teacher tomorrow. OH! She lowered me and my friend's test grade for saying a tongue twister. Well, "suspicious fishy" is a good one, yet annoying. Plus, it was right after a test. I blame myself like usual.
During lunch, my friends and I went to Polynesian club. We finally started dancing! It's so cramped in that tiny classroom to dance; I wish we were able to use the dance studio more often, but Hip-Hop reserves it too. ; u ; Turns out that the people in the club all dance for the same place I did before. I knew some of them looked really familiar. Well, my left hip hurts because I was wearing skinny jeans while trying to "remaster" the moves. Aha.
I tried reviewing with my friend before class and people stared at me. My friend said "WOOOO! SHAKE IT, JAZMINE!". Thank goodness my boyfriend wasn't there. SO MANY COMMENTS THAT'D BRING UP.
Well, nothing more to say for today. This day ended with a sentence, thought, and a video of memories.
I remember learning/dancing to this! The women screaming are most likely my cousin and aunt. They'd scream during practice a lot. aha. Yes, this was the group I danced for.
Clicky ?
Today was a block day. Classes were extended to an hour and a half. I can't stand being in a class that long and I have the same thing going on tomorrow. Three hours of that teacher tomorrow. OH! She lowered me and my friend's test grade for saying a tongue twister. Well, "suspicious fishy" is a good one, yet annoying. Plus, it was right after a test. I blame myself like usual.
During lunch, my friends and I went to Polynesian club. We finally started dancing! It's so cramped in that tiny classroom to dance; I wish we were able to use the dance studio more often, but Hip-Hop reserves it too. ; u ; Turns out that the people in the club all dance for the same place I did before. I knew some of them looked really familiar. Well, my left hip hurts because I was wearing skinny jeans while trying to "remaster" the moves. Aha.
I tried reviewing with my friend before class and people stared at me. My friend said "WOOOO! SHAKE IT, JAZMINE!". Thank goodness my boyfriend wasn't there. SO MANY COMMENTS THAT'D BRING UP.
Well, nothing more to say for today. This day ended with a sentence, thought, and a video of memories.
I remember learning/dancing to this! The women screaming are most likely my cousin and aunt. They'd scream during practice a lot. aha. Yes, this was the group I danced for.
20100126
11 ; [Coloring Outside The Lines]
I've noticed that ever since the new semester has started, I've been much more stressed. I have no clue why. Everything is just fine right now, really. During finals I had a terrible headache that made my whole right half of my head basically shut down. I couldn't see and the pain was intense. Everybody said I was thinking too much about everything and other people. Nobody notices, but people come to me with problems a lot and I feel bad that I can't help them. I keep thinking and thinking about other people and their problems and life. I just want to help and stuff, but I can't. I'm so sad. ; u ;
Today was boring. This doesn't seem to be my "entertaining" week. I can't even write sentences correctly without going blank in the head. That sentence barely made sense. Well, the upside was that I found an old red envelope in my tote and it had $50 in it. Score? Aha.
During gym, we played Floor Hockey. They made me center...I hate staying in halfcourt! I can't do shit there. I should have switched with my "gurlfran". She played front. I noticed that the puck would go to the corner of the opposite side all the time and everybody would crowd in there smacking the shit out of each other. I was terrified and I was all the way on the other side of the gym. Well, once when it came over, I went against one of the fastest runners in our class and ended up knocking him over and he wacked my left hand. It got all numb and red. It's funny how my skin can still turn red when I'm super tan.
Okay, I have nothing more to say. All I'm doing is listening to mind-numbing electronic screamo and inking in some lineart. It's a girl with fire-like hair, goggles, scarf, puffy pants(like from KH2), full body fire tattoo, and snowboard. I might post that up to show how it turned out.
This day ended with this sentence and a thought.
Today was boring. This doesn't seem to be my "entertaining" week. I can't even write sentences correctly without going blank in the head. That sentence barely made sense. Well, the upside was that I found an old red envelope in my tote and it had $50 in it. Score? Aha.
During gym, we played Floor Hockey. They made me center...I hate staying in halfcourt! I can't do shit there. I should have switched with my "gurlfran". She played front. I noticed that the puck would go to the corner of the opposite side all the time and everybody would crowd in there smacking the shit out of each other. I was terrified and I was all the way on the other side of the gym. Well, once when it came over, I went against one of the fastest runners in our class and ended up knocking him over and he wacked my left hand. It got all numb and red. It's funny how my skin can still turn red when I'm super tan.
Okay, I have nothing more to say. All I'm doing is listening to mind-numbing electronic screamo and inking in some lineart. It's a girl with fire-like hair, goggles, scarf, puffy pants(like from KH2), full body fire tattoo, and snowboard. I might post that up to show how it turned out.
This day ended with this sentence and a thought.
20100125
10 ; [Hunger]
It's too cold to do anything. I couldn't even walk to class without looking like a retard with my hair in my face. The wind just kept blowing my hair the opposite direction it's parted. GUHH!
