92 ; [The Square Root of The Answer]

So, I bought Vans yesterday because of their 'buy one get one half off' sale. And yes, my mom only agreed to buy them because of the sale. We're so fantabulously Asian. When we were there, my uncle and mom noticed that all the workers there were high. It was hilarious when my uncle messed with them. There was this one lady that go in his way and he goes, "Oh, this worker is nice! She wants to dance with me!" "Yeah, It's been awhile since I've danced. (laughing)" And we were there for awhile so when another worker would ask if we needed help, he'd say, "Oh, no. I'm just waiting for that lady to dance with me again." And she'd laugh and say that she was busy. There was also this guy that kept asking if we wanted to buy socks. I think my mom was starting to get pissed off because she kept saying no and forcing out laughter. "Don't you want socks? We got a lot of socks. You sure you don't want any socks? It's the best kind of socks to go with the best marketed shoes. SOCKS?" Oh, gosh.

Today, Derrick and I went to watch Ironman 2. I still haven't watched the first one so I was somewhat clueless. I only know about Ironman because my dad loved the Marvel comics and I'd read them when I got bored as a kid. It was still awesome? Aha. Afterward, we went on an adventure to the beach. Well, Derrick got his shoes and socks wet because he didn't wanna take them off..Finally he took them off when they got super soaked and heavy. It was weird; we ended up seeing our friends Chloe and Teddy there. For a few seconds, I thought they were random strangers waving at us from the other side of the beach. Well, they could have been.

When we finished our little fun time at the beach, we walked over to Eggettes. Derrick had squishy shoes and I was just tired. We're so perfect for each other; complaining every second of the way.

So, when I got home, we had a BBQ dinner; Steak, quail, mussels, shrimp, rice, and corn. Oddly enough, Derrick's family was having almost the same thing as us. I believe that Derrick is stalking my family and copying everything I do because we have TOO MUCH in common and do a lot of the same things. So creepy.

After I finished dinner, I made a dozen thingies of Taiyaki. I'm in heaven! I can make my own favorite dessert! Well, I'm off to eat some right now.


Well, right now I'm actually practicing my French essay presentation that's coming up soon. I'm so pumped for something like this for once! I'm also drawing a gift for my friend Chelsea, a long time maple friend. Yes, I still keep in contact with my maple friends. Especially with the artists like #Megan and #Anne. Be sure to take a look at their art. They're very popular with the maple players still. I love them lots. aha.

Good night and au revoir.

91 ; [Salty Sea Water]

Billionaire (Remix feat. J.Reyez)- Travis McCoy & Bruno Mars
Found this when I logged onto YouTube. I like the original, but this is nice too.



Today my mom, uncle, sister and I all went to have a picnic on the beach in Monterey. Out of all of them, I ate the most. I was attacking ribs, chicken, bay shrimp, a bajesus load of clam chowder, and some other things I just can't seem to remember. I was just inhaling it all so fast.
I also took this picture of one of the most amazing snacks of my childhood:

Uncle: "So, where are we going now?"
Sister: "The beach."
Uncle: "Don't call me a bitch! I'm just asking. -hmph-"
Sister: " D: "

Tomorrow I'm going out with that special someone.

Au revoir.

90 ; [yum]

Backstabber-Ke$ha
This song describes me and a few other people I know. Kesha is a whore but she's hot. (Not really.)




Because I'm too fucking lazy to write artwork updates on dA right now and I'm already writing on my personal blog,

I just finished this piece of crap and now I'm working on a new ID. It's gonna look like shit too. Hehe. I'll also be working on gifts/fanarts since I'm too lazy to design new characters (persona/OCs) and I believe that I've found some really adorable pieces out there to recreate.

I really hate when sketches look really good and then I make lineart/color for it and it looks like fucking shit. I just want to print out this picture and burn it then take a crap on it. SHIIIT. (LOLBIPOLARACT)

Damn, I've been so out of it lately.

goodnight.

89 ; [I Need a Brush!]

A paint brush is what I seek.
Seriously, I need one to start my black binder, which I jacked from this senior that didn't give a shit. Just kidding, Jesse. Well, I'm going to paint it with whiteout or white paint to go along with my original piece. This binder was inspired by my art buddy, Adrian.


Today was nice. It was better weather, meaning it was much sunnier than yesterday. Second period finals were so easy; I stressed over studying for nothing. Goddamn.

I'm tired and lazy right now. Must get ready for next weeks finals and French presentation.

I have stage fright. Horray.

Au revoir.

88 ; [Rich People]

Goddamn. People have too much money to burn if they ever buy this #Tamagotchi. Fucking crazy ass shit! And it's actually $90 in mint condition.

