Your happiness meant everything to me.
It still does.
Now, I'll leave so I won't be in the way of it.
Your desires are mine as well.
Love,
Jazmine
hihihihihihihihihi. You all know who you are.
GOOD NIGHT , MOON!
20100828
150 ; [Happiness?]
Quote (via:mdre)
Cold water flowing throughout our bodies. I push you up against the side of the pool. I grind up on your body, caressing my hands down your spine. I feel you shiver has my hand lurks closer to your clit. Was it enough for 1 finger? I thought no. 2 fingers? Not enough. I sort of guessed 3 was just right. You told me I was good. I had talent with my fingers. I gave you what you wanted. Slowly rubbing. I knew just where to hit your sweet spot. You getting pretty rough. Scratches to my back, slowly grinding down on me. Your breasts hardening from all the wetness as I nibble on them. I make you beg. Head tilted back in disbelief. Was this really happening? Was I really getting it on with you. I couldn’t stop and think. My focus was on just making you happy. Nothing else mattered at that point.
Inch by inch, thrust by thrust. Quicker and deeper as I slowly go in. I picked up the pace. I hear the sexual tones go through one hear then out the other. Your mouth spelling out my aim as I start give you deep breaths for rest. For the time being I knew I was happy. Being with you at that moment made my life rotate full circle. I could say, I smiled. You made me happy.
20100827
149 ; [Freakin' Confused, But I Get It!]
17 Years - Ratatat
Pfft, totally stole this from Jeffrey's FaceBook post. I like it, GOSH!
I was watching episode twelve of The Hard Times Of RJ Berger; IT WAS THE MOST FUCKED UP SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN. (spoilers alert if you haven't seen it yet, but i bet you have.)
1. Lily got hit by a bus in the 11th.
2. RJ still goes to prom with Jenny Swanson
3. Miles thought he was going to prom with that one chick I can't remember and she was being sarcastic when he asked her. The chick ends up going with Max.
4. RJ goes to the hospital to see Lily and has sex with her in the hospital bed when she wakes up. (He freakin' leaves saying he did the right thing, but right when he leaves, Lily's vital signs go flat. GODDAMN YOU KILLED HER WITH YOUR "JUMBO BLIMP", BITCH. Nah, I don't know for sure; must see the next season.)
Okay, uhh. School sucked and I think I failed my Physics test because I didn't know jackshit. I was able to slip past two presentations, which is good because I need practice still. I finally got my physical form and that's about it.
Ate gummiworms with Derrick after school. Happy 10 month-err! I LOVE YOU.
Pfft, totally stole this from Jeffrey's FaceBook post. I like it, GOSH!
I was watching episode twelve of The Hard Times Of RJ Berger; IT WAS THE MOST FUCKED UP SHIT I'VE EVER SEEN. (spoilers alert if you haven't seen it yet, but i bet you have.)
1. Lily got hit by a bus in the 11th.
2. RJ still goes to prom with Jenny Swanson
3. Miles thought he was going to prom with that one chick I can't remember and she was being sarcastic when he asked her. The chick ends up going with Max.
4. RJ goes to the hospital to see Lily and has sex with her in the hospital bed when she wakes up. (He freakin' leaves saying he did the right thing, but right when he leaves, Lily's vital signs go flat. GODDAMN YOU KILLED HER WITH YOUR "JUMBO BLIMP", BITCH. Nah, I don't know for sure; must see the next season.)
Okay, uhh. School sucked and I think I failed my Physics test because I didn't know jackshit. I was able to slip past two presentations, which is good because I need practice still. I finally got my physical form and that's about it.
Ate gummiworms with Derrick after school. Happy 10 month-err! I LOVE YOU.
20100824
148 ; [The Fishy I Am]
Today, my inner fish came out and I was literally flopping around on the ground for water. I wanted to go swimming so badly today!
I'm too hot to type anymore, so I'll say one last thing:
I just took a shower, and the first thing that I do when I come out of the bathroom, is sweat. Fucking heat!
I'll write about today tomorrow because it was "funny".
Au revoir.
Quoted from my Facebook status:
"A cold shower is the only true love right now."
Ben's comment: Hey look derrick you've been replaced by cold water :D
Ben is hilarious!
I'm too hot to type anymore, so I'll say one last thing:
I just took a shower, and the first thing that I do when I come out of the bathroom, is sweat. Fucking heat!
I'll write about today tomorrow because it was "funny".
Au revoir.
20100823
147 ; [Spam]
Barbie Girl RemiX
I was just in the mood so shut up.
Today was so hot; I took off my stockings and just wore my "whore shorts" all day. Yes, I dress like a fashion obsessed whore now. Deal with it. Ariel and I were both relieved that it was hot enough for us to wear a skirt and shortshorts, and that we wouldn't look weird walking around in Summer clothing in the cold.