Today was the only day I actually understood something in French class. I paid attention for once! This is the part where I cry manly tears.
During gym today, we played a game! Horray! It was hockey. I was helping my team block the goal because I was too scared to go out to the other teams area. Everyone kept getting hit! Jeez, I wasn't going to risk my butt! I swear I even hit somebody in the process of blocking the goal. I'm sorry.
Today was sort of boring..again. Well, I don't really have anything left to say but:
Today was the only day I actually understood something in French class. I paid attention for once! This is the part where I cry manly tears.
During gym today, we played a game! Horray! It was hockey. I was helping my team block the goal because I was too scared to go out to the other teams area. Everyone kept getting hit! Jeez, I wasn't going to risk my butt! I swear I even hit somebody in the process of blocking the goal. I'm sorry.
Today was sort of boring..again. Well, I don't really have anything left to say but:
I ATE ALL THE TAIYAKI IN THE HOUSE! I WANT MORE, NOW!
20100124
9 ; [Actions]
Today went terribly.
Earlier today...
I hit her..with everything I had in me. She locks herself in, crying.
They get mad. I get mad. All my feelings are let out at once. A hard slap on the face releases tears.
I drop to the floor, screaming, shaking and crying. Throwing my hands around, banging on the walls and throwing anything in sight. The image of a happier family without me kept replaying in my head. Over and over.
He ran into the room, furious. Picked my up by the back of my sweatshirt and tried to throw me against the wall. SHUT UP! was all I saw in his eyes...
She panicked. Running after him before he could do damage. Laying on the floor crying, I was. What was happening? What did I cause? Did they hate what I did? Of course they did. They continued to yell.
I screamed: "SHUT THE FUCK UP! GET OUT! LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU GUYS DON'T NEED ME! I'M WORTHLESS TO THIS FAMILY! I JUST WANT IT TO END NOW!"
I broke their hearts. I made her cry out of pain. I made her cry from a broken heart. I made him angry with my screams of selfishness.
For once, she at on the ground with me as I cried. I look up to see her eyes filled with tears. What have I done? I couldn't even look into her eyes. Ashamed..
I looked at the damage I've done. I can't say sorry to them. The meaning is useless now. If what I did kills her, I'll never forgive myself.
Story of a stupid girl.
Earlier today...
I hit her..with everything I had in me. She locks herself in, crying.
They get mad. I get mad. All my feelings are let out at once. A hard slap on the face releases tears.
I drop to the floor, screaming, shaking and crying. Throwing my hands around, banging on the walls and throwing anything in sight. The image of a happier family without me kept replaying in my head. Over and over.
He ran into the room, furious. Picked my up by the back of my sweatshirt and tried to throw me against the wall. SHUT UP! was all I saw in his eyes...
She panicked. Running after him before he could do damage. Laying on the floor crying, I was. What was happening? What did I cause? Did they hate what I did? Of course they did. They continued to yell.
I screamed: "SHUT THE FUCK UP! GET OUT! LEAVE ME ALONE! YOU GUYS DON'T NEED ME! I'M WORTHLESS TO THIS FAMILY! I JUST WANT IT TO END NOW!"
I broke their hearts. I made her cry out of pain. I made her cry from a broken heart. I made him angry with my screams of selfishness.
For once, she at on the ground with me as I cried. I look up to see her eyes filled with tears. What have I done? I couldn't even look into her eyes. Ashamed..
I looked at the damage I've done. I can't say sorry to them. The meaning is useless now. If what I did kills her, I'll never forgive myself.
Story of a stupid girl.
20100123
8 ; [Fromage]
Aha. Remember that song that you'd always replay over and over again? Mine was Breathe Carolina - Welcome To Savannah. Oh, god. I'm so done with it, but since it was such a good song, I added it to my YouTube faves again. Delicious.
Well, I'm going to quickly write about my horrible Friday. It was passing period after homeroom. I was pulled over for a kiss and I'm always so nervous whenever there are other people around. So, I end up saying something like "Hi.." then a quick peck then I run off..literally. I bet he thinks I'm weird. Aha. Well, I am weird though.
I get pick on during French to do an example. My teacher pick three people before me and they didn't have to say anything in French. When it was my turn, he says: "Jazmine, please repeat: (something extremely long and complicated in French.)" My response: " ....ahahah*cough*...Répéter, s'il vous plaît..." His response: " *LONG SIGH(basically saying 'wtf is wrong with this student?')" Then he repeats everything in small bits and pieces. Horray.
It was a sad moment for me. ; u ;
After we finished most of the lesson, our teacher gave out cheese. Oh, god. This is where everything goes wrong. I asked him for a little piece, he gives me a huge chunk and a tiny piece of bread. Of course it would be rude not to eat it...I should have been rude. Before I tasted it, my friend took a small bite and started gagging like crazy. The girl behind me raised her hand and bang on the table to get the attention of our teacher to go to the bathroom. She was already at the door before he could answer. Aha. I ate it, I felt sick, and apparently had horrible breath. I begged EVERYONE for gum. After that period, I walked through the hall and bumped into my boyfriend. I threw my hand over my mouth before I even spoke and tried to tell him the story. He just gave me a weird look. Yep, I'm crazy.