It seems that every time I find one colored shutter shade, I lose the other. I've been looking for my red pair that I bought last year (2009) for awhile now, and right when I find it, I lose my green pair that I bought this year. Oh, goodness me.


I recently had a conversation on FaceBook with my friends Aaron and Eric. I don't know why but what Aaron said made me laugh for a long time that day.

Eric- darn i forgot to poke you you freaking philipino mixed raced girl ;[ no racial :D
Yesterday at 8:16pm

[You and Aaron 郭耀祖 Kuo like this.]

Aaron-
Filipina Fried Rice :D
Yesterday at 8:16pm ·

Jazmine-
LOL. i like that, Aaron.
Yesterday at 8:19pm ·

Aaron-
Lol is it a real food?
Yesterday at 8:20pm ·

Jazmine-
I don't know. o-o
I'm more white than anything else. LMFAO.
Yesterday at 8:20pm ·

Eric-
i think there is filipino fried rice ahahahs if jazmine makes them its called fili china rice LOL!
Yesterday at 8:21pm ·

Aaron-
Lol. do u have those bigasss holes in ur ear lobe?
Yesterday at 8:21pm ·

Eric-
ahahas nah she just got a fake earring thats it that shiets nasty
Yesterday at 8:21pm ·

Aaron-
Filachineese sounds like her LOL
Yesterday at 8:22pm ·

Jazmine-
it sounds like fillet of fish. o.o
Yesterday at 8:22pm ·

Aaron-
rofl #9 @ McDonalds
Yesterday at 8:22pm ·

Jazmine-
WHY DO YOU KNOW THAT?
Yesterday at 8:29pm

Eric-
ROFL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yesterday at 8:30pm ·

Jazmine-
lolol. Aaron! lmfao.
Yesterday at 8:31pm ·

Aaron-
lol i was just there last last week
Yesterday at 8:31pm ·

Jazmine-
Yeah, LAST WEEK.
Yesterday at 8:33pm ·

I love Joannie. ):
Feel better, Derrick.

My French teacher threatened to lower our essay grades if we didn't staple it together. As SOMEBODY says: "He's such a spaz attack!"

Au revoir.

87 ; [Amazed]

A truly wonderful photo of #nothingbuteverything's little brother. I'm in love everything about this picture.

86 ; [Sick and Lazy]

Perfect.

I'm back on dA. Horray for faggy artwork.

[ amustache.deviantart ]

85 ; [Fuck You Without Literal Meaning]

Baby Remix - Justin Bieber ft. Lil Crazed, Tommy C, and Ludacris
Olrick still finds the best music to Cwalk to. Justin Bieber is still a faggot. (ahem. I love the picture below.)


Yes, I'm sorry but it's true, Justin.

I drew something (click on it for full view. Stupid uploader.) ;



Why am I still up? Jesus.

84 ; [Just Another Loser]

In the process of writing my photo poem for English(which is due Monday), I found another picture.

My fingers lay upon my keys waiting for a response from my mind.

My eyes trace the body and face.
A photograph. Who is that little girl?
That little chubby girl with the glasses. She's smiling.
Why is that? Because she's being told to say "cheese"?
No.
Because she didn't have to pretend
everything was okay or everything was perfect.
Because to her, there was no such thing as drama or bullshit.
What the hell was that to her? Nothing.
Where everybody's mind's were numbed
and didn't understand how others were different.
Idiots, right? You look at little kids
and say to yourself: "Just wait 'til they grow up
everything is going to change."
Sometimes I wish that people like me didn't have to act all the time
and others didn't look at you and say you're different.
Don't you ever wish people didn't have to look at you in disgust
because you aren't like them?
Sometimes I wish I could be that girl in the photo.
That stupid little girl, that stupid carefree girl.

I sketched out something. I think you'll hate it.

It's good.
Conceited? Yes. Lying? Yes.

83 ; [That One Feeling]

I hated yesterday as well; seeing you depressed and just not yourself.
I kept feeling like I was going to burst out crying looking at how sad you were.
Plus, I couldn't help but think about our conversation the night before.
Yes, I feel better that this whole thing was resolved. I hated every single moment before so.

Something so close to the end was saved. I trust you and I'm glad you trust me.

And then we layed in the grass together at the park. I love it.
I think we got tanned! Great, it's already bad enough that I'm so freaking dark.

So, today was a pretty slow day. Oddly, I seemed to enjoy all my classes for once. I guess it's because first period wasn't so bad. It tends to ruin my day. I managed to finish a whole review sheet for Biology finals and my French essay drafts. I feel like a whole ton has been lifted off my back. All I need to worry about now is my Biology lab, English photo poem, and art finals. Oh, and stupid Algebra finals. Easy shit.

