I'm finally home. Now I'm going to continue my life as a sloth.
Oh, I finally bought a reusable water bottle and "go green" tote. Well, yeah. I covered up my horrid walls with large, blown up photos from Ikea. (Of course with frames.) I also bought a Hello Kitty ring! You have no clue how excited I am.
Well, now that I'm back, I'll be working on Alice's belated birthday present and Derrick's speedpaint. Plus all the other requests for YouTube/WeeGeeMS.
Lets see...
Oh, while rafting in Nevada, my sister and mom fell out when we hit rapids. Thankfully, there were two workers at that point of the river and they caught them before they hit rocks. They didn't have bad injuries, just small cuts on their feet. My mom also lost her glasses and ring in the river, which she is trying to get back since the workers there go scuba diving for lost items. Hopefully they'll find the ring, I don't think she'll care much for the glasses since she got a new pair from LensCrafters in Sparks.
Well, I'm off to "work". (also known as sleeping and eating and webcamming with strange people like Jason. Just kidding, man.)
Au Revoir.
20100730
20100726
125; [Terrified]
I have this fear, a fear of a person's reaction.
It's hard to tell who I can trust lately, but the one I say I do trust, I just can't open up. I'm ashamed of myself; can't even open up to somebody I like a lot and trust. I feel so bottled up because of this fear. It's beyond stupid. It's gotten so bad that I rarely talk about myself and nobody knows a thing about me. The only thing they do know is that I can listen and tell them how I feel about THEIR life. I'm scared of what others will think, scared how they will react. And because of this, I ruined a really close friendship with someone. Someone wonderful and caring, talented and gentle, one of the smartest girls you'll ever meet. Then because I couldn't speak up, I lost another..and another..and another. I'm sad that I can only speak like this through a monitor and not to a face, with my fingers and not my lips. The only thing I do now is damage my eyes.
This is a problem.
I'm scared.
It's hard to tell who I can trust lately, but the one I say I do trust, I just can't open up. I'm ashamed of myself; can't even open up to somebody I like a lot and trust. I feel so bottled up because of this fear. It's beyond stupid. It's gotten so bad that I rarely talk about myself and nobody knows a thing about me. The only thing they do know is that I can listen and tell them how I feel about THEIR life. I'm scared of what others will think, scared how they will react. And because of this, I ruined a really close friendship with someone. Someone wonderful and caring, talented and gentle, one of the smartest girls you'll ever meet. Then because I couldn't speak up, I lost another..and another..and another. I'm sad that I can only speak like this through a monitor and not to a face, with my fingers and not my lips. The only thing I do now is damage my eyes.
This is a problem.
I'm scared.
20100725
20100724
123 ; [Skadouch-ing]
Human-The Killers
Okay, I've almost lost my ability to do any writing, so before I attempt to do my second essay and fix up my questions for My Antonia, I'm going to type my Florida 2010 story.(Whatever you'd like to call it.) DISNEYWORLD, BITCH.
Day One:
People: Cousin, sister, uncle, mom, dad, aunt, aunt's boyfriend, and me.
The day before, I slept at 11pm and woke up at 5am and that still wasn't early enough for my family. Everybody was showered and dressed while I wasn't; bedhead, still wearing my Hoover shorts and 'I ♥ SF' shirt. Of course in the end, I was ready and into the taxi with my bags before everyone else. That's how I roll.
We arrived in Atlanta at about 2pm EST then Orlando at 3. Let me tell you, Orlando was hot as hell and was the only place where I was excused to wear my booty shorts. (Pft, and nobody would tell somebody else to call me a hooker. What a loser.) Anyway, we stayed in a larger suit this year; two bedrooms, living room, two bathrooms, spa/hot tub, kitchen, patio, and dining room. I'd have to say that it was pretty nice plus the AC and two fans made every warm and sticky night a good one. Haha. We ate at Rainforest Cafe then bought caramel apples with peanuts.
Day Two:
Basically the first day of themeparks, we went to Magic Kingdom. This park made me feel like a little kid running around Disney Land again. We went to Crystal Palace to eat first; home of Winnie the Pooh and friends. C: I adore how they had this little march every few minutes with the characters and little kids dining there. My uncle was harassing the characters though. Every chance he got to take a picture with a character, he'd hug them and kiss them while we took pictures, then when they'd walk away he'd slap them on the butt.