During gym, June and I listened to Keir talk about funny random stuff in her life. I love how she tells stories; she makes them sound so funny and interesting. I remember once during Algebra last year she was stalling class when she went to present something in front of the class by telling us all a story about how her mom bought her some really nice shoes and took it back, but then we all got confused when she started talking about chicken wings. Well, I don't exactly remember the story, but I remember all of us going, "Wait, what?! How did this lead to chicken wings?!" and the teacher said, "Is she always like this..?" I LOVE Keir! She's so freakin' funny. I got a bit off track there, well, Keir was trying to find a spot on her shorts and it was...funny? Again, I LOVE HER. aha.
Besides that, the day went by pretty fast! Gym went by the fastest; I was surprised when they sent out all the dressed girls to change after a few minutes of class, then I realized class was over. I'm genius! Anyway, Joannie transferred into my gym period! I'm so excited, but I don't know if we'll be able to talk during class since we have different teachers. (Sad face shit here.) Man, this would basically be the only sort of class I'll have with her this year! She brought her skateboard today, I guess this means she'll be skating again. Just a logical guess I'm throwing out there.
Oh, baby. Sorry, but I feel like writing about my lovelife again; major spam.
Basically, we had some problems over the weekend, but even though I was steaming mad at my love and said I hated him and just didn't wanna be around him, all I wanted was his kiss. I'm a very confusing person but it's how I think and act. Reasons why I love him so much? He's the sweetest and nicest guy I've ever met, he cares so much about me and my health (since, apparently, I'm weak and have a bad immune system.), he comforts me when I'm sad, he's funny, smart, perverted-minded like me, and tries his best to be the best and succeeds. I just love the way he's there for me all the time and loves me for who I am, unlike the people in my past. There are very few I can say I truly hate, but my love will never be one of those people. I love my Squishy and I'll be his little poofy Eskimo. (insert large amount of love here)
Jeez, my sister is finally taller than me and Derrick is a few inches taller than I am now. Everybody drew so tall over the Summer and all I do is drink coffee. Explains a lot, I know, but I love coffee!
I was just in the mood so shut up.
Today was so hot; I took off my stockings and just wore my "whore shorts" all day. Yes, I dress like a fashion obsessed whore now. Deal with it. Ariel and I were both relieved that it was hot enough for us to wear a skirt and shortshorts, and that we wouldn't look weird walking around in Summer clothing in the cold.
During gym, June and I listened to Keir talk about funny random stuff in her life. I love how she tells stories; she makes them sound so funny and interesting. I remember once during Algebra last year she was stalling class when she went to present something in front of the class by telling us all a story about how her mom bought her some really nice shoes and took it back, but then we all got confused when she started talking about chicken wings. Well, I don't exactly remember the story, but I remember all of us going, "Wait, what?! How did this lead to chicken wings?!" and the teacher said, "Is she always like this..?" I LOVE Keir! She's so freakin' funny. I got a bit off track there, well, Keir was trying to find a spot on her shorts and it was...funny? Again, I LOVE HER. aha.
Besides that, the day went by pretty fast! Gym went by the fastest; I was surprised when they sent out all the dressed girls to change after a few minutes of class, then I realized class was over. I'm genius! Anyway, Joannie transferred into my gym period! I'm so excited, but I don't know if we'll be able to talk during class since we have different teachers. (Sad face shit here.) Man, this would basically be the only sort of class I'll have with her this year! She brought her skateboard today, I guess this means she'll be skating again. Just a logical guess I'm throwing out there.
Oh, baby. Sorry, but I feel like writing about my lovelife again; major spam.
Basically, we had some problems over the weekend, but even though I was steaming mad at my love and said I hated him and just didn't wanna be around him, all I wanted was his kiss. I'm a very confusing person but it's how I think and act. Reasons why I love him so much? He's the sweetest and nicest guy I've ever met, he cares so much about me and my health (since, apparently, I'm weak and have a bad immune system.), he comforts me when I'm sad, he's funny, smart, perverted-minded like me, and tries his best to be the best and succeeds. I just love the way he's there for me all the time and loves me for who I am, unlike the people in my past. There are very few I can say I truly hate, but my love will never be one of those people. I love my Squishy and I'll be his little poofy Eskimo. (insert large amount of love here)
Jeez, my sister is finally taller than me and Derrick is a few inches taller than I am now. Everybody drew so tall over the Summer and all I do is drink coffee. Explains a lot, I know, but I love coffee!
20100822
146 ; [At Least It Didn't Break]
I only lay here with an ache, but my heart isn't broken.
I want to fix things with you. You're still my Squishy and I want to be with you for as long as possible, not letting others get in the way.
It's hard not to think about you or even stay mad at someone like you.
I want to fix things with you. You're still my Squishy and I want to be with you for as long as possible, not letting others get in the way.
It's hard not to think about you or even stay mad at someone like you.
20100821
20100820
20100819
143 ; [Would You Just STOP?]
I know that if some of you know a secret story about me and another girl I use to be friends with, you'd find me acting VERY hypocritical here. I'll admit that.