Well, I'm super tired now.

Au revoir.

82 ; [My Eyes Sparkled]

I shall wish for this. It's beautiful for carving up some road. -cries-


I'll write later if I remember. :D

81 ; [I'm Not Me]

Cooler Than Me - Mike Posner
Gosh, it's a pretty good song. I need more screamo songs in my ipod..It's being flooded with these songs..

Today?
Oh, BETSY IS BACK! I missed her so much.
Derrick got all the dances down for tomorrow's gym final.

...

I haven't been acting like myself lately.

I'm struggling in life.
I'm so out of it. I can't think anymore!
I feel like I have nothing to fall back on.
I'm not prepared.
I'm not thinking about my future at all.
I'm doing the work, but how well? I can't focus. I can't hear others.

I hate it.

80 ; [I Blow My Nose]

Jeez, I hate it when my dad get's pissed off and every little thing gets him angrier. First, he spills his drink because he wasn't thinking then he needs to blow his nose so he huffs fucking loudly then blows his nose "angrily". Then he's walking around the house and every few seconds he's like "FUCK YOU MOTHER FUCKING HOE." And when I'm talking to my mom, he gives me dirty looks and makes me want to say, "What the fuck did I do to you? YOU ANNOY THE FUCK OUT OF ME. JEEZ."

The only thing I really did today was make pasta and fried eggs. Crap, I forgot to make blueberry muffins for my boyfriend..Dang it. The only other thing I did was text him and watch Undateable on VH1. Hilarious stuff right there.

I haven't been feeling to well lately.

I'll be sleeping soon.

Au revoir.

79 ; [I See You All Over Me]

In My Head - Jason Derulo
I remember when Jolie told me about her awkward moment and this song; how it was playing in the car and Derulo did the deep breathing and it was all weird for her. ♥ Jeez, I love her. Aha.

So, I sit in the livingroom with my sister. We're watching Silent Library on MTV. I love how the host says, "I had pleasure in your pain." I also love how the first thing I say when I open the fridge looking for food is PUDDING! Yeah, I didn't even know we had pudding, so I was pretty excited.

We're watching commercials and I really want to watch The Hard Times of RJ Berger. It looks like a good show. Oh, and Get Him to the Greek but it looks fucking retarded. I'll watch it anyway.

Today I spend the day getting rid of my old clothes and baby books. I have no clue why we even had those books still. It's been like I don't know, twelve years since I actually read them? I also spent the day talking to my boyfriend and writing my ode for English.

Afterward, I ate the most delicious quiche ever made by my little sister. She's a really good cook; even better than me. I can bake but she can fry, boil, bake, and a lot more. I'm jealous. All I made were blueberry muffins and she made a whole Italian lunch. What the hell?! Pasta, garlic bread, and a salad? I starved this morning. Jeez.

My mom was out in Reno for the day with her friends while my dad slept at home. He had been at work since 8pm to 5am. I think he deserved the sleep. So, my uncle came and picked up my sister and I, along with my cousin and her friend to go to the beach and Quicklys. It's weird being at Quicklys when nobody is there and I mean NOBODY. We then went to the beach during the coldest weather of the week. I think we made a smart choice. I was even wearing short shorts! Horray!

Well, not much else.

It's 11:34pm and I'm out.


err..So, I did this drawing right? This is Adrian's comment:
Adrian: Okay hun, just because you're flat doesn't mean all your girls have to have hard cover books for chests. LOL
Me: OH. I see how it is.
Adrian:You'd better! :D
Tittie enlargement. NAO D:<

Men and boobs

Au revoir.

78 ; [Time to Write an Ode]

Okay, I have no clue what to write about for my Ode. Originally I was going to do mustaches but to tell you the truth, I have no clue where to start. I don't know what it feels like to have a real mustache so it'll be difficult to describe what it's like. Just writing about how they look would be plain boring.

I have the sniffles/"snifflets". Pizza today?

Updated wishlist with a bunch of shit here.

Au revoir.

77 ; [Because I Have Time]

I HATE YOU.

Because you're annoying.

Because you think you know who others are as people.

Because you talk shit.

Because you think everybody is a biter.

Because you threatened to kill him.

Because you wanted to blackmail me.

Because you call me "it".

Because you hit me.

Because you left me for her.

Because you think it all belongs to you.

Because you're jealous of others.

Because you can't seem to be nice at all.

Because you tell lies.

Because you made me fall for you then threw me aside.

Because you used me.

Because you cheated on me.

Because you try too hard to fit in.