Today my mom yelled at the workers at Joannes!
Yesterday ended with a somewhat sad face. I kept wondering about it..
Today ended with a hungry tummy, a plan for Friday, this sentence and a thought.
Well, I'm going to quickly write about my horrible Friday. It was passing period after homeroom. I was pulled over for a kiss and I'm always so nervous whenever there are other people around. So, I end up saying something like "Hi.." then a quick peck then I run off..literally. I bet he thinks I'm weird. Aha. Well, I am weird though.
I get pick on during French to do an example. My teacher pick three people before me and they didn't have to say anything in French. When it was my turn, he says: "Jazmine, please repeat: (something extremely long and complicated in French.)" My response: " ....ahahah*cough*...Répéter, s'il vous plaît..." His response: " *LONG SIGH(basically saying 'wtf is wrong with this student?')" Then he repeats everything in small bits and pieces. Horray.
It was a sad moment for me. ; u ;
After we finished most of the lesson, our teacher gave out cheese. Oh, god. This is where everything goes wrong. I asked him for a little piece, he gives me a huge chunk and a tiny piece of bread. Of course it would be rude not to eat it...I should have been rude. Before I tasted it, my friend took a small bite and started gagging like crazy. The girl behind me raised her hand and bang on the table to get the attention of our teacher to go to the bathroom. She was already at the door before he could answer. Aha. I ate it, I felt sick, and apparently had horrible breath. I begged EVERYONE for gum. After that period, I walked through the hall and bumped into my boyfriend. I threw my hand over my mouth before I even spoke and tried to tell him the story. He just gave me a weird look. Yep, I'm crazy.
Today my mom yelled at the workers at Joannes!
LEZZ GO MARC DARNALDS!
Yesterday ended with a somewhat sad face. I kept wondering about it..
Today ended with a hungry tummy, a plan for Friday, this sentence and a thought.
20100122
7 ; [Standing In The Rain]
Today was actually pretty boring and COLD.
We stood in the rain for twenty minutes and it was COLD.
I sat at my desk in a wet sweatshirt and it was COLD.
I didn't wear a shirt underneath my sweatshirt because I'm an idiot. (and it was COLD!)
I'm done for today. No inspiration for writing, I'm cold, and I'm tired. TYVM, SIR. I shall talk about today tomorrow. Oh, HORRIFYING CHEESE!
We stood in the rain for twenty minutes and it was COLD.
I sat at my desk in a wet sweatshirt and it was COLD.
I didn't wear a shirt underneath my sweatshirt because I'm an idiot. (and it was COLD!)
I'm done for today. No inspiration for writing, I'm cold, and I'm tired. TYVM, SIR. I shall talk about today tomorrow. Oh, HORRIFYING CHEESE!
20100121
6 ; [Under not Over]
Today was freezing! My fingers feel like they're about to fall off and I barely even started typing. My attempt at warming up: Breathing on certain body parts. That sounds so wrong if you really think about it..Well, today was another block day. 2nd, 4th, lunch, 6th, then off we go. Three whole hours of the same exact teacher. Yaaaaa-not.
Well, today during 2nd period block, my friend was eating a chocolate muffin. When he finished, he rolled up the wrapper and it look like shit. Literally. When I glanced over, I was like "OH, FUCK. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!" Then people around him starting laughing. His little joke was "I didn't want to waste my hall pass for this grading period...so I just went." That made my day. Then next period, he put it on another person's chair and he was supposed to look down at the chair and see it. Instead..He sits on it and a bunch of us are laughing with our hands over our mouths. When he finds it, it's flat and he throws it on the ground out of disgust. Aha. He owed me two cookies so he said: "Jazmine! That's one of the cookies! Eat it now. ):<" "Oh, no way! I want FRESH cookies, sir."
During lunch, my friends and I had a "bonding circle". Well, after awhile, it became a "perverted/shopping bonding circle". A few questions from our circle:
1. If you were to dye your pubic hair a color, what would it be?
2. Would you stick a vibrating dildo up your ass or chopsticks?
3. Front or Back?
4. Hollister or Aero?
5. Do you like vaginas or penises?
6. Who's hair is better? ____ or ____?
7. Who would you trust to cut your hair? ____, ____, or ___
(Okay, this one, my friend answered. The choices were me, my lover, and my "gurlfran". She answered: I choose (gurlfran) because I don't trust these other two with scissors." HORRAY?)