Woman, please! Stop talking about me to my BOYFRIEND. It's not like he'll keep your conversations to himself! What in the world is going on in your head?! I've done such before and that's why I don't do it anymore because I realize it's so goddamn stupid and wrong. Well, unlike you, I didn't go off constantly; texting every little bit of shit you can make up about me and everything I trusted you with. It's truly sad and pathetic! I'd rather you say your shit to me so I could laugh in your face then knock you out cold and throw you on the street. "She started quoting bands when we argued!" Uhm, who the hell does that?! I don't even REMEMBER doing that stupidass shit! Oh, and when I ask for an example of a quote, you say, "Oh, I don't remember." Exactly how I predicted your answer would come out. Wow, if you're gonna do that back it up with some more lies and make it actually SOUNDS like it happened. I literally started laughing and rolling on the ground when I read your response!
Besides from that, school dragged on but it was pretty cool. I tested out my new classes today! Physics is confusing due to the weird explanations the teacher gives out, but I'll manage.
I met new people in my gym class! Ariel, June, and a few others. I basically talked to my old AVID classmates during one half of Gym though, but they're awesome. I guess the only thing I'm worried about for gym would be:
1. My gun is fucking cocked again because that one girl is in the same period. (Luckily she's in another class.)
2. There's this guy who was basically cheating on his girlfriend (my friend) by flirting with me over facebook messages, so I told her, blocked him, and he might try to kill me. Hurhur. *hides*
3. Gym teacher's workouts.
I'm going to try doing track and swim team this year. I'll try and see if I can last track/swimming every other day. I want to set up Polynesian club soon since I'm vice president this year, but I'm not sure how the president feels about it. Well, it isn't my choice, but I'd prefer if we started practicing earlier than last year.
Derrick ended up changing his schedule and getting into six of my classes. OH, MY GOD! WHY?!
Just kidding. I love him.
Au revoir mon amis.
Woman, please! Stop talking about me to my BOYFRIEND. It's not like he'll keep your conversations to himself! What in the world is going on in your head?! I've done such before and that's why I don't do it anymore because I realize it's so goddamn stupid and wrong. Well, unlike you, I didn't go off constantly; texting every little bit of shit you can make up about me and everything I trusted you with. It's truly sad and pathetic! I'd rather you say your shit to me so I could laugh in your face then knock you out cold and throw you on the street. "She started quoting bands when we argued!" Uhm, who the hell does that?! I don't even REMEMBER doing that stupidass shit! Oh, and when I ask for an example of a quote, you say, "Oh, I don't remember." Exactly how I predicted your answer would come out. Wow, if you're gonna do that back it up with some more lies and make it actually SOUNDS like it happened. I literally started laughing and rolling on the ground when I read your response!
Besides from that, school dragged on but it was pretty cool. I tested out my new classes today! Physics is confusing due to the weird explanations the teacher gives out, but I'll manage.
I met new people in my gym class! Ariel, June, and a few others. I basically talked to my old AVID classmates during one half of Gym though, but they're awesome. I guess the only thing I'm worried about for gym would be:
1. My gun is fucking cocked again because that one girl is in the same period. (Luckily she's in another class.)
2. There's this guy who was basically cheating on his girlfriend (my friend) by flirting with me over facebook messages, so I told her, blocked him, and he might try to kill me. Hurhur. *hides*
3. Gym teacher's workouts.
I'm going to try doing track and swim team this year. I'll try and see if I can last track/swimming every other day. I want to set up Polynesian club soon since I'm vice president this year, but I'm not sure how the president feels about it. Well, it isn't my choice, but I'd prefer if we started practicing earlier than last year.
Derrick ended up changing his schedule and getting into six of my classes. OH, MY GOD! WHY?!
Just kidding. I love him.
Au revoir mon amis.
20100818
142 ; [Shut Your Eyes, Close Your Mouth and Don't Cry When I Kick You]
Today went well.
"My libido."
Another thing:
cocking my fake gun to my head while you're standing right in front of me and pulling the trigger. Is this considered being mean? I hope it is because all I feel like doing at this point is making those hopes of ever speaking to me again drop harder and harder each day. Look what I've become. -insert heart-shaped wingding here-
"My libido."
Another thing:
cocking my fake gun to my head while you're standing right in front of me and pulling the trigger. Is this considered being mean? I hope it is because all I feel like doing at this point is making those hopes of ever speaking to me again drop harder and harder each day. Look what I've become. -insert heart-shaped wingding here-
20100817
141 ; [First Experience]
Knights of Round ~ Touhou Rock/Metal 1
Today was a few of my firsts:
1. The feeling of being "popular" - Not exactly ME, but my backpack was famous today in school. "So, the word on the street is that you have one awesome backpack" "I love your backpack!" "You're backpack is so awesome!" *ahem* Future designer. Just kidding.
2. Having to change my schedule - Fucking nightmare.
During fifth period, my temporary English teacher got pissed and had everybody in her class that was in an Academy leave and go to Counciling. Thing is, she sent the wrong people out to get their schedules changed so a whole chunk of us got ours jumbled up. Our class was double booked with 47 people in it, which was obviously incorrect. Plus, everybody in the school's schedule was messed up because of the system crash a few weeks ago. You can say our school is really effed up this year. At least the school is painted a nicer color and we got a brand new shiny gate entrance.