Because you think you're better than everybody else.

Because you gloat.

Because you speak with sarcasm in every sentence you say.

Because you insult others.

Because you talk behind your friend's back.

Because you're a hypocrite.

Because you say they're YOUR friends.

Because you broke my heart.

Because you made me cry.

Because I was just a pretty piece of flesh to you.

Because you changed me.

Because you weren't there for me.

Because you wasted my time.

Because you never talk to me anymore.

Because you talk too much.

Because you wasted your whole life on nothing.

Because you call too much.

Because you say we're close when I barely talk to you.

Because you say "I love you" like a joke.

Because you scream at the top of your lungs.

Because I couldn't stop thinking about you.

Because you insulted my family.

Because you won't take my hand.

Because the world revolves around you in your mind.

Because you lied.

Because you want attention.

Because you pretend that everything is fine.

Because you hurt others.

Because you were such a big piece of my life.

Because you've changed.

Because you can't take anything seriously.

Because life is a joke to you.

Because you think everybody is against you.

Because you lose friends over nothing.

Because you're stupid.






I hate myself.

76 ; [I Gots The Yarn]

Ka Nohona Pili Kai - Keali'i Reichel
First BSA now the Hawaiian Culture Festival? I still love it.


You should all be jealous of my huge ball of yarn that I got for two freakin' bucks. I don't even know what I'm going to do with it. Originally, I got it for my yarn bowl project for art class, but I only used 2% of it so far and I'm almost done with the thing. I know, I'm so awesome at being Asian. (Getting large amount for cheap.)

I spent time with my love today. After school we sat on the courtyard and ate gummy worms. Amazing. *wink wink*

"So, I like totally like called him and like he was like what the hell and I'm like you fucking bitch and he's like what the hell are you talking about and I'm just like wow you bastard and like he was like you're retarded and I'm like I know I'm fat."
You're so farting ugly, Kyle. You are most definitely my older brother. LOL(:

Chelsea makes weird typos on MSN. Must love her.
"llamao! Wait. I meant LMAO. That was the most amazing typo ever! Llama-o!"


Uh..okay bye.

75 ; [Electrical Static]

Helicopter - Bloc Party (Diplo Remix)
I was in a trance? I still love the original.


I think my binder came out pretty good after a lot of doodling. I'm in love with it now..


I'm super tired now.

Au revoir.

74 ; [No Music, No Love]

OMG - Usher Feat. Will.I.Am
Like oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh my gosh. LOL


...

I think I love my boyfriend.
I love the way you hold me.
I love the way you kiss me.
I love the way you talk to me.
I love the way you act towards me.
I love that you're always there for me.
I love it when you ask if I'm okay over and over again.
I love it when you whisper to me.
I love it when you say you love me.

I love every single thing about you.
I love you.

I've created a third blog. Yes, I've made the bold choice to work on thee at a time. One for my own pleasures, music, and my own personal one about my life.

THIS IS THE LIFE

I'm slowly posting music up since I can only post one audio file per day. Still, it'll work out. I sort of wasted it on Bulletproof by La Roux though..I was thinking and had a brain fart then posted up that shit. My bad.

And now? I'm really upset that JUSTIN BIEBER stole my Superman look. I'm going to sit in my corner and cut myself now. Thanks.


I hope your mom shaves your head, Bieber! Take that as a curse. ಥ_ಥ I shall go burn my Superman shirt now. And seriously, just looking at this picture makes me think that Derrick dresses like Justin Bieber, has the same hairstyle as Justin, and has the same facial expression as Justin. It's like Derrick is Justin Bieber's evil long lost Asian twin brother. Just kidding.

I found this amazing cupcake design on Tumblr. I love Cookies and Cookie Monster. I heard they changed his name to Carrot monster, but kept him the color blue.


Uhh, I'm too lazy to type up anything anymore plus I had another brain fart.

Au revoir.

73 ; [Are Like Shooting Stars]

Airplanes -B.o.B feat. Hayley Williams
Thanks to Crystal I'm singing this song over and over again..I love it. I must learn the rap. No seriously.


So, I've been really focused on my grades since finals and school ends in about four weeks. I could have sworn that last week my teacher said it was three weeks, then the next week they said it was four weeks. What the hell? Teachers lie.

Personally, I think I own the cutest pair of shortshorts on the face of the planet. I bought them at the Hawaiian Culture Festival from Boutiki™. Check them out if you happen to find their stand at a festival. Basically they're the Hawaiian Tokidoki™.

Okay, time to focus on homework.

