"I lost my head in San Francisco."
"Let me see your face! :c" he messaged me after I left the webcam chat with the camera off. "Why? You don't have to see my face." ... ":c" I face-timed for a few seconds and he was content. "Why did you wanna see my face?" "I just wanted to. Goodnight, baby." My heart never beat so fast like that. That moment crushed me. It's going to be like this for nearly four years and a Summer due to his 99% chance of getting into iGem. God. What am I doing to do with myself?
Anyways, iGem is a big deal for him so I have to deal with seeing him over webcam all Summer. I just want the best for my bestfriend. Aha. "I wanna come over." "Aha why?" "I just want to spend some alone time with you." Goddamnit. I can't stand how overly upset I'm getting about him. I was never like this with anybody else. This feeling sucks. Aha.