Well, my new schedule since I desperately needed to get out of Chemistry is:
Downside to this would be NO CLASSES WITH JOANNIE (NOOO), only one class with Sienna and Wendy, one class with my gun loaded and pointed to my head, I might have to take weightlifting in the MORNING if I need it.
Upside would be I still have four classes with Derrick, English with Betsy, less classes with a gun loaded and pointed to my head, and no freshman asking "are you a freshman too?!".
Continuing with my firsts.
3. Semi-true rumors being spread about me? - I told Sienna (a girl I met for the first time this year.) that I was going to join Lincoln's swimteam as soon as I found my inhaler and the meeting started up. Weird, I never told her I was a GOOD swimmer and somehow people find that I'm a "reaaaaallly swimmer" and I'm going to join the team when it's possible. I'm only good at sprinting freestyle. haha.
Something that pissed me off today?
I guess you can say this girl that made me really upset last year SMILED at me like a, "Truce?" type of thing. I guess you can say I'm being the bad person right now since I gave her a sort of scowl with burning hatred. I don't know, when she smiled I just wanted to pounce and rip off that mouth of hers. I've really never felt this way before towards someone. Plus when Derrick asked if she'd apologize to me I responded "NO FUCKING WAY." before he could even finish his sentence. I know it's really mean of me, but I hold grudges when it comes to things like this. I'm seirously mad! Even if we were good friends at a point, I can't say I trust her anymore. I can't put up with it, alright? Maybe in the future someday, but not now; I don't have time for drama at a time like this.
Today was a few of my firsts:
1. The feeling of being "popular" - Not exactly ME, but my backpack was famous today in school. "So, the word on the street is that you have one awesome backpack" "I love your backpack!" "You're backpack is so awesome!" *ahem* Future designer. Just kidding.
2. Having to change my schedule - Fucking nightmare.
During fifth period, my temporary English teacher got pissed and had everybody in her class that was in an Academy leave and go to Counciling. Thing is, she sent the wrong people out to get their schedules changed so a whole chunk of us got ours jumbled up. Our class was double booked with 47 people in it, which was obviously incorrect. Plus, everybody in the school's schedule was messed up because of the system crash a few weeks ago. You can say our school is really effed up this year. At least the school is painted a nicer color and we got a brand new shiny gate entrance.
Well, my new schedule since I desperately needed to get out of Chemistry is:
1. Geometry 1 (Gerek)
2.Computer Art 1 (Campisano)
3.French 3 (Doherty)
4. Gym 3 (Ferrigno)
5. 10th Honors English (Crotwell)
6. Physics 1 (Jou)
7. Modern World 1 (Kaufmann)
Downside to this would be NO CLASSES WITH JOANNIE (NOOO), only one class with Sienna and Wendy, one class with my gun loaded and pointed to my head, I might have to take weightlifting in the MORNING if I need it.
Upside would be I still have four classes with Derrick, English with Betsy, less classes with a gun loaded and pointed to my head, and no freshman asking "are you a freshman too?!".
Continuing with my firsts.
3. Semi-true rumors being spread about me? - I told Sienna (a girl I met for the first time this year.) that I was going to join Lincoln's swimteam as soon as I found my inhaler and the meeting started up. Weird, I never told her I was a GOOD swimmer and somehow people find that I'm a "reaaaaallly swimmer" and I'm going to join the team when it's possible. I'm only good at sprinting freestyle. haha.
Something that pissed me off today?
I guess you can say this girl that made me really upset last year SMILED at me like a, "Truce?" type of thing. I guess you can say I'm being the bad person right now since I gave her a sort of scowl with burning hatred. I don't know, when she smiled I just wanted to pounce and rip off that mouth of hers. I've really never felt this way before towards someone. Plus when Derrick asked if she'd apologize to me I responded "NO FUCKING WAY." before he could even finish his sentence. I know it's really mean of me, but I hold grudges when it comes to things like this. I'm seirously mad! Even if we were good friends at a point, I can't say I trust her anymore. I can't put up with it, alright? Maybe in the future someday, but not now; I don't have time for drama at a time like this.
20100816
140 ; [First Come, First Serve]
The school's system crashed and screwed up all of our schedules. Some people have three seventh periods or like me, didn't get the English class I wanted since I freakin' did the homework for it during Summer. Well, I got into Chemistry! (Yaaay.) Now, I'm transferring out because I don't know jack-shit. I'm going to Physics instead and getting my schedule changed up so that I can get into honors English since I really worked for that.
My Modern World teacher is just plain awesome, my temporary English teacher is a bassist in a heavy metal band and has one sexyass guitar in her classroom, my Chemistry teacher reminds me of a super-cool mad scientist, my French teacher is also the weightlifting coach AND is also my Gym teacher, and my Computer Art's teacher is totally chill. This year is going to be somewhat awesome. I'm so hyped up right now!
