Lovelyness

【らっぷびと】リンゴ日和 [Rap-bit ver　ピッチ－2　テンポ上げ

I found this interesting since it sounds so different from the original.(Well, duh Jazmine, it's a rap.)

SO, I closed down my Facebook account since it was sorta pointless to have it. o_o I'm not a social person, so I'll just stick to my art central at Deviant and YouTube. Of course here too. I'll still be up on tumblr because it's the most wonderful thing in the entire world. I'll consider this to be one less distraction in the world. TA-DA.

Stuck

The Band Perry - If I Die Young (Arion vs Optimus Prime Dubstep Remix)

Joannie gives me sex on purpose. The moaning makes it perfect. LOL

Yesterday I hung out with Derrick at the theater. We watched Green Lantern and X-Men. I think they could have made Xavier have a more dramatic moment when his legs become paralyzed. o_o It was weird; he gets hit with a bullet blocked by Erik and then he can't feel his fucking legs. It should have been more dramatic! D:< But it was a really good movie. I found it funny when they would mention things about shaving Xavier's head and he'd be like, don't touch the hair when in the future when he's Professor X, he becomes bald. Haha.

Well, it was a good day. (:

I had a weird dream the night before. Oh, gosh. I feel like I'm scarred for life after that because it seemed so realistic. A lot of my dreams have become like real situations for me. I feel every touch, every nature's detail, and every...KISS? blaskdfjskldjfsf. Somethings I just don't wanna remember. -__- I need to sleep earlier so that this shit doesn't happen. It's weird as fuck.

More sex with Joannie.

I think I do.

Simple and Clean Piano

Relaxes me; sends shivers down my spine. I love it.


I miss times
but despise you
for everything
I hate you, I guess.

Ferrari f40

Robortom feat Au Revoir Simone - Paganini Rocks (Extended Club Version Vocal)

Another Joannie-shared song. Looove.

I'm glad that Derrick gives me requests of cars rather than anime characters; it's a real challenge to do realism, especially the supercars that he likes. x.x

Right now, since my tablet is dead and I need a new one fast, I'm doing his Ferrari f40 request traditionally. (even though I said I was gonna do it traditionally anyway..)

sexuality for popularity

So a few weeks ago, there was this guy at school wearing a huge cardboard sign saying "I'm bisexual, so what?" And all it did was piss me off.

I don't have anything against the sexuality part, I just think it shouldn't matter and he shouldn't be telling people to support his sexuality when there are A LOT of others who are bixsexual or whatever and they aren't getting the same attention this little whore is getting because they aren't wearing big fat fucking signs. Well, it's hard to explain what I'm trying to say right now, but it makes sense if I think it over. Haha.

AND if there are haters out there who have something against bisexuals, he's just setting himself up to be jumped. I think he should have kept it under the covers instead of trying to get attention from everybody.

Seriously, you shouldn't have to let the whole world know that you're whatever sexuality you are. If you can't help it you can't help it so just go on with your life and stop trying to get attention using the gender of people you're attracted to.

I know sooooo many people who use this as an excuse to get attention and it pisses me the fuck off.

Ugh, dumbasses. I DON'T CARE IF YOU'RE FUCKING STRAIGHT EITHER, YO.


RRRR *poot*

OH JOANNIE

She shared a shitload of godly music:

FAVORITES, MUCH? I have to admit that the first 15 seconds is sorta hard.

Iron Balls

Macho Man - Village People

I remember when this was the shit next to YMCA. 0:55 is like, the best thing ever.

My boyfriend had me take a picture of him while he's holding two Ironman toys we got from Japan town. They were in the shape of a ball and had IronMan's face on it, so he placed it where else? ._. He's silly.

Had Derrick over for the day and we played Smash Bros. Melee, ate chicken and pork adobo made by my mom, and just relaxed; taking a break from all the travel and such.

Currently practicing my animating skills.
I'll be off.

Also, I'm reading The Lathe of Heaven for Summer homework. I actually like this assigned book. Lovely.

I realized how cheesy this shit is. At least it sounds good? ahah.

Another "I wish"

Sun of a Gun - Oh Land

I adore this song and the odd meaning. New tumblr page song.

I wish that my acne would go away because it is such a pain in the fucking ass to get rid of no matter how many times I clean and no matter what I use to clean it.

I wish that San Francisco weather would correspond to the seasons like normal places. Like HOT with HOT SUMMER and COLD with COLD WINTER.
skjdflajslfkjsldfjsdlkf FUCK.

I also with that my boobs would grow. I agree with the retarded people that have ever fought with me and brought that up for no apparent reason. o_o I have a flat chest. WELLWELL at least I have somebody who loves me. Now what, HOBOS. Uhm, but yeah I want bigger boobs. I've resorted to Google-ing ways on how to make them bigger. " QQ "

I wish that I could go out more.

I wish that my mom would let me live in my grandma's apartment so I could have more privacy with...people. (insert creepy nerd laugh)

I wish (even though I wanna live alone) that I can have keys to my own home!

I wish my bangs would stay perfect no matter what; I hate doing the stupid Justin Bieber hair flip every five seconds, but I love my bangs.

I wish my hair wouldn't curl inwards on hot days.

I wish I could go out and exercise without being told that it's too dangerous outside and I might get kidnapped and raped.

HELLO, I CAN'T GET RAPED WHEN I'M UGLY AND FLAT AS FUCK. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.


e.e I need to get out more.

BENDER.

stupidmotherfuckingpenisshit

It's too warm today. I'd rather it be tropical heat like Hawaii. I miss Waikiki so badly.