After school, it was pouring! I forced my boyfriend to walk me and my two friends to the bus stop. I'm so nice. Well, he had an umbrella. ; u ; Love him lots though. aha. So, after he left, we missed the bus. Then we took a different bus, then we went to the library, walked a block back to the bus stop, then took another bus, then finally got to the sushi place. Drenched. YES, it was still pouring while we walked. My jacket is still wet at this moment!
Okay, I'm too tired to write anymore shit.
School ended with loving friends, a scream of terror (lightning! NOOO!), this sentence, and a thought.
Well, today during 2nd period block, my friend was eating a chocolate muffin. When he finished, he rolled up the wrapper and it look like shit. Literally. When I glanced over, I was like "OH, FUCK. WHAT THE HELL IS THAT?!" Then people around him starting laughing. His little joke was "I didn't want to waste my hall pass for this grading period...so I just went." That made my day. Then next period, he put it on another person's chair and he was supposed to look down at the chair and see it. Instead..He sits on it and a bunch of us are laughing with our hands over our mouths. When he finds it, it's flat and he throws it on the ground out of disgust. Aha. He owed me two cookies so he said: "Jazmine! That's one of the cookies! Eat it now. ):<" "Oh, no way! I want FRESH cookies, sir."
During lunch, my friends and I had a "bonding circle". Well, after awhile, it became a "perverted/shopping bonding circle". A few questions from our circle:
1. If you were to dye your pubic hair a color, what would it be?
2. Would you stick a vibrating dildo up your ass or chopsticks?
3. Front or Back?
4. Hollister or Aero?
5. Do you like vaginas or penises?
6. Who's hair is better? ____ or ____?
7. Who would you trust to cut your hair? ____, ____, or ___
(Okay, this one, my friend answered. The choices were me, my lover, and my "gurlfran". She answered: I choose (gurlfran) because I don't trust these other two with scissors." HORRAY?)
After school, it was pouring! I forced my boyfriend to walk me and my two friends to the bus stop. I'm so nice. Well, he had an umbrella. ; u ; Love him lots though. aha. So, after he left, we missed the bus. Then we took a different bus, then we went to the library, walked a block back to the bus stop, then took another bus, then finally got to the sushi place. Drenched. YES, it was still pouring while we walked. My jacket is still wet at this moment!
Okay, I'm too tired to write anymore shit.
School ended with loving friends, a scream of terror (lightning! NOOO!), this sentence, and a thought.
20100120
5 ; [Paint On a Smile]
It was storming like crazy this morning at first period; 7:40ish. I was sitting closest to the window too. I was afraid of the window suddenly shattering and all of the glass would slice me in half. Love how my retarded mind works?!
Blocked schedule today. Everything was so boring. I don't really have anything to write about. Well, during lunch, everything was super confusing. I got a text from the Polynesian club president that pictures were going to be taken in another classroom than the one I was told before. I didn't check. So, I was calling people and asking where to go. Luckily, my two friends that are in Polynesian knew where it was. Oh, god. The whole classroom trade-off is so weird because we got a new building at our school. We're all used to it already because it's been open since Winter break ended. Still, I'm stupid so I have to ask for directions still. YAY.
I actually don't have much to say today. Depressing!
Well, school ended with hiding in a stairwell talking about stuff with my love. The day ended with this sentence and a thought.
Blocked schedule today. Everything was so boring. I don't really have anything to write about. Well, during lunch, everything was super confusing. I got a text from the Polynesian club president that pictures were going to be taken in another classroom than the one I was told before. I didn't check. So, I was calling people and asking where to go. Luckily, my two friends that are in Polynesian knew where it was. Oh, god. The whole classroom trade-off is so weird because we got a new building at our school. We're all used to it already because it's been open since Winter break ended. Still, I'm stupid so I have to ask for directions still. YAY.
I actually don't have much to say today. Depressing!
Well, school ended with hiding in a stairwell talking about stuff with my love. The day ended with this sentence and a thought.
20100119
4 ; [Ugly Rainbows]
You know how loud noises are normally the things that wake you up in the middle of the night? Well, obviously that doesn't apply to me because I woke up at 4am from a blinding light then I was scared the shit out of by the thunder that followed. After that, I couldn't go back to sleep. In my head for that whole two hours of waiting was "Oh, shit. I'm going to fall asleep during school again." So, while lying in my bed poking my pillow and worrying about my final grades, I tried to block out the sounds of thunder, wind, and pouring rain. I hate blackouts...the dark itself actually. *sniffle*
6am and it was time for me to get up and go to school. My mom made me a muffin with crunchy peanut butter on it and a banana smoothie. I have no clue why, but I hate banana's unless they're inside a smoothie. I hate any baked good with banana in it too. I'm crazy.
I finished getting ready in the bathroom only to find a gift from mother nature. Not that type, jeez. Yeah, that time for womenly women. I basically looked dead from loss of blood. Not really, but I wonder if anyone actually DID have that happen. Dehydrated much?! I ate the muffin and smoothie and then went on an adventure to look for my Vans.