Oh, Derrick got my ring stuck on his finger and we had to rub hand sanitizer all over his finger until it slid off. What an adorable dork. (Insert indescribable amount of love here.)
I swear, I had no clue how to do any of the problems in Chemistry. I'm totally out and wish my comrades good luck. Jeez.
I need to pee.
My Modern World teacher is just plain awesome, my temporary English teacher is a bassist in a heavy metal band and has one sexyass guitar in her classroom, my Chemistry teacher reminds me of a super-cool mad scientist, my French teacher is also the weightlifting coach AND is also my Gym teacher, and my Computer Art's teacher is totally chill. This year is going to be somewhat awesome. I'm so hyped up right now!
Oh, Derrick got my ring stuck on his finger and we had to rub hand sanitizer all over his finger until it slid off. What an adorable dork. (Insert indescribable amount of love here.)
I swear, I had no clue how to do any of the problems in Chemistry. I'm totally out and wish my comrades good luck. Jeez.
I need to pee.
20100815
139 ; [Get Your Shit Together]
Omen - The Prodigy
I'm slowly falling in love with this song again. I remember when I heard this in Kick-Ass, I literally squealed and screamed 'OMEN. OH, MY FUCKNG GOD!'
Got a load of new rings today from Macy's and two new honkers on my wall. My mom bought me a Scott Pilgrim movie poster and a "La Tour Eiffel" photograph. I'm going to get my very first roll of film developed so that I can slap it onto my wall of photos, which is obviously a new art project of mine.
My current list of projects would be:
-Sharpie Backpack designing
-Photo "wallpaper"
-Cardboard Sharpie art
-Custom t-shirt designs
-Usual manga works (starting commissions for *cha-ching*.)
-Alice's super belated bday present and Derrick and Jolie's artwork requests.
Things I would like to do:
NEVER BECOME FAMOUS FOR THIS BULL.
Tomorrow is school; damn SFUSD.
My dad is dropping me off near Derrick's house so we can trudge up the hill to school. It's a good thing I'm bringing a container of Skippy's Peanutbutter for us to lick/eat. (However you eat this delicious shit.)
Alarm set to 5:40 AM and I'm going to bed.
Au revoir mon amis.
I'm slowly falling in love with this song again. I remember when I heard this in Kick-Ass, I literally squealed and screamed 'OMEN. OH, MY FUCKNG GOD!'
Got a load of new rings today from Macy's and two new honkers on my wall. My mom bought me a Scott Pilgrim movie poster and a "La Tour Eiffel" photograph. I'm going to get my very first roll of film developed so that I can slap it onto my wall of photos, which is obviously a new art project of mine.
My current list of projects would be:
-Sharpie Backpack designing
-Photo "wallpaper"
-Cardboard Sharpie art
-Custom t-shirt designs
-Usual manga works (starting commissions for *cha-ching*.)
-Alice's super belated bday present and Derrick and Jolie's artwork requests.
Things I would like to do:
NEVER BECOME FAMOUS FOR THIS BULL.
Tomorrow is school; damn SFUSD.
My dad is dropping me off near Derrick's house so we can trudge up the hill to school. It's a good thing I'm bringing a container of Skippy's Peanutbutter for us to lick/eat. (However you eat this delicious shit.)
Alarm set to 5:40 AM and I'm going to bed.
Au revoir mon amis.
20100814
138 ; [Last Saturday of 2010 Summer]
I spent it doing this:
Sorry if you're getting sick of seeing this picture since it was basically plastered to the Facebook dash this morning. Screen toning takes less time than actually rubbing it on a piece of paper, but still took hours to perfect. I'm wasting my life doing this shit. I'm doing another dA/YT disappearance act this school year.
Miss May I - Our Kings
I love Miss May I for not the screams, but the guitar and drums. Simply amazing.
My mom bought me ten new rolls of Fujifilm since I've been on a picture taking rage lately. She says I've got a good eye for somebody who hasn't taken a photography class so far. I believe I got it from her since she has an awesome eye in photography. She told me she got published in a magazine for a photo she took in Hawai'i. I was very impressed when she told me this.
Well, there's this one photo I'm worried about, I was taking one of Derrick and he was like, "OH, NO PAPARAZZI!" on me and moved about while the shutter went off. I hope it came out good, otherwise, it'll be his head. Aha.
Bitch attempt 1:
So many people think of me so high up there when they have no clue how many other's can easily slam my head into the dirt with their foot. I'm not fucking talented at all, all I can do is DRAW. Thanks and I hope you think hard about that and feel all depressed because you know you stand no chance out there. (This is what I say to little kids that think my drawings are "pro". I crush their little dreams. It's the easiest way to kill off new competitors. LMFAO DELICIOUS. [Did I prove that I can be a real bitch yet?! D:<] )
Happy birthday, Father.
Okay, bye.
Sorry if you're getting sick of seeing this picture since it was basically plastered to the Facebook dash this morning. Screen toning takes less time than actually rubbing it on a piece of paper, but still took hours to perfect. I'm wasting my life doing this shit. I'm doing another dA/YT disappearance act this school year.