Oh, my mom would call waiters by their first names too. "HANSSAN! Can we get more water?"
That day blowed when it came to rides; EVERYTHING BROKE DOWN. Example, we waited about an hour and a half to get to the middle of Space Mountain's line then BAM, the ride brakes down. Another would be where we headed for Pirates of the Caribbean. The ride died right when we entered the door. We're awesome like that..
In the end we were able to actually ride everything because of the VIP Magical Hours. Since we stayed at the resort, we got to stay inside the park from 11pm to 2am. I love the resort. LOL.
Day Three:
Animal Kingdom was the next stop. I dragged my cousin onto Dinosaur and she screamed so loud, but she won't admit it. Or maybe that was my dad, I'm not too sure.
We rode Mount Everest too. That ride is only the shit when you sit in the back. Seriously.
Day Four:
Swimming at the resort pool.
Day Five:
Hollywood Studios. We watched the car stunt show brought over from the French Disneyland. It was pretty good, but hella European people where there. LOL. No surprise there. I think Derrick would've liked it since he likes cars. c: Well, more like love. aha. (love)
Nobody went on the Tower of Terror with me so I didn't wanna go by myself. Wahh pussy moment.
Just some pictures.
done done done. dead.
Okay, I've almost lost my ability to do any writing, so before I attempt to do my second essay and fix up my questions for My Antonia, I'm going to type my Florida 2010 story.(Whatever you'd like to call it.) DISNEYWORLD, BITCH.
Day One:
People: Cousin, sister, uncle, mom, dad, aunt, aunt's boyfriend, and me.
The day before, I slept at 11pm and woke up at 5am and that still wasn't early enough for my family. Everybody was showered and dressed while I wasn't; bedhead, still wearing my Hoover shorts and 'I ♥ SF' shirt. Of course in the end, I was ready and into the taxi with my bags before everyone else. That's how I roll.
We arrived in Atlanta at about 2pm EST then Orlando at 3. Let me tell you, Orlando was hot as hell and was the only place where I was excused to wear my booty shorts. (Pft, and nobody would tell somebody else to call me a hooker. What a loser.) Anyway, we stayed in a larger suit this year; two bedrooms, living room, two bathrooms, spa/hot tub, kitchen, patio, and dining room. I'd have to say that it was pretty nice plus the AC and two fans made every warm and sticky night a good one. Haha. We ate at Rainforest Cafe then bought caramel apples with peanuts.
Day Two:
Basically the first day of themeparks, we went to Magic Kingdom. This park made me feel like a little kid running around Disney Land again. We went to Crystal Palace to eat first; home of Winnie the Pooh and friends. C: I adore how they had this little march every few minutes with the characters and little kids dining there. My uncle was harassing the characters though. Every chance he got to take a picture with a character, he'd hug them and kiss them while we took pictures, then when they'd walk away he'd slap them on the butt.
Oh, my mom would call waiters by their first names too. "HANSSAN! Can we get more water?"
That day blowed when it came to rides; EVERYTHING BROKE DOWN. Example, we waited about an hour and a half to get to the middle of Space Mountain's line then BAM, the ride brakes down. Another would be where we headed for Pirates of the Caribbean. The ride died right when we entered the door. We're awesome like that..
In the end we were able to actually ride everything because of the VIP Magical Hours. Since we stayed at the resort, we got to stay inside the park from 11pm to 2am. I love the resort. LOL.
Day Three:
Animal Kingdom was the next stop. I dragged my cousin onto Dinosaur and she screamed so loud, but she won't admit it. Or maybe that was my dad, I'm not too sure.
We rode Mount Everest too. That ride is only the shit when you sit in the back. Seriously.
Day Four:
Swimming at the resort pool.
Day Five:
Hollywood Studios. We watched the car stunt show brought over from the French Disneyland. It was pretty good, but hella European people where there. LOL. No surprise there. I think Derrick would've liked it since he likes cars. c: Well, more like love. aha. (love)
Nobody went on the Tower of Terror with me so I didn't wanna go by myself. Wahh pussy moment.
Just some pictures.
done done done. dead.