My dad put a bunch (twelve) of bags(HUGE) on top of them and yelled at me for not knowing. Wow, I have x-ray vision. I'm so awesome. *rage face* Jesus. So, I found my shoes and finally got into the car. I wonder why he didn't take the time when I was looking for my shoes to set up his fucking bluetooth. He took another ten minutes to set it up. I got so pissed that I started coughing really loud to remind him that we were even in the car. He automatically put down the phone. Coughing really does work!
It was about 7:15am when I got to school. My dad let me off in front of the driveway gates, where the rain dropped on me as I pushed my head out the door. I stepped into a little "river" as I got out. All I really cared about was getting my textbooks into the building before they got soaked. When I got to my locker, there were several people standing in my way. Just kidding. They were busy spoiling the ending to The Lovely Bones (movie). I tried my best to ignore them but I was suddenly dragged into the conversation. ; u ; I had no clue what The Lovely Bones was about so I just said in an ugly voice: "STOP! Don't ruin it for me. I want to see/read it!" I had a terrible sore throat this morning, so I wasn't able to say anything to my friends and love. I just kept pointing to my throat and everybody gave me weird looks. I'm totally crazy!
Before first period, my boyfriend passed off his umbrella to me out of nowhere. I don't use umbrellas and I couldn't speak, so I ended up carrying it until I could go to my locker. My friends even asked why I had an umbrella. Then before homeroom, he passed off my friend's Algebra textbook to give to her during third period. Turns out, she wasn't even at school today. HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, DEAR. I attempted to text her throughout the day. Fail, I did. As revenge for all these pass-offs, I stole his second semester schedule and pretended to write down his home phone number and address so that I could "stalk" him home. Teehee. I love him so much. Aha.
Lunch came and my "gurlfran" and lover wanted to go off campus to eat. We walked down and ate inside a Japanese restaurant. They both attempted to make me eat, but of course being me, I refused and ate apples instead. I think I have an eating problem. Well, after realizing that we were some of the few people still off campus at 12:24, we walked as fast as we could all the way back to the school. I think we walked into English about 2-5 minutes late. We were talking about MYTHS! Excitement. I could have sworn we went through this in science in seventh grade. Of course, the teacher wanted examples and I was first. My dumbshit answer was "Gods? Greek gods?" I sounded so stupid, but at least it worked. Yay for me.
During gym today, we did pacers. Oh, god. It wasn't a good idea to not eat during lunch. I only did about 38 pacers and came in 4th of all girls. *sob* Plus, I might have asthma, but I'm going to get a checkup for that soon. (I know, about ten years late?)
Well, after being let out from gym, I walked about the empty hallways while some students were still in class. I tried to pick up the pace of my walking, knowing that in just a few seconds doors would fly open as the bell rung. I only made it about halfway down the hall before students attacked me from all directions. From there, I started running down stairs. I saw a flash of light from the windows and basically jumped down to the basement level of the school. I then heard a huge crash which obviously followed the bright flash. Again...I'm terrified of thunder and lightning. ; n ; Ughh.
The day at school ended with a long kiss, hug, and a whisper. I left with a smile on my face and the sky bright and blinding. The rain had stopped for now. I was able to see a rainbow...within the tires of cars that passed by.
Damn.
6am and it was time for me to get up and go to school. My mom made me a muffin with crunchy peanut butter on it and a banana smoothie. I have no clue why, but I hate banana's unless they're inside a smoothie. I hate any baked good with banana in it too. I'm crazy.
I finished getting ready in the bathroom only to find a gift from mother nature. Not that type, jeez. Yeah, that time for womenly women. I basically looked dead from loss of blood. Not really, but I wonder if anyone actually DID have that happen. Dehydrated much?! I ate the muffin and smoothie and then went on an adventure to look for my Vans.
My dad put a bunch (twelve) of bags(HUGE) on top of them and yelled at me for not knowing. Wow, I have x-ray vision. I'm so awesome. *rage face* Jesus. So, I found my shoes and finally got into the car. I wonder why he didn't take the time when I was looking for my shoes to set up his fucking bluetooth. He took another ten minutes to set it up. I got so pissed that I started coughing really loud to remind him that we were even in the car. He automatically put down the phone. Coughing really does work!
It was about 7:15am when I got to school. My dad let me off in front of the driveway gates, where the rain dropped on me as I pushed my head out the door. I stepped into a little "river" as I got out. All I really cared about was getting my textbooks into the building before they got soaked. When I got to my locker, there were several people standing in my way. Just kidding. They were busy spoiling the ending to The Lovely Bones (movie). I tried my best to ignore them but I was suddenly dragged into the conversation. ; u ; I had no clue what The Lovely Bones was about so I just said in an ugly voice: "STOP! Don't ruin it for me. I want to see/read it!" I had a terrible sore throat this morning, so I wasn't able to say anything to my friends and love. I just kept pointing to my throat and everybody gave me weird looks. I'm totally crazy!