Au revoir. :{D

72 ; [Love Forever, Love is Free]

Feel Good Inc. - Gorillaz
The most amazing song in history. Yeah, I tend to say that a lot, but I feel like that towards a lot of songs. I remember finding it a long time ago, but I never knew the title or artist. Don't you just hate when that happens?

Joannie, Derrick and I went down to Walgreens to look for blue hair dye. I'd help Derrick with streaks if I was allowed to go to his house again. LOL. Afterwards, we went to Hawaiian Drive-in, but I decided not to eat and watch them eat masubi and a burger. Ehe.

One other thing?

Sometimes I think people have to shut their mouths about certain things that shouldn't be said. Think about it; I don't go around telling others the nasty-ass shit you said to me, yet you go around telling people I don't know what I said to you and they get the wrong idea about me. Just think about it. And I'm not pointing this out to one person; I'm talking about more than one of you.

Au revoir.

P.S- Thank you for getting my iPod back.

71 ; [Just The Sun]

Here Comes The Sun - The Beatles
All time favorite. I must learn how to play this on my ukulele! I only learned some by ear and it sucks. Aha.


Today in Art class, I started making a neon green bowl made out of yarn. Surprisingly, it's looking really good for something I did without having a clue what I was suppose to do. I kept asking for help and I still didn't understand. Well, that's me for you.

My uncle bought me black and neon green stockings Sunday. I look like a joker, but at least it looks unique..I'm going negreen tomorrow while using my cousin's monster hat from HotTopic. I think Derrick is going to steal it from her..

Let's see here..I tried something I wasn't suppose to today. It tasted bad. LOL.

More useless and time consuming bullshit from people. This is so useless; let me get on with my life already. Seriously, I'm not joking here. It is VERY annoying.

I'm a wimp that can't stand up for herself, which is something I need to work on for somebody I really care about. I miss her so much, but I don't want to change too much at the same time. I agree with her; I'll be a much different if I stood up for myself. I'd be a whole different person, but I'll work on it slowly just for her- No, myself as a person. I need this change. Thank you for helping me realize that.

My parents are pissed that I don't have my "emergency" iPod and it's with this girl. Apparently I'm not going to get it back anytime soon. Wonderful.

uhh. Au revoir?

70 ; [Surprising]

For once I believe that my mom has helped me decide something. Something very important. Maybe it's for the better? We'll have to see tomorrow.

69 ; [Sex Position]

Official entry 69 post number 72. Wow, I've typed a lot of junk already and It's only May. Summer is coming; I'm really excited about it.

A Single Moment of Sincerity - Asking Alexandria
MMMM. Still my favorite song from Asking Alexandria.


I got fucking caught with a hickey on my neck from someone, but I won't mention any names here, my squishy dork. My mom and uncle got hella pissed, but since they didn't want my dad raging all over the place and probably killing that sombody, they gave me cover-up. Thank goodness.

So, today I sat in a hair salon for about two hours getting my hair done; bleached and dyed blonde streaks. I'm a FOB according to Derrick, who hasn't even seen my hair yet..
Well, if you want to spoil it, then here's the link to the picture, people.
http://profile.ak.fbcdn.net/v229/279/33/n1634260326_3848.jpg
Yes, Derrick, that IS your jacket. Aha.

I went to the beach today again. I looked like a guy wearing super baggy basketball shorts, long jacket, and I waddled. I was G, man.

Uhh. Dinner time.

Au revoir.

68 ; [This is Difficult]

I'm having problems typing up my blog entry on this smallass laptop. Fuck, and I had a lot to write about. I guess I'll just try and shorten it as much as I can.

Rock That Body - Black Eyed Peas
Thanks to Joannie, I'm addicted to this song. Don't worry; I still love you a lot.


My arms and legs hurt a lot after being pelted by sand at the beach. Yes, I just came back from the beach while there was a semi-sandstorm. Amazing but very painful. Well, my legs hurt the most because I decided to wear shortshorts on a very cold day and the go to the beach to be pelted with sand while drinking a green apple slush from Quicklys. I am a GENIUS.

So, the day started out at Derrick's house. We were working on our Bio poster even though we knew it wouldn't gain any points since we missed class that day. Well, hopefully she'll give us something for the effort...

Derrick's parents went out and got us lunch and I swear, when I was eating with them, I felt like I was eating with my own family; the way his mom was talking to his grandma and how his dad was all quite-ish. Aha. They're cool though.

I enjoyed today. I hope you guys like the cookies, Derrick. Ehe. (:
And yes, you and your brother look alike.

Right before you see my house, there's a huge hill, so my uncle goes up a hill, then excellerates down and it's fun as hell. Well, all I know is that I got a cramp and almost peed myself. Like I said, amazing day.

*wink wink*

Au revoir.