20100716
122 ; [Dead and Gone]
So, I'm off for FLO-RI-DA tomorrow at five-ish.
Last one before I leave. I'll get back on it and start working on Derrick's speedpaint ASAP.
byebye.
Last one before I leave. I'll get back on it and start working on Derrick's speedpaint ASAP.
byebye.
121 ; [We Tried To Forgive]
Webcam quality always sucks, but here.
Wednesday went well with Derrick. We went to see Toy Story 3 and even though it was like, my third time watching it, it was still awesome. When we were getting snacks the lady at the register told Derrick he had cool hair and to do a "hairflip". I could tell he was quite happy afterwards saying, "At least somebody appreciates my hair!" and I replied, "Yep, Justin. JUST KIDDING. ♥"
Three weeks of loneliness for me. -insert totally faked "yay" here-
Blow It Out - Kyle Andrews
I finally went through Kyle Andrew's music and I realized how much I've missed out on. His music is brilliantly amazing! Now I can't shut the hell up about him.
I need new screamo bands; I've overplayed my Asking Alexandria and Myspace bands.
I found my guitar amp and a pair of Sony headphones.
Tomorrow at 7am I leave for Flo-ri-da again. Aha.
Good day, sir.
Wednesday went well with Derrick. We went to see Toy Story 3 and even though it was like, my third time watching it, it was still awesome. When we were getting snacks the lady at the register told Derrick he had cool hair and to do a "hairflip". I could tell he was quite happy afterwards saying, "At least somebody appreciates my hair!" and I replied, "Yep, Justin. JUST KIDDING. ♥"
Three weeks of loneliness for me. -insert totally faked "yay" here-
Blow It Out - Kyle Andrews
I finally went through Kyle Andrew's music and I realized how much I've missed out on. His music is brilliantly amazing! Now I can't shut the hell up about him.
I need new screamo bands; I've overplayed my Asking Alexandria and Myspace bands.
I found my guitar amp and a pair of Sony headphones.
Tomorrow at 7am I leave for Flo-ri-da again. Aha.
Good day, sir.
20100713
120 ; [The Glorious Life]
First of all, I broke my promise of even attempting to write everyday on this blog. Well, of course I'll be writing during school since there will be much more interesting things going on besides me farting 24/7. Sorry. (Alice, unicorn fart smells like vanilla and a pink one would be strawberry.)
Radiohead - Everything In Its Right Place (Gigamesh Remix)
I found myself falling asleep to this remix of Radiohead. I love Radiohead just because their music is soothing and calm. It also puts me to sleep. pft.
I finally did my Summer homework, well, half of it. I need to pick up my second book tomorrow at Borders. I believe I'm completely screwed with this whole thing. I always bullshit my essays nowadays and they end up making no sense when I go over them. Like a, "it was better in my head." type of thing. Now I have to spend the rest of my summer reading another book and writing a BSed review on it. Aha. Well, Derrick will be on the east coast for two weeks and I'll be down it Orlando again for one.
We're staying in a three bedroom suit with a kitchen and living room. Well, it'll be good to get away from the "nothingness" here in SF. The only thing I look forward to is seeing Derrick all Summer. Well, I like being with him. (SO YAH.)
Wow, thinking about this makes me realize how bad of a year I actually had. Basically losing so many friends because of drama; the stupid unneeded drama. Derrick's friend Jason and I both agree that most drama comes from bitchy women. This is why I'm more straight than lesbian. I HATE A LOT OF WOMEN. It's weird because people point out that I went though a lot of bull when I'm all happy and carefree. Totally bringing me down, people. On the bright side, MY MOM BOUGHT ME STICKY NOTES IN THE SHAPE OF SPEECH BUBBLES. Freakin' sexy shit there.
I officially believe that I'm staying this height for the rest of my life. 5'4. ffff-
I lost my perfection of Billionaire on my uke. I'm getting pissed off at the strumming. -rageface- Oh, and I also can't believe down,down,up,up,down, up is a strumming pattern. I just can't get it.. Let's get dramatic and emo and call that an FML.
Oh, right. I finally got my own room. Party in my pants. Wut.
My sister has too many designer bags and for some reason it bothers me a lot. I think it's the same thing when I have too many video games laying around.