Miss May I - Our Kings
I love Miss May I for not the screams, but the guitar and drums. Simply amazing.
My mom bought me ten new rolls of Fujifilm since I've been on a picture taking rage lately. She says I've got a good eye for somebody who hasn't taken a photography class so far. I believe I got it from her since she has an awesome eye in photography. She told me she got published in a magazine for a photo she took in Hawai'i. I was very impressed when she told me this.
Well, there's this one photo I'm worried about, I was taking one of Derrick and he was like, "OH, NO PAPARAZZI!" on me and moved about while the shutter went off. I hope it came out good, otherwise, it'll be his head. Aha.
Bitch attempt 1:
So many people think of me so high up there when they have no clue how many other's can easily slam my head into the dirt with their foot. I'm not fucking talented at all, all I can do is DRAW. Thanks and I hope you think hard about that and feel all depressed because you know you stand no chance out there. (This is what I say to little kids that think my drawings are "pro". I crush their little dreams. It's the easiest way to kill off new competitors. LMFAO DELICIOUS. [Did I prove that I can be a real bitch yet?! D:<] )
Happy birthday, Father.
Okay, bye.
20100813
137 ; [Pilgrim]
Scott Pilgrim VS. The World was amazing! I guess you could place it next to Kick-Ass which is on my favorite movie list. I would say it's like watching one awesome videogame. I shan't spoil it for you readers that haven't seen it yet.
(C77)[同人音楽][Re:Volte] Bad Apple!!
Relaxing? I haven't listened to Touhou in a long time.
Right now I'm just penciling in some designs for my backpack and playing with my Canon's "new" flash. My mom bought me a used one online and it still works perfectly! I've actually covered quite a bit of my wall so far with photos and printouts.
Pictures of how my white Jansport backpack looks so far. Blogger uploader sucks like hell. You can click for full sizes.
I guess this is what happens to your backpack when you invite Derrick over to your house. Just kidding. :9
Today, my dad bought me a baseball shirt with a list of mustaches on it and a Never Shout Never mustache necklace. I don't like them all that much except for their song 'Big City Dreams'. I also got a new pair of faux gages and plugs.
(C77)[同人音楽][Re:Volte] Bad Apple!!
Relaxing? I haven't listened to Touhou in a long time.
Right now I'm just penciling in some designs for my backpack and playing with my Canon's "new" flash. My mom bought me a used one online and it still works perfectly! I've actually covered quite a bit of my wall so far with photos and printouts.
Pictures of how my white Jansport backpack looks so far. Blogger uploader sucks like hell. You can click for full sizes.
Today, my dad bought me a baseball shirt with a list of mustaches on it and a Never Shout Never mustache necklace. I don't like them all that much except for their song 'Big City Dreams'. I also got a new pair of faux gages and plugs.
20100811
136 ; [Sexy Can I?]
Adore the guitar and piano in this song, though I cannot understand the band's screams OR singing. Thank you, Derrick for showing me this guys channel(TiientJ)!
I hate YouTube's new player format. Just saying.
Today my dad dropped me off at Borders at Stones to meet up with Derrick. We just hung out for awhile until about one then we headed to my house since I found an easy route from 19th. I never noticed that bus until my mom told me it runs from 19th to our house. I'm so fail; I've lived there for years and I had no clue that that bus even ran there.
Well, when we arrived, I didn't know if my dad and sister were home yet so I did my signature doorbell ringing(This is where I use my videogame control smashing skills to ring the doorbell 50 times in a row.) They wouldn't even answer the door until I did that. My sister's reaction, "Oh, dad Jazmine's ringing the doorbell."
Dad was preparing lunch for us; spaghetti in a meat sauce that my mom prepared early in the morning baked in a pan served with bread. It was hecka good. Derrick agreed; he ate three servings. aha.
Afterward we looked at photos from Florida and Nevada. Of course he laughed at all my posed "moded" pictures. Jolie says I have adorable facial expressions when they all look like I'm either taking a crap or I'm just plain retarded looking. Then we took pictures, but then my stupid phone didn't save them. I was sorta upset because they were REALLY nice looking. Darn Blackberry Bold! So high-tech yet you can't save simple pictures.
Derrick has a cool phone.
I think this outfit is simply adorable. (via #FashionFever) I be big fan of lady's taste in fashion.
20100808
135 ; [Clubmasters]
Ice Nine Kills - Newton's Third Law of Knives in the Back
Holy shit.
My mom's friend gave me a discount on some Ray-Ban Clubmasters the other day. I'm freaking out! It's so sexy and vintage. So, the original price? $220. The discounted price? $150. One of the ladies that worked at the place was standing behind me putting thumbs up while I just gawked at the lady who discounted it. I couldn't stop thanking my mom after that.
Today, I got more rings, shoes, a new hoodie, school supplies, and a fucking stomach ache. I also got a "haircut". If I don't part my hair correctly, it looks exactly the same as before, but when I put it up, I look like one of those boy's that need a haircut because it's too long.
