you're disgusting

One of the people who, in my mind, deeply disgusts me had contacted me recently. One of those semi-sincere-sounding letters of apologetic words. It's actually been months since I've read it. As one of my best friends tells me, "There's no bridge to be made between you two. There's no longer a connection, so it'll be pointless." It's true. There's no longer a bond that would hold us together even if we tried. It's been nearly four years anniversary of that ridiculous fight; started by you I might add. I don't understand. Expectations from me to take you back after four years. I waited for that and now it's probably not even sincere anymore. I remember sophemore year you told my boyfriend that you 'hate being hated by someone.' How disgustingly selfish of you. I have many people who dislike me and I don't give a fuck about them. They're trash to me, really. I don't need those people in my life and I don't need you especially. Also, talking behind my back after I've forgotten you just to fuel my boiling blood. So that I'll give you a penny's worth of acknowledgement towards you. Ha. You really DO belong in that drama department. It's quite an obvious placement for you. Now stay there and stay away from me. You might get some sort of disease on me or something. And that fight we had over text? I heard you couldn't stand my wise remarks; they tortured you because you knew what you did was wrong. Using your own "oh-so-terribly-miserable" life as grand ticket to try and ruin my life. Okay. Man, I dropped my coffee, I think I should go ruin somebodies life now. WOOP. You're disgusting.