Uhh,I started wearing perfume more often. I've fallen in love with Daisy by Marc Jacobs. Oh, no! I've become a girl. I've ran out of screamo bands to listen to and have resorted back to Japanese/Korean pop. FMLFMLFML(lol stupid emo people.)Well, Derrick showed me quite a bit of bands that I'm starting to like. I also want my Asking Alexandria t-shirt so badly that I'm going to explode soon without it.
Linkin Park's new album is coming out September 14th. I'm beyond excited because it's been forever since their last album! A Thousand Suns.
And last, I've imprinted this in my brain: Nobody is so horrible that they deserve something bad to happen to them.
I've realized that too late, but I'll always remember it now.
Au Revoir.
Radiohead - Everything In Its Right Place (Gigamesh Remix)
I found myself falling asleep to this remix of Radiohead. I love Radiohead just because their music is soothing and calm. It also puts me to sleep. pft.
I finally did my Summer homework, well, half of it. I need to pick up my second book tomorrow at Borders. I believe I'm completely screwed with this whole thing. I always bullshit my essays nowadays and they end up making no sense when I go over them. Like a, "it was better in my head." type of thing. Now I have to spend the rest of my summer reading another book and writing a BSed review on it. Aha. Well, Derrick will be on the east coast for two weeks and I'll be down it Orlando again for one.
We're staying in a three bedroom suit with a kitchen and living room. Well, it'll be good to get away from the "nothingness" here in SF. The only thing I look forward to is seeing Derrick all Summer. Well, I like being with him. (SO YAH.)
Wow, thinking about this makes me realize how bad of a year I actually had. Basically losing so many friends because of drama; the stupid unneeded drama. Derrick's friend Jason and I both agree that most drama comes from bitchy women. This is why I'm more straight than lesbian. I HATE A LOT OF WOMEN. It's weird because people point out that I went though a lot of bull when I'm all happy and carefree. Totally bringing me down, people. On the bright side, MY MOM BOUGHT ME STICKY NOTES IN THE SHAPE OF SPEECH BUBBLES. Freakin' sexy shit there.
I officially believe that I'm staying this height for the rest of my life. 5'4. ffff-
I lost my perfection of Billionaire on my uke. I'm getting pissed off at the strumming. -rageface- Oh, and I also can't believe down,down,up,up,down, up is a strumming pattern. I just can't get it.. Let's get dramatic and emo and call that an FML.
Oh, right. I finally got my own room. Party in my pants. Wut.
My sister has too many designer bags and for some reason it bothers me a lot. I think it's the same thing when I have too many video games laying around.
Uhh,I started wearing perfume more often. I've fallen in love with Daisy by Marc Jacobs. Oh, no! I've become a girl. I've ran out of screamo bands to listen to and have resorted back to Japanese/Korean pop. FMLFMLFML(lol stupid emo people.)Well, Derrick showed me quite a bit of bands that I'm starting to like. I also want my Asking Alexandria t-shirt so badly that I'm going to explode soon without it.
Linkin Park's new album is coming out September 14th. I'm beyond excited because it's been forever since their last album! A Thousand Suns.
And last, I've imprinted this in my brain: Nobody is so horrible that they deserve something bad to happen to them.
I've realized that too late, but I'll always remember it now.
Au Revoir.
20100708
119 ; [Aw, Fuck]
Bleeh. I have a sort of sick feeling in the pit of my stomach.
fuck.
LOLJOSEPH'SEXPRESSIONSARESOFUCKINGADORABLEANDHILARIOUS
fuck.
LOLJOSEPH'SEXPRESSIONSARESOFUCKINGADORABLEANDHILARIOUS
118 ; [Mario...]
Well, yesterday seems like it passed so fast due to all the fun we had together. Yeah, I spent a day with Derrick. How I missed him so. Anywho,
Look what I found via #PhatRei (CLICK THE PICTURE FOR FULL! ; n ;)
It's so hot that I soaked my pants, yo!
Well, I'm off to do more trades, requests, and attempted homework essay.
Look what I found via #PhatRei (CLICK THE PICTURE FOR FULL! ; n ;)
It's so hot that I soaked my pants, yo!
Well, I'm off to do more trades, requests, and attempted homework essay.
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