Before first period, my boyfriend passed off his umbrella to me out of nowhere. I don't use umbrellas and I couldn't speak, so I ended up carrying it until I could go to my locker. My friends even asked why I had an umbrella. Then before homeroom, he passed off my friend's Algebra textbook to give to her during third period. Turns out, she wasn't even at school today. HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER, DEAR. I attempted to text her throughout the day. Fail, I did. As revenge for all these pass-offs, I stole his second semester schedule and pretended to write down his home phone number and address so that I could "stalk" him home. Teehee. I love him so much. Aha.
Lunch came and my "gurlfran" and lover wanted to go off campus to eat. We walked down and ate inside a Japanese restaurant. They both attempted to make me eat, but of course being me, I refused and ate apples instead. I think I have an eating problem. Well, after realizing that we were some of the few people still off campus at 12:24, we walked as fast as we could all the way back to the school. I think we walked into English about 2-5 minutes late. We were talking about MYTHS! Excitement. I could have sworn we went through this in science in seventh grade. Of course, the teacher wanted examples and I was first. My dumbshit answer was "Gods? Greek gods?" I sounded so stupid, but at least it worked. Yay for me.
During gym today, we did pacers. Oh, god. It wasn't a good idea to not eat during lunch. I only did about 38 pacers and came in 4th of all girls. *sob* Plus, I might have asthma, but I'm going to get a checkup for that soon. (I know, about ten years late?)
Well, after being let out from gym, I walked about the empty hallways while some students were still in class. I tried to pick up the pace of my walking, knowing that in just a few seconds doors would fly open as the bell rung. I only made it about halfway down the hall before students attacked me from all directions. From there, I started running down stairs. I saw a flash of light from the windows and basically jumped down to the basement level of the school. I then heard a huge crash which obviously followed the bright flash. Again...I'm terrified of thunder and lightning. ; n ; Ughh.
The day at school ended with a long kiss, hug, and a whisper. I left with a smile on my face and the sky bright and blinding. The rain had stopped for now. I was able to see a rainbow...within the tires of cars that passed by.
Damn.
20100118
3.5 ; [Reasons]
Oh, my goodness! My cousin might be moving next month because of school and family problems. Ugh, why does the world have to be so cruel to her? She's so sweet and innocent! Well, family problems include her mom being stalked by a man. It's completely creepy and scares the shit out of me! Well, my uncle that lives with my grandma is moving out of her house, so I was thinking only about how lonely she'd be alone. I know she has a cat and dog, but it's better to have a person with her, especially since she's getting older.
I brought up the subject on moving in with my grandmother again. I'm not saying I don't want to be with my family, it's just that I'm worried and I want to take care of her. Originally, I have to say my reasons for moving in were selfish at first, but now I really want to stay with her so that she doesn't get lonely. ; n ; Well, my uncle barely came home and we only visit her once a week. Ughh. I wish she'd just move in with us or we moved in with her. There's space.. *emo moment*
Oh, look! I wasn't lazy! : D
I brought up the subject on moving in with my grandmother again. I'm not saying I don't want to be with my family, it's just that I'm worried and I want to take care of her. Originally, I have to say my reasons for moving in were selfish at first, but now I really want to stay with her so that she doesn't get lonely. ; n ; Well, my uncle barely came home and we only visit her once a week. Ughh. I wish she'd just move in with us or we moved in with her. There's space.. *emo moment*
Oh, look! I wasn't lazy! : D
3 ; [Away From The Lips]
❝I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight❞
- Breaking The Habit by Linkin Park
One of LP's best songs next to Numb.(Although it's overplayed, I find it a song that I can relate to. After hearing many of my friends, I'm not the only one.) I'll love it no matter what. I'd quote the whole song if I wanted, but I find the chorus the best part.
I just felt like blogging about this because of the LPU9 demos that have been leaked onto YouTube. Across The Line and Fear are completely awesome. I'd join LPU9 if my mom let me, but of course she wouldn't. We are so Asian. Horray. I'm currently working on finding all the tracks to Alesana's "The Emptiness" album on YouTube. They're pretty good to tell you the truth. I want Attack Attack! and Asking Alexandria to come out with new albums. I LOVE their screams. Sends shivers down my spine. Aha. I can't believe I didn't find The Devil Wears Prada until my love introduced me to it. They're so freakin' hardcore. ; u ; *sob*
Okay, I might write later if I'm not lazy.
I fell in love with this song already ;
Alesana-The Murderer
"I've been waiting patiently for this.."