Yesterday, I bought some vintage necklace pendants that I'll be working with later on in the week. I need to buy pendant clamps so that it'll stay on a chain. I one piece that is in the shape of those old bikes; huge wheel in the front, small in the back. I also bought one with a bird, a griffin, and some light silver material in the shape of leaves.
I plan on making a suede headband with feathers and beads, but I feel like this is a project I will end up giving up. I might just buy one on UrbanOutfitters since it looks so nice. Most likely it'll be adjustable too and I'd wear it more often.
Some reason, I've been feeling sick about my life. I just want this year to go good and there won't be another stupid bitch trying to make up fail rumors about me and people won't be so fucking gullible about it. I hate those people so much.I might accidentally kill them if they dare try to pull that bullshit again. Just kidding. I'm just creative and have internet connection. Dumbshit.
Holy shit.
My mom's friend gave me a discount on some Ray-Ban Clubmasters the other day. I'm freaking out! It's so sexy and vintage. So, the original price? $220. The discounted price? $150. One of the ladies that worked at the place was standing behind me putting thumbs up while I just gawked at the lady who discounted it. I couldn't stop thanking my mom after that.
Today, I got more rings, shoes, a new hoodie, school supplies, and a fucking stomach ache. I also got a "haircut". If I don't part my hair correctly, it looks exactly the same as before, but when I put it up, I look like one of those boy's that need a haircut because it's too long.
Yesterday, I bought some vintage necklace pendants that I'll be working with later on in the week. I need to buy pendant clamps so that it'll stay on a chain. I one piece that is in the shape of those old bikes; huge wheel in the front, small in the back. I also bought one with a bird, a griffin, and some light silver material in the shape of leaves.
I plan on making a suede headband with feathers and beads, but I feel like this is a project I will end up giving up. I might just buy one on UrbanOutfitters since it looks so nice. Most likely it'll be adjustable too and I'd wear it more often.
Some reason, I've been feeling sick about my life. I just want this year to go good and there won't be another stupid bitch trying to make up fail rumors about me and people won't be so fucking gullible about it. I hate those people so much.I might accidentally kill them if they dare try to pull that bullshit again. Just kidding. I'm just creative and have internet connection. Dumbshit.
20100806
134 ; [Purple]
So, I was minding my own business when--
OH, NO! PURPLE CONCOCTION!
Yeah, my mom made me a blackberry smoothie. o_o
It tastes funky, but it has this creamy texture that I just love to have crawl down my throat. Yum.
OH, NO! PURPLE CONCOCTION!
Yeah, my mom made me a blackberry smoothie. o_o
It tastes funky, but it has this creamy texture that I just love to have crawl down my throat. Yum.
133 ; [YESSS]
My mom thought I was stoned the other night on Sharpies. ew.
Derrick comes home tonight!
Jolie comes home tomorrow!
I'm excited!
Oh, Happy Mustache Day, Joannie!
The Lincoln Mustaches rule. Hurhur. :{D
I can't wait for Halloween to come up just so I can use this song in a speedpaint. I'm lame.
Marilyn Manson - This Is Halloween
I love Disney for this.
Derrick comes home tonight!
Jolie comes home tomorrow!
I'm excited!
Oh, Happy Mustache Day, Joannie!
The Lincoln Mustaches rule. Hurhur. :{D
I can't wait for Halloween to come up just so I can use this song in a speedpaint. I'm lame.
Marilyn Manson - This Is Halloween
I love Disney for this.
20100805
132 ; [MIKA vs RedOne]
Mika - Kick Ass (Prod. By RedOne)
I'm not saying I love it, but it sounds good? haha.
I'm not saying I love it, but it sounds good? haha.
20100803
131 ; [Conversation]
[11:32:05 PM] JZ: ANIMAL CRUELTY!
[11:32:09 PM] JK: wtfff
[11:32:13 PM] JZ: LOL
[11:32:14 PM] JZ: dude
[11:32:14 PM] JK: YOU'RE CALLING MY MUSTACHE
[11:32:16 PM] JK: AN ANIMAL?
[11:32:16 PM] JK: LOL
[11:32:18 PM] JZ: yes
[11:32:09 PM] JK: wtfff
[11:32:13 PM] JZ: LOL
[11:32:14 PM] JZ: dude
[11:32:14 PM] JK: YOU'RE CALLING MY MUSTACHE
[11:32:16 PM] JK: AN ANIMAL?
[11:32:16 PM] JK: LOL
[11:32:18 PM] JZ: yes
130 ; [Lactose Intolerant]
(From Kick-Ass) Primal Scream - Can't Go Back
I loved this movie so much, especially the killing. Well, it was mostly killing anyway.
Like I told my friend Fiona over FaceBook, "I'm lactose intolerant and milk makes me fart." I'd like to add that corn makes me fart too. Hope you enjoy that, babes. (Yes, this is how I pick up the hot babes.)
Oh, here's something I wrote on my Tumblr after seeing this photograph by #weblockoutthesun.