Touched

Ano Hana is one of the most touching anime/story line I have ever seen in my life. Well, it isn't much of a surprise since I believe that it is the same creator of ToraDora, which was also a tear-jerker for me. I swear that this is the best thing I have ever experienced; crying every single minute of the series. It's on-going so I'll be crying over this story for quite some time. I guess I cried because the characters started out so close and when I realized that the cutest little girl was the one who had passed away, I burst into tears.



I blame my friend David for this since he was like, "OMGOMGOMG you gotta watch it. Anne watches it too! She even made a fanart!" So I was just all 'what-the-hey' and went to Google it on an Anime site. I had no clue how touching it was; I started to cry during the first episode! My boyfriend is currently watching it with me as well, but I don't know if he cried or not while watching it. Apparently he's a tough cookie while I'm a big fat crybaby.

Soooo,
I livestreamed yesterday while doing lineart for my friend Jenny's drawing request. I managed to stream the whole lineart and color the bases for the female figure. Of course, I played an hour mix of 4x4=12 (Deadmau5) twice off Youtube at the same time. It was actually quite relaxing for me even though it was club music. ; o ;

Today I played Maple for a little in Windia. I still play my bishop from time to time so I can get items for my other characters since a lot of the things I need are from higher leveled monsters. Er, maple weapons end today! D:

I also started to clean up my room more. The walls will still look messy since it's a piece of artwork, but my dad moved out a shit load of boxes so that I'd have room for a papasan or something. I'd like to get a small one so I can curl up and read for once or play my game systems in comfort.

I want to start doing game recording forreal.

MUST
FINISH
REQUESTS
AND
PVs!

BITS AND BITS

I'm finally going to try playing Bit.Trip Runner since I saw iHasCupquake post a gameplay on it. Just 3 minutes left until my download is over. ; u ; I'm thinking about doing some gameplay videos soon since I have the materials. I know I like doing a lot of new things, but hey it's fun. I'd do gameplay on minecraft but a lot of people do that now..So I'm not too sure about that. I should really start buying more Xbox games like Portals 2, which my sister and I have been meaning to buy so we can co-op. Well, I have Terraria, Minecraft, Maplestory, and a lot of Nintendo games. I don't have too many Xbox games since a lot of the ones I really want are super duper expensive. >_<

Well, I'm currently sketching up some of my summer requests and procrastinating on my Summer homework.

Errghh.. My tattoo is flaking and shit. YUCK.

Back and Sorta Black

Turn around Part 2 - Flo Rida ft Pitbull

I really did go look for this song after watching Hangover II. 5,4,3,2,1

Here's today's TMI:
I wore a striped bikini while at Waimea beach last week; I got a weird tan that made a stripe on my butt tan then the next white then the next tan and etc. I thought it was sorta funny and at the same time: "Oh, fuck I have a big square tan on my side. (referring to the big square buckle on the side of the suit.)"

Speaking of Waimea beach, HOLY FUCK I jumped off the freaking 20(lol idk) foot tall rock into the ocean. It was sorta a bad idea since I'm both afraid of the ocean AND heights. I followed my "cousin", Lance up the rock since he said we could jump together and when I reached the top my legs were shaking uncontrollably. Oh, goodness. No turning back unless I wanted to risk slipping off and cracking my skull on the back of the rock. So, it was the moment; clenched onto my cousin's arm and jumped down with him. It's funny, right when I jumped into the air somebody behind me made a comment like, "It's like committing suicide." and I'm already falling and freaking the fuck out. Well, landed into the ocean and I was like: HOLY FUCK I'M FUCKING ALIVE.

I can't tell if it was scary or amazing. It was probably both, but I'm able to say I even did it. (Scarred for life.)

---x

Well, after many beach and shrimp truck hopping in Waikiki with my "cousins", we had a BBQ back at the beach house my family and I stayed at. Apparently the rumor is Ryan Seacrest or whatever his name is had stayed at that beach house to get away from the shitload of fans. I don't know for sure but the owner said that. It was a hostile we stayed at so a bunch of college graduates were there and drank all night. I remember during the BBQ that some dude came up to our porch and asked for salt for their tequila shots.

ANYWAY, the BBQ was made completely out of scratch by my mom. She bought some spices and cooked up some delicious chicken wings, apple sausages, Portuguese sausages, and a huge salad. My mom is amazing. (: We invited my cousins who had been visiting Hawaii at the same time as us to the BBQ and my "cousins" (or my parent's college friends + their children) as well. It was fun.


---x

I like how people in Hawaii just call close friends cousins. I feel so at home when I hear that. My cousin Sophi is so adorable! I find it super funny that she called my Uncle "Uncle Buddha" since the first day she met him he was wearing a shirt that says Buddha. (as in the company) It was hilarious. He would tease her about her purple belt in Karate saying that she was taught by Barney since it was that color. Haha. Those two would always argue during the trip and she's only nine and he's like 30 something.

---x

I got a real tattoo. The people who would tell me that it'd hurt lied! It only felt like a light knife carving into my back, I mean sure it'd hurt a bit at some turns but I guess the lineart is the worst part. Coloring and shading was like a massage; I almost fell asleep at that part. I guess this means I'll be going back for another. Heh. Eh, the aftermath hurts a bit more than the tattoo itself like the peeling, the position you have to sleep, and the scabs forming. Especially since I got it on my back it's a bit more difficult to dodge.

---x


THE END. I forgot everything else. Haha. Maybe in a sequel thingy-ma-jiggy.