20100117
2 ; [Ikea = Bonding]
Today started off with an terrible bad hair day. I slept like a wild beast last night! When I woke up, all of the things I had on my bed were on the floor. Jeez..No more cold pizza for me. (The problem with that, is that I don't even like pizza.) So, after picking up my huge mess of blankets, I sat at my desk for four minutes trying to wake myself up. I just sat there doing nothing; half asleep. I got off topic...Well, my hair was completely frizzy and still didn't go down after I put water on it. That ruined my day. *sad face*
**OH GOD, GOOGLE SUCKS! I wrote six paragraphs earlier then Google says I'm not signed in and didn't autosave! FFFFFFF-
Okay, so after getting ready for the day, my mom and I dropped my sister off to have a "playdate" with her friends. They went to see Avatar I believe. It was a good movie, even though I didn't really pay attention to the movie when I went to watch it. After dropping her off, we went to eat Pho, my all time favorite food in the world. The people forgot my beef in my beef noodle soup. That's like a time where I bought a chicken cesar salad and they didn't give me chicken. Seriously.
My mom wanted to buy a new coffee table for our livingroom, so we went to Ikea: World of broken sinks. (500 Days of Summer) While we walked around, I tried to convince my mom to let me move into my grandma's house either during Summer or sophmore year. She sounded convinced or she was just saying "yes" to make me shut up about moving out.
After finding a good coffee table and some magazine holders, we went to the food court thing. I was disappointed to find that they didn't have Swedish apple cake anymore. It was so good. It was replaced by a "Princess Cake". WHAT?! That's an outrage! I ended up getting a chicken cesar salad because that's so much like cake...*sob* While we ate, I asked my mom how my aunt on my dad's side past away. She told me that my grandmother might have cursed her or she had bad karma. I just said "TELL ME MORE!!". So, when it was my grandmother's funeral, my aunt went up to the body in the coffin to pay respect. She was taking her sweet time and nobody noticed except my dad. When he walked up to her, she was switching my grandma's wedding ring with fake jewelery! I was astonished! My face was in a "What the fucking hell?!" expression. Wow. I mean, really.
We then went to the storage area where all the large items where put and organized. My mom and I found the coffee table ; isle 15,14. (I remember useless stuff.) It was too heavy for either of us to pick up and put in the car, so we ended up not getting it and buying me bed sheets. Horray!
Off to Koles...kholes...HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT! I bought myself some lady things there. My boobies are so small and my butt is so big. ;u; My mom kept picking out undies with laces for me. I just kept thinking: "This is really pretty..but who the hell is going to see it besides me?!" I also bought some black skinny jeans. Oh, how I've wanted more black skinny jeans, but she wouldn't let me buy anymore after my $300 dollar incident. At Kohl's, they have discount scratcher cards. My mom told me to pick one out and I chose the one in the very center of the stack. We got 30% off our whole purchase, saving $30! Yeah, it's still expensive. Damn, intimate undies! My mom's joke about the card was: "Oh, you did a good job choosing the discount today. Maybe I will keep you." My mom is so nice..but so cruel. I love her though.
After we finished everything, my mom dumped me back at home to do laundry. I'm terrified of my basement..I'm a big baby, really. So, I made my mom go to the basement with me so I can do the laundry. "You want to move in with your grandma and you can't even do your own laundry without being a big chicken." Oh, so true. My mom left to pick up my sister from her friends house and I did my quick jog around my neighborhood. When I got back to the house, I drank 6 cups of water. (Yes, I did need to pee right after that.)
Later, my family and I plan on having family movie night and eating our usual Asian rice dish like every Sunday. I have no clue what we're watching yet though.. OH! Tomorrow we're going to have hotpot. I love it so much! I still can't believe my friend doesn't like hotpot. HOW COULD YOU?!(YEAH, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! :D ) ily though.
**OH GOD, GOOGLE SUCKS! I wrote six paragraphs earlier then Google says I'm not signed in and didn't autosave! FFFFFFF-
Okay, so after getting ready for the day, my mom and I dropped my sister off to have a "playdate" with her friends. They went to see Avatar I believe. It was a good movie, even though I didn't really pay attention to the movie when I went to watch it. After dropping her off, we went to eat Pho, my all time favorite food in the world. The people forgot my beef in my beef noodle soup. That's like a time where I bought a chicken cesar salad and they didn't give me chicken. Seriously.
My mom wanted to buy a new coffee table for our livingroom, so we went to Ikea: World of broken sinks. (500 Days of Summer) While we walked around, I tried to convince my mom to let me move into my grandma's house either during Summer or sophmore year. She sounded convinced or she was just saying "yes" to make me shut up about moving out.
After finding a good coffee table and some magazine holders, we went to the food court thing. I was disappointed to find that they didn't have Swedish apple cake anymore. It was so good. It was replaced by a "Princess Cake". WHAT?! That's an outrage! I ended up getting a chicken cesar salad because that's so much like cake...*sob* While we ate, I asked my mom how my aunt on my dad's side past away. She told me that my grandmother might have cursed her or she had bad karma. I just said "TELL ME MORE!!". So, when it was my grandmother's funeral, my aunt went up to the body in the coffin to pay respect. She was taking her sweet time and nobody noticed except my dad. When he walked up to her, she was switching my grandma's wedding ring with fake jewelery! I was astonished! My face was in a "What the fucking hell?!" expression. Wow. I mean, really.
