20100518

81 ; [I'm Not Me]

Cooler Than Me - Mike Posner
Gosh, it's a pretty good song. I need more screamo songs in my ipod..It's being flooded with these songs..

Today?
Oh, BETSY IS BACK! I missed her so much.
Derrick got all the dances down for tomorrow's gym final.

...

I haven't been acting like myself lately.

I'm struggling in life.
I'm so out of it. I can't think anymore!
I feel like I have nothing to fall back on.
I'm not prepared.
I'm not thinking about my future at all.
I'm doing the work, but how well? I can't focus. I can't hear others.

I hate it.