Ah, this morning my mom told me I had a dentist appointment to get a sealant because one of my back teeth is close to getting a cavity. Too much candy. *winkwink* Well, my dad, sister and I went over to the office and they told us we didn't have an appointment, but since I brought my retainer, they cleaned it for me and got the bottom adjusted. I only need to wear the bottom for three more months and I think I'll be good for the rest of my life. I have my actual sealant appointment on Thursday.
Ah, now after drinking this coffee milk tea from Quickly, I feel the need to fart and pee. Thanks.
Au Revoir!
I loved this movie so much, especially the killing. Well, it was mostly killing anyway.
Like I told my friend Fiona over FaceBook, "I'm lactose intolerant and milk makes me fart." I'd like to add that corn makes me fart too. Hope you enjoy that, babes. (Yes, this is how I pick up the hot babes.)
Oh, here's something I wrote on my Tumblr after seeing this photograph by #weblockoutthesun.
This would be the last way I’d like to die.
I want to die a painless death, one where I can lay in a hospital bed hopefully with the one I love by my side holding my hand and I can say “I love you”.
I want to be able to tell everybody that I love thank you for a wonderful life and that I enjoyed every second of it no matter what was thrown at me.
I’d like to die old.
Ah, this morning my mom told me I had a dentist appointment to get a sealant because one of my back teeth is close to getting a cavity. Too much candy. *winkwink* Well, my dad, sister and I went over to the office and they told us we didn't have an appointment, but since I brought my retainer, they cleaned it for me and got the bottom adjusted. I only need to wear the bottom for three more months and I think I'll be good for the rest of my life. I have my actual sealant appointment on Thursday.
Ah, now after drinking this coffee milk tea from Quickly, I feel the need to fart and pee. Thanks.
Au Revoir!
20100802
129 ; [My Boy It's Dagger]
The Fratellis - Chelsea Dagger
I adore this song. I'd like to spend a day with a girl like Dagger. loljk. (I'm such a lesbo.) I still need new Screamo.. ; m ;
I adore this song. I'd like to spend a day with a girl like Dagger. loljk. (I'm such a lesbo.) I still need new Screamo.. ; m ;
128 ; [Talk like an Angel]
Elvis Presley - Devil in Disguise
Oh, jeez, I just had a Elvis moment. Whenever I think about Elvis, I think about the beautiful Hawaiian islands and how I want to live on Oahu North Shore. North Shore is simply amazing and has a great view of the ocean.
So, obviously my mom isn't going to get me my new board and refuses to even let me get it when it's on sale. What the hell? Oh, well. I don't care if I don't get it anymore; I'll just steal my old one back from my cousin. Hurhur.
To you,
I have no gain in lying to you about something like this, especially since I barely know you. You need to trust me because I don't want you to suffer what I went though. My heart ached for years after going through something like that. You don't deserve to have an asshole do this to you. Just hear me out and believe what I say. I don't want such a wonderful person like you to get hurt.
Oh, jeez, I just had a Elvis moment. Whenever I think about Elvis, I think about the beautiful Hawaiian islands and how I want to live on Oahu North Shore. North Shore is simply amazing and has a great view of the ocean.
So, obviously my mom isn't going to get me my new board and refuses to even let me get it when it's on sale. What the hell? Oh, well. I don't care if I don't get it anymore; I'll just steal my old one back from my cousin. Hurhur.
To you,
I have no gain in lying to you about something like this, especially since I barely know you. You need to trust me because I don't want you to suffer what I went though. My heart ached for years after going through something like that. You don't deserve to have an asshole do this to you. Just hear me out and believe what I say. I don't want such a wonderful person like you to get hurt.
20100801
127 ; [I Want It THAT Way]
So, after being traumatized by my friends Wilson and Calvin singing Back Street Boy's music on Skype, I had a nightmare that Derrick sang 'I Want It That Way' to me. Well, it was a nightmare because I wanted to be the one singing it to him.
Back Street Boys - I Want it That Way
I mean seriously, who's never heard or sang to a Back Street Boy song before? If that person is you, you've lived one sad life. (A life where you haven't become gay. Just kidding.)
I wish Summer would end because this is one "shithole" of a vacation.
Jason and I miss Derrick; come home already you tanned dork. :c
Apparently, Derrick almost got arrested? Bringing your troublemaking over to NY I see. Aha. (His dad set off an alarm before getting onto the train over to New York.)
AND he and his brother almost got hit by cars.. -_____- I'm suppose to be the reckless one running around in the street! I'm glad they're safe. <3
Back Street Boys - I Want it That Way
I mean seriously, who's never heard or sang to a Back Street Boy song before? If that person is you, you've lived one sad life. (A life where you haven't become gay. Just kidding.)
I wish Summer would end because this is one "shithole" of a vacation.
Jason and I miss Derrick; come home already you tanned dork. :c
Apparently, Derrick almost got arrested? Bringing your troublemaking over to NY I see. Aha. (His dad set off an alarm before getting onto the train over to New York.)
AND he and his brother almost got hit by cars.. -_____- I'm suppose to be the reckless one running around in the street! I'm glad they're safe. <3
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