We then went to the storage area where all the large items where put and organized. My mom and I found the coffee table ; isle 15,14. (I remember useless stuff.) It was too heavy for either of us to pick up and put in the car, so we ended up not getting it and buying me bed sheets. Horray!
Off to Koles...kholes...HOWEVER YOU SPELL IT! I bought myself some lady things there. My boobies are so small and my butt is so big. ;u; My mom kept picking out undies with laces for me. I just kept thinking: "This is really pretty..but who the hell is going to see it besides me?!" I also bought some black skinny jeans. Oh, how I've wanted more black skinny jeans, but she wouldn't let me buy anymore after my $300 dollar incident. At Kohl's, they have discount scratcher cards. My mom told me to pick one out and I chose the one in the very center of the stack. We got 30% off our whole purchase, saving $30! Yeah, it's still expensive. Damn, intimate undies! My mom's joke about the card was: "Oh, you did a good job choosing the discount today. Maybe I will keep you." My mom is so nice..but so cruel. I love her though.
After we finished everything, my mom dumped me back at home to do laundry. I'm terrified of my basement..I'm a big baby, really. So, I made my mom go to the basement with me so I can do the laundry. "You want to move in with your grandma and you can't even do your own laundry without being a big chicken." Oh, so true. My mom left to pick up my sister from her friends house and I did my quick jog around my neighborhood. When I got back to the house, I drank 6 cups of water. (Yes, I did need to pee right after that.)
Later, my family and I plan on having family movie night and eating our usual Asian rice dish like every Sunday. I have no clue what we're watching yet though.. OH! Tomorrow we're going to have hotpot. I love it so much! I still can't believe my friend doesn't like hotpot. HOW COULD YOU?!(YEAH, YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! :D ) ily though.
20100116
1 ; [Colored Paper Mustaches]
Oh, the many restarts of my blog. Total shit. I shall reminisce the old days..Okay, I'm done. First of all, I must introduce myself. Cover your eyebrows, people.
Well, my name is Jazmine. I'm fifteen and currently attending highschool as a freshman. I'm a very random person who loves to wear fake colored paper mustaches to school. I think I'm known for my odd ways of showing up in the middle of nowhere, not knowing where to go. I have the best friends you can ever ask for; lovable, dirty-minded, and pure awesomeness (even though that isn't really a word). I try to expand my online vocabulary to the weirdest things like : badoodles and oyeswin. I don't give a rats ass about grammar when I'm typing up stuff online. It's sort of pointless unless it's for school. And no, bitch, it doesn't make me a retard for not using punctuation. It just makes you a smartass for pointing it out. TYVM.
I have the weirdest taste in music. It can range from alternative rock to electronic screamo. Oh, goodness, me. I love Converse, Vans, Hot Topic, and apparently I only wear Aeropostale because my mother is "asian". My fave band is Linkin Park and to follow that would be Asking Alexandria or Attack Attack!. My lovely iPod is a green 3G Nano and the earplugs are black/green INK'D SkullCandy. Ah, I love music so much. Hun, I use a YouTube converter for my music. Sobadass. L O fucking L!
Another thing I love is my boyfriend. He's "The pervert in me". Our inside jokes are the most disgusting things you'll even hear..Seriously. He's a smart, caring, and loving person and definitely somebody you can share your feelings to, no matter who you are. His taste in music is totally epic as well! : D I still think we're the most perverted couple out there. Yes, I'm quite proud of that.
Well, my name is Jazmine. I'm fifteen and currently attending highschool as a freshman. I'm a very random person who loves to wear fake colored paper mustaches to school. I think I'm known for my odd ways of showing up in the middle of nowhere, not knowing where to go. I have the best friends you can ever ask for; lovable, dirty-minded, and pure awesomeness (even though that isn't really a word). I try to expand my online vocabulary to the weirdest things like : badoodles and oyeswin. I don't give a rats ass about grammar when I'm typing up stuff online. It's sort of pointless unless it's for school. And no, bitch, it doesn't make me a retard for not using punctuation. It just makes you a smartass for pointing it out. TYVM.
I have the weirdest taste in music. It can range from alternative rock to electronic screamo. Oh, goodness, me. I love Converse, Vans, Hot Topic, and apparently I only wear Aeropostale because my mother is "asian". My fave band is Linkin Park and to follow that would be Asking Alexandria or Attack Attack!. My lovely iPod is a green 3G Nano and the earplugs are black/green INK'D SkullCandy. Ah, I love music so much. Hun, I use a YouTube converter for my music. Sobadass. L O fucking L!
Another thing I love is my boyfriend. He's "The pervert in me". Our inside jokes are the most disgusting things you'll even hear..Seriously. He's a smart, caring, and loving person and definitely somebody you can share your feelings to, no matter who you are. His taste in music is totally epic as well! : D I still think we're the most perverted couple out there. Yes, I'm quite proud of that.
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